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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 4d

Living in the TRON: Legacy world and almost getting ran over by a bitchass light cycle while buying last minute eggs

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 5d

If the Simpsons was still a good show they would’ve done a Skinamarink parody for a Treehouse Of Horror episode where Bart and Lisa are stranded at home while scary Homer appears every now and then

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 11d

Feeling very Naomi Scott Smile 2 coded right now

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 11d

Any book is a children’s book if the kid can read

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 12d

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 17d

the Avatar movies will never not just seem like glorified 8k screensavers that play on those Costco TV’s

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 20d

Don’t need a lot just enough for a coffee or energy drink since I have to train/bus until 11 pm and I’m always super tired

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 20d

When you finish reading James Baldwin’s “Giovanni’s Room”

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

I am probably being stupid as usual so I will stop talking to think about what to do for the next 5 months and if staying in school is even an option still which probably isn’t which is a mistake on my part, I should’ve accepted that I can’t succeed and move on, GN logging off and all that Jazz

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

7 hours of sleep and it’s going to be wasted by the revelation that I see nothing ahead of my life, it’s either TV static or a big red question mark because I highly doubt I could manage to get hired at a Starbucks since no real person would hire me for “”work” so I’m really in purgatory

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

Keep smiling and maybe something will change, or maybe not then you just look stupid as shit smiling at the wall hoping that it somehow transforms from white bricks to a pretty variety of rainbow colors that’ll tell you that the sun will always protect you from stress and fear and possibly death (!)

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

How the fuck am I supposed to focus on school and classes if the thought of everything falling apart keeps getting in the way along with my stupid ADHD bullshit that I want to physically rip out of my skull because all it’s done my entire life it give me pain and insults from people and my own dad

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

Going to have to broad a train tomorrow at 4 am and maybe if I’m lucky I could fall asleep and someone could stab me, would never do anything myself because I’m just a coward that just think think thinks thinking that I could have any sort of power over myself which is just malarkey as usual

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

Better off pissing someone off so they can step on my neck and keep pressing until I feel my neck snap so I can finally stop or just run off in the middle of the night and break everything so I can’t be electronically tracked, the thought of seeing the moon in the desert sounds better than anything

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

My brother gets to live the high life and actually live comfortably at his school and have friends and a social life while I have zilchy zilch zilchhhhh because I fucked myself over with the thought of thinking that I could have an actual life with actual meaning to any of it whatsoever

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

I just want to drop out and spend the rest of my life working 5 jobs paying off loans or maybe even dying possibly dying since then I don’t have to keep feeing fucking useless and the human equivalent of shit all of the time

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

This is really where I can feel everything genuinely fall apart with no return, I cannot keep doing this over and over with nothing getting better all the fucking time it’s just a fucking joke

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

I literally cannot keep fucking doing this it’s not even fucking funny anymore I so badly want to just run the fuck away until I fall off a cliff and snap in half like a twit

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

It keeps getting worse

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

This is a general update regarding how I’m doing right now. To say that I’m currently severely depressed is a massive understatement of the highest caliber, I feel like I’ve made a massive mistake applying for school since all it’s done is cause massive problems that I genuinely can’t see being -

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

which would be worst to live in, Stephen King Maine or MCU New York

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The Onion @theonion.com · 21d

‘This Is Like Something Out Of A David Lynch Film,’ Says Man Driving Car With Headlights On

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

torturing my mom with money more and more. I literally don’t fucking care anymore, probably wouldn’t hurt walking all night anyways since it just builds experience. I’m just lost. I have never felt more angry, depressed, and useless before in my life and I can feel it hardening itself into my soul.

Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

still being there. There’s either no family that can help or they’re all too busy, I don’t even have a job to help provide money because the places I applied to MONTHS before school started have either yet to respond or declined me. At this point I’d genuinely rather be on the streets instead of -

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

Everything just literally keeps getting worse and it makes me want to either drop out of school and walk into the ocean further and never come back. I had to spend the last weekend pretending that I wasn’t in a room my mom’s been renting because her landlord told her she’s been annoyed with me -

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Autumn @autumnbreezybear.bsky.social · 21d

To pay off the application fee. To make things better my mom’s very likely going to get laid off as soon as she goes back to work from medical leave and she’s been the sole reason I’ve been able to get back and forth from school which alone is already an hour and a half drive along with traffic.

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