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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 39m

it's geniuenely bizarre to have no w31ght g4in right before my period 😵‍💫😵‍💫 like I've been consistently VERY near my lw for two weeks now, i wonder if I'll even get it lol

apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

honestly idk if i am but i'm on antibiotics now 💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

unfortunate and TMI news from yours truly: there's bl00d in me p1ss now. that stupid bacteria might have just reached my kidneys 💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

Medication is such a two-edged sword for me because I feel incredibly collected and stable on it, but ik i can't take it until the end of time and I'm afraid once I'll get off of it it'll all come crashing down and I'll be back at square one :((

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

asdfghj thank you Joz 🩷 unfortunately it did mention that too in the side effects, but in the "very rare" category lol

apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

I just read the bible of side effects and freaked out 😭😭 but I took the first dose, praying im not THAT prone to psychosis and I won't get shitty side effects 💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

girl what the hell im scared of taking this antibiotic ill wait fot my mom to come home first 💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

I don't think I'll be goin to this guy again, but if there are no other drs available then...💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

Im from Poland and yeah, it's private 😭😭 Thankfully my job covers most of the payment, but even on the best plan available to me it's still like that a lot 💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

especially when I PAY THEM to give a shit about me 💀💀 there's shit doctors anywhere you go ig
I really hope they do too, I don't want it to spread 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

well im still infected and my dry-ass doctor barely spoke with me 💀💀 got antibiotics tho so we'll see if they help!!!

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

hi dolly!!!!! good luck on your fast!!!!!
I'm currently waiting for an appointment to figure out what type of bullshit bacteria is munching on my system asfghfhj

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

this infection or whatever it is is really beating my ass cause I've been eating completely normally the whole weekend, barely left the house and still l0st over two k1los 😵‍💫😵‍💫
The one time I'm not happy about wl this is honestly scary

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 2d

it's a good thing my job is so lenient with PTO's and urgent leaves, i feel like crap and both my superiors aren't available to call on Monday 💀💀 I'll probably get sick leave anyway

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 3d

the most awesomesauce birthday gift I've ever gotten is today's call from my healthcare provider telling me my sample test results are so fucking bad they're urging me to see a doctor ASAP 🥰🥰

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 3d

thank yewww :3 🩷

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 3d

tysm 🥰🙏

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 4d

it's my goddamn birthday can my mom not start shit over the most innocent things
like girl ik i have no experience im young and stupid and i can't talk to you without crying can you leave me tf alone, what kind of reaction are you expecting 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 4d

my 22nd year of living was shit but my 23rd is already shaping up to be much kinder 🥳🥳

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 5d

I've almost exclusively been eating junk food for like two weeks but thankfully i haven't gained anything 😭🙏 love my metabolism

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 7d

im so pastry-pilled im having sweet treats everyday and not giving a shit about the c@ls, they're just too good 😋😋

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 9d

plan for this week is surviving another upped m3d dosage, then i get Friday off (fingers crossed) and get myself the yummiest cinnamon rolls instead of a bday cake 😋🙏

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 10d

might have to ask my psych for some sleep aid next time
my internal clock is so atrocious i keep waking up at random intervals during the night and can't go back to sleep 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 10d

just realised this is the longest ive been cl34n from šh and i fuckin hate it 🥰🥰

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 10d

as long as im ùnd3rw3ight its fine if i don't reach my gw

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