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@carvedapotheosis.bsky.social
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cw: 41.9 kg ☆ gw: 40 kg ☆ ugw: 35 kg
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cw: 41.9 kg ☆ gw: 40 kg ☆ ugw: 35 kg
backup: catharticcals.bsky.social
[any prns] || [ENG/PL]
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good morning!!! i hope everyone is doing well :3
im getting a tooth pulled out today 🥲🥲 im a bit scared of the aftermath ngl but at least ill get to f4st with no reprecussions lolz
& hopefully i get a day off, i don't think i should be going back to dragging heavy shit around with stitches 😐😐
im getting a tooth pulled out today 🥲🥲 im a bit scared of the aftermath ngl but at least ill get to f4st with no reprecussions lolz
& hopefully i get a day off, i don't think i should be going back to dragging heavy shit around with stitches 😐😐
December 15, 2025 at 6:21 AM
good morning!!! i hope everyone is doing well :3
im getting a tooth pulled out today 🥲🥲 im a bit scared of the aftermath ngl but at least ill get to f4st with no reprecussions lolz
& hopefully i get a day off, i don't think i should be going back to dragging heavy shit around with stitches 😐😐
im getting a tooth pulled out today 🥲🥲 im a bit scared of the aftermath ngl but at least ill get to f4st with no reprecussions lolz
& hopefully i get a day off, i don't think i should be going back to dragging heavy shit around with stitches 😐😐
what happened calorically this weekend needs to never happen again 💔💔
i kept breaking my f4sts like 3-4 hours in to eat more bcs i just couldn't stand it what the frick 💔💔
i started another one just now and i PRAYYY i just lock in and last until 11:30 tomorrow
i kept breaking my f4sts like 3-4 hours in to eat more bcs i just couldn't stand it what the frick 💔💔
i started another one just now and i PRAYYY i just lock in and last until 11:30 tomorrow
December 14, 2025 at 5:03 PM
what happened calorically this weekend needs to never happen again 💔💔
i kept breaking my f4sts like 3-4 hours in to eat more bcs i just couldn't stand it what the frick 💔💔
i started another one just now and i PRAYYY i just lock in and last until 11:30 tomorrow
i kept breaking my f4sts like 3-4 hours in to eat more bcs i just couldn't stand it what the frick 💔💔
i started another one just now and i PRAYYY i just lock in and last until 11:30 tomorrow
ive been so painfully bloated the entire day I think i need to lay off bread for the weekend 😭😭
December 12, 2025 at 6:39 PM
ive been so painfully bloated the entire day I think i need to lay off bread for the weekend 😭😭
ended my f4st a bit earlier bcs i was going to pass out lol
honouring my cravings by having breadrolls and other stuff for omad ☺️☺️
honouring my cravings by having breadrolls and other stuff for omad ☺️☺️
December 12, 2025 at 10:31 AM
ended my f4st a bit earlier bcs i was going to pass out lol
honouring my cravings by having breadrolls and other stuff for omad ☺️☺️
honouring my cravings by having breadrolls and other stuff for omad ☺️☺️
it's bad enough that i still have Friday to get through i have to see my grandfather today too
free me from this hell on earth
free me from this hell on earth
December 12, 2025 at 6:07 AM
it's bad enough that i still have Friday to get through i have to see my grandfather today too
free me from this hell on earth
free me from this hell on earth
ok so i did have a whole chocolate bar and some cookies...the cravings were satisfied tho!!! back to f4sting!!! >:3
do i go and get that chocolate or stop bitching & lock in
December 11, 2025 at 3:26 PM
ok so i did have a whole chocolate bar and some cookies...the cravings were satisfied tho!!! back to f4sting!!! >:3
do i go and get that chocolate or stop bitching & lock in
December 11, 2025 at 12:38 PM
do i go and get that chocolate or stop bitching & lock in
dy1ng alone and missing out on life sounds great right about now
December 11, 2025 at 10:53 AM
dy1ng alone and missing out on life sounds great right about now
god im so tired and theres so much work idk what to do anymore :((
December 11, 2025 at 8:41 AM
god im so tired and theres so much work idk what to do anymore :((
severe tummy ache woke me up :(( 10h shift here i come 👍👍
December 11, 2025 at 5:11 AM
severe tummy ache woke me up :(( 10h shift here i come 👍👍
an unfortunate 2mad day bcs im incapable of making a portion of pasta fit for one person 😔😔
December 10, 2025 at 3:59 PM
an unfortunate 2mad day bcs im incapable of making a portion of pasta fit for one person 😔😔
lied for the whole appointment whenever my w3ight/food was brought up 😇😇
do i tell my psych about my issues with food today or do i lie and keep this to myself 🤨🤨
