Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas
@biteofchaos.bsky.social
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I was born into a life of chaos. I let the pain hurt for a minute and then I let it make me stronger. Biker, Tattooist, Godmother to a few. Dog Mama. 21+ #SOA #MayansMC RP
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It took me a very long time to be proud of who I am. Try to tear me down, you'll lose.

Wife & queen to @rivenlegacy.bsky.social
Mama to a few loons
Founder & President of Roses of The Reaper MC
Tattooist & Art Teacher
Mature Content Triggers MDNI
Ink of #Gomez
21+ RP #SOA #MayansMC AU
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- the shit Evie pulled still fucks with my stomach sometimes and these meds don’t fucking help with it.
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-after I got the call about creeper I switched it. I didn’t know what else to do because I was walking around thinking Tio Hector was dead too. I’m not crazy. I swear I’m not but those meds I can’t. I can’t take them anymore. Basically for the last eight years, I’ve lost a lot of people and -
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[I leaned into him sighing softly. I knew my next words were going to be hard to hear.] Nan was in charge of my medical shit until I lost creeper then I gave it to our son because I didn’t wanna be committed again. I understand what Nan was trying to do for me but it made me worse. So a few hours -
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- don’t, make it so I have no appetite at all.
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[I stood on my toes for a minute before dropping the bag on the floor.] My ten pounds of meds that I'm supposed to take multiple times a day. [I don't like this.conversation. I knew E was different but I didn’t know he would take all of it. ] Most of them make me feel like shit. The ones that-
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I am going to stuff this fettuccine and my mouth and when I’m done, I will get the rest of my replies out. At least now I’m not going to be distracted for the rest of the day thank God.
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- son also but right now I didn’t want to take him away from Belle until I give Belle the ability to reassess things for me.
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- I stepped into the elevator and waited for my husband to join me. There would be no good time to have this conversation, but I know him and I know what he must be thinking right now. When we were both in the elevator I grabbed his hand squeezing gently.] I will have this conversation with our -
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[I laughed, pulling my husband closer to me.] come for a walk with me? We’re not going very far. I just want to go down to the garage so I can actually hear you without putting my hearing aids in because my ears hurt so bad right now. [I walked into the kitchen grabbing what Nan calls my med bag. -
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- mama I just worry about you because I know they don’t let you get up in places like that.]
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- see that video forever. He’s only seen a few videos just like Gracie. [I had tons of videos, but I only let the kids see a few because the rest were emotionally difficult for me without him here to tell his side of the story in them.] are you OK to be on your feet this long? i’m not turning into -
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[I opened my mouth and closed it opening it again. I don’t know why I was so surprised by this statement, but my tears of joy turned into laughter because I could imagine how serious and mean sounding my husband must’ve been.] Esai Jesus. I love you too. Speaking of the night our son has wanted to -
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- matters any to you, he asked for my permission the night of your Quince.” I blinked back so many tears I couldn’t see. I had no idea that this was something he had in the back of his mind for long.] it matters daddy it will always matter.
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- calms down a little and obviously I don’t wanna be sick. [I stood up on my toes, cupping his face in my hands before kissing him hard.] we’re finally married of course if it were up to us I think we were gotten married at 12. [it wasn’t until my dad spoke that I was sobbing like an idiot “if it -
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[I knew I was still sick, but I also knew this was something I wanted since I was about 13 years old. I grabbed the pen and signed where I was supposed to in order to make everything official. I looked at E putting the pen down after I was done.] yeah, we can do the big thing after everything -
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- opened it pulling out the papers. My eyes scanned the paperwork with little tabs for my signature.] We’re married or will be once I sign this? Am I understanding correctly or am I sick drunk still?
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[I lifted the box and opened it. I blinked when I saw the wedding band] I don’t understand and I know it is my meds making me stupid. [I looked at E confused playing with his fingers. He had a look on his face.] Baby I’m confused. [I hated being sick for this reason. I picked up the envelope and -
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-am I imissing here? I don’t understand why you’re looking at me like that. seriously what’s going on here you guys are making me very nervous.[I seriously have no idea what was going on, but the longer no one said anything the worst I felt I was afraid I had fucked up somehow with no idea exactly -
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[as soon as I came out of the bathroom Abel stopped me and asked me if he could become an Alvarez. I laughed and looked at E.] that would be up to him, but I’m not even one. I’m sure it would be okay though if that’s what you want to do. [I saw look on my father’s face, and I was confused.] What -
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- ass. [I yelped when I was airborne.] Daddy! Aye, don’t drop me! [I heard laughter and I huffed.] Not funny, Nannie!
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I felt like it was 1993 again. Those are our kids and that’s why I lost it. I hate it. [I heard Junior’s comment and smiled.] Anytime my baby. [It was true I’d do anything for my kids but him especially. I looked at E kissing him deeply. ] I need to pee again. Daddy help so I don’t fall on my -
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- hovering, I couldn’t take that shit! I’m sorry.
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- care of Esai by yourself!” I got in her face then.] What part of my son is 6’3 did you not hear? And newsflash, I’ve been taking care of MY HUSBAND since I was twelve, and even more when you kicked us out as teenagers! NOW GO HOME! [When they stormed out, I looked at E and my dad.] The -