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Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas

@biteofchaos.bsky.social

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I was born into a life of chaos. I let the pain hurt for a minute and then I let it make me stronger. Biker, Tattooist, Godmother to a few. Dog Mama. 21+ #SOA #MayansMC RP

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Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 28d

It took me a very long time to be proud of who I am. Try to tear me down, you'll lose.

Wife & queen to @rivenlegacy.bsky.social
Mama to a few loons
Founder & President of Roses of The Reaper MC
Tattooist & Art Teacher
Mature Content Triggers MDNI
Ink of #Gomez
21+ RP #SOA #MayansMC AU

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Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 39m

- don’t, make it so I have no appetite at all.

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 39m

[I stood on my toes for a minute before dropping the bag on the floor.] My ten pounds of meds that I'm supposed to take multiple times a day. [I don't like this.conversation. I knew E was different but I didn’t know he would take all of it. ] Most of them make me feel like shit. The ones that-

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 3h

I am going to stuff this fettuccine and my mouth and when I’m done, I will get the rest of my replies out. At least now I’m not going to be distracted for the rest of the day thank God.

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 3h

- son also but right now I didn’t want to take him away from Belle until I give Belle the ability to reassess things for me.

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 3h

- I stepped into the elevator and waited for my husband to join me. There would be no good time to have this conversation, but I know him and I know what he must be thinking right now. When we were both in the elevator I grabbed his hand squeezing gently.] I will have this conversation with our -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 3h

[I laughed, pulling my husband closer to me.] come for a walk with me? We’re not going very far. I just want to go down to the garage so I can actually hear you without putting my hearing aids in because my ears hurt so bad right now. [I walked into the kitchen grabbing what Nan calls my med bag. -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 23h

- mama I just worry about you because I know they don’t let you get up in places like that.]

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 23h

- see that video forever. He’s only seen a few videos just like Gracie. [I had tons of videos, but I only let the kids see a few because the rest were emotionally difficult for me without him here to tell his side of the story in them.] are you OK to be on your feet this long? i’m not turning into -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 23h

[I opened my mouth and closed it opening it again. I don’t know why I was so surprised by this statement, but my tears of joy turned into laughter because I could imagine how serious and mean sounding my husband must’ve been.] Esai Jesus. I love you too. Speaking of the night our son has wanted to -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

- matters any to you, he asked for my permission the night of your Quince.” I blinked back so many tears I couldn’t see. I had no idea that this was something he had in the back of his mind for long.] it matters daddy it will always matter.

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

- calms down a little and obviously I don’t wanna be sick. [I stood up on my toes, cupping his face in my hands before kissing him hard.] we’re finally married of course if it were up to us I think we were gotten married at 12. [it wasn’t until my dad spoke that I was sobbing like an idiot “if it -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

[I knew I was still sick, but I also knew this was something I wanted since I was about 13 years old. I grabbed the pen and signed where I was supposed to in order to make everything official. I looked at E putting the pen down after I was done.] yeah, we can do the big thing after everything -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

- opened it pulling out the papers. My eyes scanned the paperwork with little tabs for my signature.] We’re married or will be once I sign this? Am I understanding correctly or am I sick drunk still?

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

[I lifted the box and opened it. I blinked when I saw the wedding band] I don’t understand and I know it is my meds making me stupid. [I looked at E confused playing with his fingers. He had a look on his face.] Baby I’m confused. [I hated being sick for this reason. I picked up the envelope and -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

- what happened.]

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

-am I imissing here? I don’t understand why you’re looking at me like that. seriously what’s going on here you guys are making me very nervous.[I seriously have no idea what was going on, but the longer no one said anything the worst I felt I was afraid I had fucked up somehow with no idea exactly -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 1d

[as soon as I came out of the bathroom Abel stopped me and asked me if he could become an Alvarez. I laughed and looked at E.] that would be up to him, but I’m not even one. I’m sure it would be okay though if that’s what you want to do. [I saw look on my father’s face, and I was confused.] What -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

- ass. [I yelped when I was airborne.] Daddy! Aye, don’t drop me! [I heard laughter and I huffed.] Not funny, Nannie!

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

I felt like it was 1993 again. Those are our kids and that’s why I lost it. I hate it. [I heard Junior’s comment and smiled.] Anytime my baby. [It was true I’d do anything for my kids but him especially. I looked at E kissing him deeply. ] I need to pee again. Daddy help so I don’t fall on my -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

Ice cream and words

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

- hovering, I couldn’t take that shit! I’m sorry.

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

- care of Esai by yourself!” I got in her face then.] What part of my son is 6’3 did you not hear? And newsflash, I’ve been taking care of MY HUSBAND since I was twelve, and even more when you kicked us out as teenagers! NOW GO HOME! [When they stormed out, I looked at E and my dad.] The -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

- WEREN’T THE ONLY ONE AFFECTED BY WHAT HAPPENED! And, just because my husband is home, that doesn’t erase the damage you did, Marcus. Not just to me and my kids, but my brother, my uncle, my dad, and my cousins. Until YOU BOTH REMEMBER THAT SHIT, GO HOME! [Diana blinked and spoke. “You can’t take -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

- Number one, NO HE ISN’T! If my 6'3 twenty-year-old son wanted to do that, he could! Why? He’s my son! While I’m at it, I’ll remind you, I raised Junior, Gracie, and Vinny by myself for eight fucking years! Why? You were too busy acting like being around my children hurt you too much. YOU -

Alexis 'Lexi' Vargas @biteofchaos.bsky.social · 2d

[Abel settled on my lap when Belle stepped outside for a few minutes. “Mija, isn’t he a little big to sit on your lap like that?” Mama’s question pissed me off. “Abel, baby, take your brother and sister outside for a minute. Go find Bubba.” As soon as the young kids were outside, I stood up.] -