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@anamiacity1.bsky.social

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28 • vent account • un-dx'd dissociative system • dx include [definitely not limited to] AuDHD, CPTSD, ED, OCD • gw: too light to enIist • pro-recovery (DNI if you aren't as well) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 5d

squidward from spongebob squarepants stands in front of a chain link fence

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3h

so we got this raspberry vinaigrette the other week and finally opened it tonight...licked off finger that got drop on it and it tastes like it wants to be syrup?? dressing, my ass, this tastes like ana itself and i wish we would've discovered this before using on the last of the salad ingredients 🙃

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 6h

we need a bowl tho so we keep track of what we eat. can barely taste them but they're good enough brain is like EAT THEM ALL BEFORE YOU LOSE ALL TASTE even tho they'll still be good in a week or two which is the latest our senses have come back in the past anyway must keep shit together not go nuts

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opened a box of ¢Iub m¡n¡s and the first ones we saw were doubles - one horizontal AND one vertical!!! idk if we've ever seen a double with this specific brand before so to see both types was fantastic 😎

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 6h

idk what to say but sending much love 🖤🖤🖤

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don't think we have tests to check but regardless this might allow us to WFH this week which would be SO MUCH better than dealing with oblivious coworkers who don't respect others' health & workstations. (choosing to believe "oblivious" cos IF they saw my note and STILL touched my shit that's Worse)

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scared we have ¢°v¡d, AGAIN...feels eerily similar to the beginning of last time and omad yesterday tasted bland compared to the exact same ingredients two days ago. there's never that much of a drop in taste especially so quickly. it'd make sense with the extra stress and it being harder to breathe

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 7h

perfect haha im glad it's easy to be flexi with it 😁
OH EW, lingering metallic? only good for our vampire headmate LMFAO

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 7h

im sorry my fren :'( sending peaceful vibes and hope your day goes better 🖤🖤🖤

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 8h

how does one stop fucked up dreams

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 8h

sending so much love my fren im sorry you've had such a rough go of it and wish i could just fix everything for you :'( my life is better with you in it 🖤🖤🖤

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B gave us some tiny canvases the other day and we haven't been able to decide what to cover them with, but last night decided we're gonna start one today and draw/paint him as a gnome cos he likes gnomes hehe and might add sunset behind or might do it separately in case it'll mess it up lol idk idk

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i wish we could always pick Who fronts. life would be so much simpler if we could just choose. as it is, irdk how much longer we can keep going.

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it appears Someone ate a jar of pb in two days 💀 twas a small jar but STILL wtf 😭 this is Not locking in!! *sigh*

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must. exercise.

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we were gonna try to be productive today after yesterday's "crash" but all we've really done is smell our baby blankie :3

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 8h

right on, im actually not familiar with either of those lol just make sure ur safe comin off it <33 for some of our nasty meds we'd hide it in a spoonful of yogurt or something lol

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1d

fuck OCD y'all im so fuckin Tired 😭

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feel there's million things we need to do but can't bring self to face the list cos we're not sure it's complete and that shouldn't stop us cos Anything will be helpful to cross off but for some reason if we don't have Everything in mind we can't properly prioritise 🙄 not that we normally can anyway

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as it is we're still 4 yrs clean from sh and booze but BOI did we come close. it felt a bit like getting to the dropoff when ocean-walking like it just sneaks up on u and u know if u don't stop the slipping immediately you Will end up going under for a little and uhhh we can't afford that rn ahahaha

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1d

my brain will not quit the intrusive thoughts are Strong and there are only a few main themes but none of them are great or conducive to productivity. still got some of yesterday's urges lingering too. an abnormal amount of things went wrong in uniquely difficult ways and we came SO close to relapse

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1d

which meds if u don't mind me asking

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 1d

need to lock the fuck in so Oct isn't a waste

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:( 🖤

a gray and white cat laying on top of a white cat .

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--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3d

this sounds too familiar omg u don't deserve that </3 im sorry ur going through it

--•- •• -•-- @anamiacity1.bsky.social · 3d

get out get out GetOut that sounds like my ex pls don't waste your time with that foo pls get out of that situation ASAP!! you deserve better!! 🖤

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