December 10, 2025 at 2:44 PM
lied for the whole appointment whenever my w3ight/food was brought up 😇😇
do i tell my psych about my issues with food today or do i lie and keep this to myself 🤨🤨
December 10, 2025 at 4:28 AM
do i tell my psych about my issues with food today or do i lie and keep this to myself 🤨🤨
feeling: awful 👍👍
can i pls start losing w3ight in my f4tass thighs instead of my upper body??? im happy my chest bones are more prominent but come ONNN
can i pls start losing w3ight in my f4tass thighs instead of my upper body??? im happy my chest bones are more prominent but come ONNN
December 9, 2025 at 5:54 PM
feeling: awful 👍👍
can i pls start losing w3ight in my f4tass thighs instead of my upper body??? im happy my chest bones are more prominent but come ONNN
can i pls start losing w3ight in my f4tass thighs instead of my upper body??? im happy my chest bones are more prominent but come ONNN
late good afternoon :3
i broke my f4st at 19hrs and indulged in the yummiest treats at the office today, totally overate but!!!!! in my defense!!!! i almost passed out this morning & I've yet to sit down 👍👍
i wish everyone a lovely day/night 🩷✨
i broke my f4st at 19hrs and indulged in the yummiest treats at the office today, totally overate but!!!!! in my defense!!!! i almost passed out this morning & I've yet to sit down 👍👍
i wish everyone a lovely day/night 🩷✨
December 9, 2025 at 11:31 AM
late good afternoon :3
i broke my f4st at 19hrs and indulged in the yummiest treats at the office today, totally overate but!!!!! in my defense!!!! i almost passed out this morning & I've yet to sit down 👍👍
i wish everyone a lovely day/night 🩷✨
i broke my f4st at 19hrs and indulged in the yummiest treats at the office today, totally overate but!!!!! in my defense!!!! i almost passed out this morning & I've yet to sit down 👍👍
i wish everyone a lovely day/night 🩷✨
made brownies for tomorrow's work Christmas Eve :3
December 8, 2025 at 8:51 PM
made brownies for tomorrow's work Christmas Eve :3
work so terrible the whole department collectively left office early 😭😭 11 more days of this bs im trying to stay positive
December 8, 2025 at 3:18 PM
work so terrible the whole department collectively left office early 😭😭 11 more days of this bs im trying to stay positive
goo morning!!!! im very much not in the mood to be existing today 🥲🥲 i cannot fucking wait for Christmas break i want away from the mountain of tasks piling up higher every day 😭😭
December 8, 2025 at 8:13 AM
goo morning!!!! im very much not in the mood to be existing today 🥲🥲 i cannot fucking wait for Christmas break i want away from the mountain of tasks piling up higher every day 😭😭
had an amazing time with my friends!!!! currently trying not to fall asleep in the train chair lol
started a smaller 16-hour f4st to reset my schedule after ignoring the guilt and eating like garbage the whole day 🫡🫡
started a smaller 16-hour f4st to reset my schedule after ignoring the guilt and eating like garbage the whole day 🫡🫡
December 7, 2025 at 6:16 PM
had an amazing time with my friends!!!! currently trying not to fall asleep in the train chair lol
started a smaller 16-hour f4st to reset my schedule after ignoring the guilt and eating like garbage the whole day 🫡🫡
started a smaller 16-hour f4st to reset my schedule after ignoring the guilt and eating like garbage the whole day 🫡🫡
soooooo i haven't been watching what i eat at all and idgaf im having too much fun 🤭🤭
December 7, 2025 at 3:12 PM
soooooo i haven't been watching what i eat at all and idgaf im having too much fun 🤭🤭
as much as i am d1s0rd3r3d im very thankful it hasn't rotted my brain enough to make me demonize f0od & view it as an enemy 🙏🙏
December 6, 2025 at 9:09 PM
as much as i am d1s0rd3r3d im very thankful it hasn't rotted my brain enough to make me demonize f0od & view it as an enemy 🙏🙏
ill be traveling to another city to see my friend tmmr so i won't omad but ill watch what i eat that day TwT
December 6, 2025 at 8:17 PM
ill be traveling to another city to see my friend tmmr so i won't omad but ill watch what i eat that day TwT
gm!!!! i barely lost anything since last week 😭😭 im happy i didn't gain but it's also so little im honestly a bit confused...
December 6, 2025 at 11:22 AM
gm!!!! i barely lost anything since last week 😭😭 im happy i didn't gain but it's also so little im honestly a bit confused...
I caved in and bought a snack💔💔
my period starts soon and so did the cravings im in the trenches 😭😭😭
December 5, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I caved in and bought a snack💔💔
my period starts soon and so did the cravings im in the trenches 😭😭😭
December 5, 2025 at 3:29 PM
my period starts soon and so did the cravings im in the trenches 😭😭😭