Alexis 'Lexi' Alvarez (Vargas)
@biteofchaos.bsky.social
I was born into a life of chaos. I let the pain hurt for a minute and then I let it make me stronger. Biker, Tattooist, Godmother to a few. Dog Mama. 21+ #SOA #MayansMC RP
- before Nan and Vinny arrived. once I was off the phone, I texted Ariana to ask for help and of course She said yes. I walked over to my husband and wrapped my arms around his frame.] can you do my hair, please?
November 30, 2025 at 10:25 PM
- before Nan and Vinny arrived. once I was off the phone, I texted Ariana to ask for help and of course She said yes. I walked over to my husband and wrapped my arms around his frame.] can you do my hair, please?
- to check on me. I was walking around the house when I was on the phone. When the delivery from target came with the furniture for Manny, of course I put juice on it. My reaction to his confusion, raised some eyebrows from my grandma as well as my husband, but I needed this furniture in the house -
November 30, 2025 at 10:25 PM
- to check on me. I was walking around the house when I was on the phone. When the delivery from target came with the furniture for Manny, of course I put juice on it. My reaction to his confusion, raised some eyebrows from my grandma as well as my husband, but I needed this furniture in the house -
[I was thankful for the assist to my feet because I wasn’t planning on falling like that.] yeah I’m just a little my ass is a little more bony than it used to be. [For the first time in years, I felt somewhat normal. It was hard to explain out loud so I didn’t say anything, but when Belle called-
November 30, 2025 at 10:25 PM
[I was thankful for the assist to my feet because I wasn’t planning on falling like that.] yeah I’m just a little my ass is a little more bony than it used to be. [For the first time in years, I felt somewhat normal. It was hard to explain out loud so I didn’t say anything, but when Belle called-
- home.” Out of everyone I know she was the only one that actually believed our bond was real and I could tell he was out there somewhere. “ I told you Hector wouldn’t do that to you.” She was right she did, but I was so lost in my anger that I didn’t hear it, I didn’t want to hear it either.]
November 29, 2025 at 1:43 PM
- home.” Out of everyone I know she was the only one that actually believed our bond was real and I could tell he was out there somewhere. “ I told you Hector wouldn’t do that to you.” She was right she did, but I was so lost in my anger that I didn’t hear it, I didn’t want to hear it either.]
[I looked at as I moved to get up off of the the floor.] She’s going to smack you with her slipper. You haven’t said hello to her yet. [I got up wincing a little at the stiffness in my back. “It was nice to hear you laugh.” I smiled softly as I sat on the bed. “And mija, I told you he would come -
November 29, 2025 at 1:43 PM
[I looked at as I moved to get up off of the the floor.] She’s going to smack you with her slipper. You haven’t said hello to her yet. [I got up wincing a little at the stiffness in my back. “It was nice to hear you laugh.” I smiled softly as I sat on the bed. “And mija, I told you he would come -
- up when that handsome husband of yours comes and says hello to me. He came back and he has yet to say hello? I should slap him with my slipper.” I almost fell off the bed laughing at her. If anyone in the house heard that laughter it would be E. ]
November 28, 2025 at 11:00 PM
- up when that handsome husband of yours comes and says hello to me. He came back and he has yet to say hello? I should slap him with my slipper.” I almost fell off the bed laughing at her. If anyone in the house heard that laughter it would be E. ]
- little baby, are you feeling any better?” I smiled, stepping further into the room. climbing into bed with her just for a little bit.] a little bit my ears still hurt. I came to see if you wanted to get up yet. [She smiled and said something that made me laugh so hard my ribs hurt. “ I will get -
November 28, 2025 at 11:00 PM
- little baby, are you feeling any better?” I smiled, stepping further into the room. climbing into bed with her just for a little bit.] a little bit my ears still hurt. I came to see if you wanted to get up yet. [She smiled and said something that made me laugh so hard my ribs hurt. “ I will get -
[I understood why he didn’t want me to move Abuela on my own.] I promise I will get you if I need to move her ever since the stroke, she’s been a little difficult to move. [I kissed him quick and went upstairs peeking into the room, where Abuela was in just like a thought she was sitting up. “My-
November 28, 2025 at 11:00 PM
[I understood why he didn’t want me to move Abuela on my own.] I promise I will get you if I need to move her ever since the stroke, she’s been a little difficult to move. [I kissed him quick and went upstairs peeking into the room, where Abuela was in just like a thought she was sitting up. “My-
- needed to put our family first. He was part of it yes but the kids in the house grown or not were
more important to me at the moment.] do you have this? I want to go check on abuela for a little bit and get her up if she’s awake.
more important to me at the moment.] do you have this? I want to go check on abuela for a little bit and get her up if she’s awake.
November 28, 2025 at 3:42 PM
- needed to put our family first. He was part of it yes but the kids in the house grown or not were
more important to me at the moment.] do you have this? I want to go check on abuela for a little bit and get her up if she’s awake.
more important to me at the moment.] do you have this? I want to go check on abuela for a little bit and get her up if she’s awake.
