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@anamiacity1.bsky.social
28 • vent account • un-dx'd dissociative system • ment-ill dx include [definitely not limited to] AuDHD, (C+)PTSD, ED, OCD • gw: too light to enIist • pro-recovery (DNI if you aren't as well)
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gonna do the thing where i hit Call before im ready cos it's taken a week of trying and still don't feel ready so it's just gonna be rough and im gonna pretend the person isn't real and that i'll never have to talk to them again after inevitably embarrassing myself 😅🤣💀
January 7, 2026 at 8:28 PM
gonna do the thing where i hit Call before im ready cos it's taken a week of trying and still don't feel ready so it's just gonna be rough and im gonna pretend the person isn't real and that i'll never have to talk to them again after inevitably embarrassing myself 😅🤣💀
this WFH request is like pulling teeth!! good lordy. we've had to ask multiple times for each stage of this process...WHY ARE THEY DRAGGING THEIR FEET. i wish my boss was in control of this decision. atp idek if the right people have even read my papers. WHY ARE THEY JUST SITTING THERE. I'M IN PAIN.
January 7, 2026 at 7:48 PM
this WFH request is like pulling teeth!! good lordy. we've had to ask multiple times for each stage of this process...WHY ARE THEY DRAGGING THEIR FEET. i wish my boss was in control of this decision. atp idek if the right people have even read my papers. WHY ARE THEY JUST SITTING THERE. I'M IN PAIN.
can't tell if the lava ends as bebe or non-human tho i just hope who/whatever it is helps Us SLEEP 😭
January 7, 2026 at 4:22 AM
can't tell if the lava ends as bebe or non-human tho i just hope who/whatever it is helps Us SLEEP 😭
it's weird being so self aware. i've weirded out docs with it esp with anesthesia n stuff but like i can feel both consciousnesses simultaneously it's like im watching two lava flows (everything burns cos of today's triggers) and one of them feels scared & fading and the other is shrinking & spacing
January 7, 2026 at 4:20 AM
it's weird being so self aware. i've weirded out docs with it esp with anesthesia n stuff but like i can feel both consciousnesses simultaneously it's like im watching two lava flows (everything burns cos of today's triggers) and one of them feels scared & fading and the other is shrinking & spacing
okay fuck im slipping hahaha OH boi okay AHAAHA
water? check.
bed clear enough? check.
food closed? almost. will do within 120s.
music? check.
other background noise? check.
BRUSH TEETH DAMMIT. we did meds tho. "meds" aka v¡+am¡ns. we still don't have a doc. oop.
water? check.
bed clear enough? check.
food closed? almost. will do within 120s.
music? check.
other background noise? check.
BRUSH TEETH DAMMIT. we did meds tho. "meds" aka v¡+am¡ns. we still don't have a doc. oop.
January 7, 2026 at 4:00 AM
okay fuck im slipping hahaha OH boi okay AHAAHA
water? check.
bed clear enough? check.
food closed? almost. will do within 120s.
music? check.
other background noise? check.
BRUSH TEETH DAMMIT. we did meds tho. "meds" aka v¡+am¡ns. we still don't have a doc. oop.
water? check.
bed clear enough? check.
food closed? almost. will do within 120s.
music? check.
other background noise? check.
BRUSH TEETH DAMMIT. we did meds tho. "meds" aka v¡+am¡ns. we still don't have a doc. oop.
think might try to hand write tonight's thoughts if joints allow 😅 want to see handwriting that isn't only numbers in a sudoku situation, might offer more insight since this might apparently be a rolodexing night 😬 (Some of Us have different handwriting? not all but sometimes it has helped identify)
January 7, 2026 at 3:57 AM
think might try to hand write tonight's thoughts if joints allow 😅 want to see handwriting that isn't only numbers in a sudoku situation, might offer more insight since this might apparently be a rolodexing night 😬 (Some of Us have different handwriting? not all but sometimes it has helped identify)
oh my 😅 i got tapped in so quickly WTF just happened 🤯 I'M CONFUSED
January 7, 2026 at 3:52 AM
oh my 😅 i got tapped in so quickly WTF just happened 🤯 I'M CONFUSED
a thing we always seem to forget about scar behaviour when we lose weight...makes my skin look so fuckin wrinkly 😭 esp with the shadows like it's just EUlgh but i'd rather deal with that than feeling stretched. both suck but if i must exist...we must get used to this. and get new rings. maybe Fri...
January 7, 2026 at 3:47 AM
a thing we always seem to forget about scar behaviour when we lose weight...makes my skin look so fuckin wrinkly 😭 esp with the shadows like it's just EUlgh but i'd rather deal with that than feeling stretched. both suck but if i must exist...we must get used to this. and get new rings. maybe Fri...
watching comedians escaping straightjackets wondering if i'd be able to. binders have surely given me some kind of training, right? 😭🤣
January 7, 2026 at 2:19 AM
watching comedians escaping straightjackets wondering if i'd be able to. binders have surely given me some kind of training, right? 😭🤣
MY BINDERS CAME TODAY!!!!! thought it was gonna be B's last xms package when i got the text but finally opened it and they're MIIINE!!!!!!!!!!
