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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 13h

it's a good thing my job is so lenient with PTO's and urgent leaves, i feel like crap and both my superiors aren't available to call on Monday 💀💀 I'll probably get sick leave anyway

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

the most awesomesauce birthday gift I've ever gotten is today's call from my healthcare provider telling me my sample test results are so fucking bad they're urging me to see a doctor ASAP 🥰🥰

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

thank yewww :3 🩷

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

tysm 🥰🙏

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

it's my goddamn birthday can my mom not start shit over the most innocent things
like girl ik i have no experience im young and stupid and i can't talk to you without crying can you leave me tf alone, what kind of reaction are you expecting 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 1d

my 22nd year of living was shit but my 23rd is already shaping up to be much kinder 🥳🥳

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 2d

I've almost exclusively been eating junk food for like two weeks but thankfully i haven't gained anything 😭🙏 love my metabolism

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 4d

im so pastry-pilled im having sweet treats everyday and not giving a shit about the c@ls, they're just too good 😋😋

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 6d

plan for this week is surviving another upped m3d dosage, then i get Friday off (fingers crossed) and get myself the yummiest cinnamon rolls instead of a bday cake 😋🙏

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 7d

might have to ask my psych for some sleep aid next time
my internal clock is so atrocious i keep waking up at random intervals during the night and can't go back to sleep 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 8d

just realised this is the longest ive been cl34n from šh and i fuckin hate it 🥰🥰

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 8d

as long as im ùnd3rw3ight its fine if i don't reach my gw

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 9d

why is it that when coworkers my age are given praise or promoted i start feeling absolutely worthless 🤔🤔 i don't have higher education and my most useful skill is speaking English well, i really shouldn't be surprised im going nowhere but it still hurts

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 9d

i've been consistently únd3rw3ight which is very cool and awesome but now fall/winter rolled around and if i don't eat every two hours i will Pass Away

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 10d

d3ath could really hurry up nd come faster for my grandpa and may Lord Lucifer rain misery on his ass in the deepest depths of hell 🙏🙏 hate that man with every fiber of my being

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 12d

It's okay really 😭😭 im sorry they got you man :((

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 12d

Dude im so sorry that happened 😭😭 they just messaged me too and i ran to the dsc server to confirm what the fuck was going on 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 13d

If I knew my mom was gonna be that chill about me vaping I would've stopped hiding it years ago 💀💀

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 13d

im at my breaking point but hey new lw 😍😍

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 17d

still thinking about the adorable cats at the café me & my friends went to
they were so warm and soft i miss them already 😭😭

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 18d

YOU LOOK SO COOL!!!! 🩷🩷 they suit you perfectly!!!

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 18d

it's so fucking cold outside now im freezing my toes off every morning 😖😖

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 19d

omggggg go for it!!!!!! Also may i suggest a vertical labret?? you'd rock it so hard, you're gorgeous 😍😍🩷

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 19d

new lw!!!! :33

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apothy ✧˖° @carvedapotheosis.bsky.social · 20d

trying very hard not to beat myself up and start a spiral over not having touched my notes in weeks 😵‍💫😵‍💫
being mean to myself is unproductive in the end & it'll be a billion times better if I just slowly get back to them after work today :P

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