[I gathered up about seven ice packs and brought them to the living room] here, babe. I’m going to call Ariana and let her deal with him. I really don’t want someone this sick in our house with our kids. I love Bubs. You know that, but I just can’t. [I know I was being heartless, but right now I -
November 28, 2025 at 3:42 PM
[I gathered up about seven ice packs and brought them to the living room] here, babe. I’m going to call Ariana and let her deal with him. I really don’t want someone this sick in our house with our kids. I love Bubs. You know that, but I just can’t. [I know I was being heartless, but right now I -
- [I ran to my brother’s side before lifting him onto my back. I could get him inside. I just needed extra help until junior got home with Belle]
November 27, 2025 at 10:16 PM
- [I ran to my brother’s side before lifting him onto my back. I could get him inside. I just needed extra help until junior got home with Belle]
- that it was my brother. Once I got up and went into the garage I exhaled knowing he was right in front of me, but he didn’t look good. “ I don’t feel good.” that’s all he could manage to say to me before he collapsed in front of my car. ] ESAI call mama! Pedro collapsed on the garage floor! -
November 27, 2025 at 10:16 PM
- that it was my brother. Once I got up and went into the garage I exhaled knowing he was right in front of me, but he didn’t look good. “ I don’t feel good.” that’s all he could manage to say to me before he collapsed in front of my car. ] ESAI call mama! Pedro collapsed on the garage floor! -
- good and he’s driving my car. Nice way for my parents to make me paranoid. That’s something going to happen to him. I know I don’t like your parents right now either, but they would never do this to him. [as soon as I finished my sentence, the garage door opened, and I was saying a silent prayer -
November 27, 2025 at 10:16 PM
- good and he’s driving my car. Nice way for my parents to make me paranoid. That’s something going to happen to him. I know I don’t like your parents right now either, but they would never do this to him. [as soon as I finished my sentence, the garage door opened, and I was saying a silent prayer -
[There was such a sense of peace at the moment that I remembered what it was like to be this happy and this calm. When I got the text from Junior, I looked at my husband and shook my head.] both of my parents are ridiculous and I hate them both right now. Pedro is on his way here. He doesn’t feel -
November 27, 2025 at 10:16 PM
[There was such a sense of peace at the moment that I remembered what it was like to be this happy and this calm. When I got the text from Junior, I looked at my husband and shook my head.] both of my parents are ridiculous and I hate them both right now. Pedro is on his way here. He doesn’t feel -
- person that understand exactly how I felt. I had people around me, but I still felt alone. I just couldn’t put it into words to describe with everyone else.
November 26, 2025 at 7:15 PM
- person that understand exactly how I felt. I had people around me, but I still felt alone. I just couldn’t put it into words to describe with everyone else.
[I smiled to myself because someone finally understood what I was feeling for eight years. I didn’t have a word for it or a way to describe it but he just did. I felt alone, despite having people around me all this time the only one that didn’t make me feel that way was junior.] you’re the only-
November 26, 2025 at 7:15 PM
[I smiled to myself because someone finally understood what I was feeling for eight years. I didn’t have a word for it or a way to describe it but he just did. I felt alone, despite having people around me all this time the only one that didn’t make me feel that way was junior.] you’re the only-
- he would try his damnedest to make a difference. When I was committed no one in my family literally no one not even your parents were consulted. I understand why she did it, babe. I’m not saying I didn’t need it, but there could’ve been a better option and Bubs has held onto that hurt I guess
November 25, 2025 at 9:06 PM
- he would try his damnedest to make a difference. When I was committed no one in my family literally no one not even your parents were consulted. I understand why she did it, babe. I’m not saying I didn’t need it, but there could’ve been a better option and Bubs has held onto that hurt I guess
[I smiled because I knew exactly what he was talking about.] I’m sure when he shows up because I know he will. The two of you need to have a conversation. He’s been struggling for quite a few years now every time I would tell him something about how I was feeling more what the meds were doing -
November 25, 2025 at 9:06 PM
[I smiled because I knew exactly what he was talking about.] I’m sure when he shows up because I know he will. The two of you need to have a conversation. He’s been struggling for quite a few years now every time I would tell him something about how I was feeling more what the meds were doing -
- will most likely be back tonight because I love my dad, but he doesn’t let Pedro sleep in a bed so he’s not gonna get any better sleeping on the couch.
November 24, 2025 at 8:22 PM
- will most likely be back tonight because I love my dad, but he doesn’t let Pedro sleep in a bed so he’s not gonna get any better sleeping on the couch.
[I laughed because as much as I agreed the fact that he agreed with me was hilarious.] yeah she wouldn’t. My choice either. That’s why my brother offered. I understand why she said no, but I was really upset that she did because I knew it would lead to this. as far as him not speaking to you. He -
November 24, 2025 at 8:22 PM
[I laughed because as much as I agreed the fact that he agreed with me was hilarious.] yeah she wouldn’t. My choice either. That’s why my brother offered. I understand why she said no, but I was really upset that she did because I knew it would lead to this. as far as him not speaking to you. He -
- dead. [I shrugged my shoulders and looked at my husband.] we have plenty of room. Nan is sending the furniture here baby
November 24, 2025 at 12:25 AM
- dead. [I shrugged my shoulders and looked at my husband.] we have plenty of room. Nan is sending the furniture here baby
[I smiled looking at my husband.] He will be okay now. Evie had him in too small diapers and clothes. Poor thing has rashes everywhere. As far as Bubs, you know I love him but my god. We have been at war for eight years. Grief made him blame me and I would fight him every time he said that you -
November 24, 2025 at 12:25 AM
[I smiled looking at my husband.] He will be okay now. Evie had him in too small diapers and clothes. Poor thing has rashes everywhere. As far as Bubs, you know I love him but my god. We have been at war for eight years. Grief made him blame me and I would fight him every time he said that you -