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@anamiacity1.bsky.social
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28 • vent account • un-dx'd dissociative system • dx include [definitely not limited to] AuDHD, CPTSD, ED, OCD • gw: too light to enIist • pro-recovery (DNI if you aren't as well) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤
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how does one stop fucked up dreams
sending so much love my fren im sorry you've had such a rough go of it and wish i could just fix everything for you :'( my life is better with you in it 🖤🖤🖤
B gave us some tiny canvases the other day and we haven't been able to decide what to cover them with, but last night decided we're gonna start one today and draw/paint him as a gnome cos he likes gnomes hehe and might add sunset behind or might do it separately in case it'll mess it up lol idk idk
i wish we could always pick Who fronts. life would be so much simpler if we could just choose. as it is, irdk how much longer we can keep going.
it appears Someone ate a jar of pb in two days 💀 twas a small jar but STILL wtf 😭 this is Not locking in!! *sigh*
we were gonna try to be productive today after yesterday's "crash" but all we've really done is smell our baby blankie :3
right on, im actually not familiar with either of those lol just make sure ur safe comin off it <33 for some of our nasty meds we'd hide it in a spoonful of yogurt or something lol
fuck OCD y'all im so fuckin Tired 😭
feel there's million things we need to do but can't bring self to face the list cos we're not sure it's complete and that shouldn't stop us cos Anything will be helpful to cross off but for some reason if we don't have Everything in mind we can't properly prioritise 🙄 not that we normally can anyway
as it is we're still 4 yrs clean from sh and booze but BOI did we come close. it felt a bit like getting to the dropoff when ocean-walking like it just sneaks up on u and u know if u don't stop the slipping immediately you Will end up going under for a little and uhhh we can't afford that rn ahahaha
my brain will not quit the intrusive thoughts are Strong and there are only a few main themes but none of them are great or conducive to productivity. still got some of yesterday's urges lingering too. an abnormal amount of things went wrong in uniquely difficult ways and we came SO close to relapse
which meds if u don't mind me asking
need to lock the fuck in so Oct isn't a waste
this sounds too familiar omg u don't deserve that </3 im sorry ur going through it
get out get out GetOut that sounds like my ex pls don't waste your time with that foo pls get out of that situation ASAP!! you deserve better!! 🖤
don't wanna omad but def need to UGH
maybe test a different slightly less sensitive topic and see how they react? could be very telling but idk the situation lol sry im a lil Not Low rn and just brainstorming 😂 i just want u to be able to get the care u need cos this shit ain't easy 🖤💞
my personal experience is most docs are understanding, cautious to not say too much/the wrong things...the dude who did my staples mentioned his kid struggling with it too so we all had a Moment...not all are good about it tho so make sure it's someone you've seen before and are somewhat comfy with
aww :') same to you too <33
wait TWO YEARS!? shit dude that's rough im sorry 😭 the s¢arawa¥ helped a lot of our healed raised scars!! personally the roll-on worked better than patches and more discreet lol but do price checks online cos places like ¢\/s will charge like twice as much as like waImar+
thank youuu 😭 *hugzies* 🖤
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damn so we're all going through it rn huh
i appreciate all the 5's in this timestamp