January 7, 2026 at 1:03 AM
MY BINDERS CAME TODAY!!!!! thought it was gonna be B's last xms package when i got the text but finally opened it and they're MIIINE!!!!!!!!!!
skipped pb (that's how i know im not doing well) & was full halfway through the salad. only eating the yogurt cos putting on pants to put it back away is more effort than the exercises we'll be doing momentarily to work it off. leg raises from all sides, slanted ab exercises, then stretch before bed
omad time. salad, garlic bread, and a pbj but with yogurt not on bread lmao
January 7, 2026 at 12:43 AM
skipped pb (that's how i know im not doing well) & was full halfway through the salad. only eating the yogurt cos putting on pants to put it back away is more effort than the exercises we'll be doing momentarily to work it off. leg raises from all sides, slanted ab exercises, then stretch before bed
think we'll soon need to mention to B *why* we requested he not mention ass face after 1900. and also update that time to "after dark" cos it just...my brain is just...it's out of hand...he barely even said anything...and my brain just fuckin ran as soon as we heard the name 😣 FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
a man in a suit and tie is making a funny face while wearing glasses .
ALT: a man in a suit and tie is making a funny face while wearing glasses .
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January 7, 2026 at 12:34 AM
think we'll soon need to mention to B *why* we requested he not mention ass face after 1900. and also update that time to "after dark" cos it just...my brain is just...it's out of hand...he barely even said anything...and my brain just fuckin ran as soon as we heard the name 😣 FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
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when will we learn our stomach has shrunk?? DA FUQ!!
January 7, 2026 at 12:25 AM
when will we learn our stomach has shrunk?? DA FUQ!!
we've been rather...khaotic...today...
January 6, 2026 at 10:28 PM
we've been rather...khaotic...today...
omad time. salad, garlic bread, and a pbj but with yogurt not on bread lmao
January 6, 2026 at 10:27 PM
omad time. salad, garlic bread, and a pbj but with yogurt not on bread lmao
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I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
January 6, 2026 at 9:44 PM
Name L
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
i wish there was a setting where if moot is inactive for a set amount of time it sends a dummy post like "this user hasn't posted in __ days, check in?"
January 6, 2026 at 9:15 PM
i wish there was a setting where if moot is inactive for a set amount of time it sends a dummy post like "this user hasn't posted in __ days, check in?"
omfg. been away from the office for a couple weeks right, well, the past few days have noticed that our neck wasn't feeling as messed up as normal. today was the first day back and FUCK it hurts!!!!! GAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
January 6, 2026 at 8:15 PM
omfg. been away from the office for a couple weeks right, well, the past few days have noticed that our neck wasn't feeling as messed up as normal. today was the first day back and FUCK it hurts!!!!! GAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
the only downside to these boy jeans is when i lose weight i fill them out even less so it's all just bunchy around my hip area lol i hate it but don't have a better solution 🙃😭😂
January 6, 2026 at 1:33 PM
the only downside to these boy jeans is when i lose weight i fill them out even less so it's all just bunchy around my hip area lol i hate it but don't have a better solution 🙃😭😂
it snowed overnight and now it's warming up but still literally freezing temp. and now raining. these roads bout to be shit huh.
January 6, 2026 at 12:34 PM
it snowed overnight and now it's warming up but still literally freezing temp. and now raining. these roads bout to be shit huh.
woke up at 0550...decided to stay up since we didn't wake up in a flashback for once! been doing some stretches and light exercises, need to make sure everything is set for work tho. driving in today so have to pack up machine, make sure we smell fine, dress correctly, AND *HAVE WATER* we DEHYDRATED
January 6, 2026 at 12:27 PM
woke up at 0550...decided to stay up since we didn't wake up in a flashback for once! been doing some stretches and light exercises, need to make sure everything is set for work tho. driving in today so have to pack up machine, make sure we smell fine, dress correctly, AND *HAVE WATER* we DEHYDRATED
g'night mooties. gonna try to get some sleep. sending restful vibes to y'all. 💖💫
January 6, 2026 at 2:36 AM
g'night mooties. gonna try to get some sleep. sending restful vibes to y'all. 💖💫
had two 🍃 gummies a few mins ago, will take another two next time i get up (prob soon cos we had a lot of water with meds lol), and then another one or two when we're done with trichotiIIomania
January 6, 2026 at 12:56 AM
had two 🍃 gummies a few mins ago, will take another two next time i get up (prob soon cos we had a lot of water with meds lol), and then another one or two when we're done with trichotiIIomania
halfway done. full. tf.
omad time. hooray /s
January 6, 2026 at 12:05 AM
halfway done. full. tf.