Amber Lightvale
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fearlessamber.bsky.social
"They say ignorance is bliss. I know better now. Bliss means nothing if it costs someone else their life.”

Amber Lightvale, The Hope To Be Better

An Extremely Canon Divergent Portrayal Written Out Of Spite
https://x.com/ka_chan06302/status/1155370849232281602?lang=cs
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I don't know. He just makes me unbelievably angry. I wish I knew the reason.

* The only person in This world I hate
b3st3arthbender.bsky.social
"I just find him reeaalllyy forgettable...

But... Why Roxas of all people to hate?"
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I really don't like that guy... I don't know what it is... It's not even the spending time thing!

* She could be hanging out with anyone, but when it's HIM! UGH!!!
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* That won't help but... I guess I'll do my best... It's just his very existence that drives me insane. Seeing him in general...

* It is so hard to fight the urge, the only thing holding me back is I know I can't fight like this...
destinyslight.bsky.social
Okay, alright, relax. Breathe, alright?

Let’s just not think about him, alright? I dunno what’s going on that makes you hate him so much, but clearly something about him makes you upset.

Just try to avoid having any sort of interaction with him if you can.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I don't know what it is. I just look at him and get unbelievably angry, in ways you can't even imagine!

* I just want him dead! So badly I want to choke him out!!!
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I don't know what it is. I just look at him and get unbelievably angry, in ways you can't even imagine!

* I just want him dead! So badly I want to choke him out!!!
destinyslight.bsky.social
I mean… I don’t imagine that it’s unprovoked. That’s never been how you do things, at least as far as I know.

Did Roxas do something to make you wanna kill him?
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* It's... Complicated alright? I don't know how to explain why I want to, I just... Really really really really want to
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I really don't like that guy... I don't know what it is... It's not even the spending time thing!

* She could be hanging out with anyone, but when it's HIM! UGH!!!
b3st3arthbender.bsky.social
"Look...

You're jealous... aren't you?

That Roxas and Tam are spending time together..."
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... I still get an intense desire... To want to kill Roxas. It hasn't gone away. It won't go away
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* It's... Complicated alright? I don't know how to explain why I want to, I just... Really really really really want to
destinyslight.bsky.social
Roxas?

Why do you wanna kill Roxas? If you don’t mind me asking.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Mmph... His name...

* Ugh! His name is Roxas!
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... I still get an intense desire... To want to kill Roxas. It hasn't gone away. It won't go away
b3st3arthbender.bsky.social
"No one is here, Amber, apart from me.

I won't tell another soul."
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... I have to mask it...

[Her fists clenched, as did her jaw, so hard in fact she chipped a tooth. A steady stream of blood now trickling from her lips]

* Everyone will get mad at me and hate me if I don't...
Reposted by Amber Lightvale
hyrulehero40.bsky.social
Let’s try this again… hmhmhmhm… HAHAHAHA!!! OH ITS GOOD TO BE BACK!

//The Great king of evil Ganondorf has returned at least
Reposted by Amber Lightvale
imthemodelpippins.bsky.social
"Style is a way to say who you are without words"

"And I have to say I'm quite fabulous with a unique style."

"Now I will be your model."
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... I have to mask it...

[Her fists clenched, as did her jaw, so hard in fact she chipped a tooth. A steady stream of blood now trickling from her lips]

* Everyone will get mad at me and hate me if I don't...
b3st3arthbender.bsky.social
"Amber?

Amber?

I can tell your masking it."
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Totally calm. Totally fine. Ha. Ahaha
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Mmph... His name...

* Ugh! His name is Roxas!
destinyslight.bsky.social
… Oh… wow…

Who is it? If you don’t mind me asking…
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... There's someone I want dead... That I've wanted dead for so long... And I forgot them...

* I thought everything was okay... But he popped back up... He just had to... Come... Back...

* It's so much harder to hold my rage back... I want to hurt him... Kill him... Slowly... Violently...
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* It almost did before... It's... Scary... Everything is scary... I'm so... Fragile and weak now...

* I still can't do anything right but... I'm trying really hard! And... I think everyone is happy!

* I even stood up for myself when I was upset with Tamara!
destinyslight.bsky.social
No no, I get it. You don’t have to feel sorry. Though I do understand.

The best way to love somebody is to love someone for who they are, not who you think you could change them to be.

I don’t want you to think that your bond with her is gonna be what ends your bond with me.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I know... And I wouldn't ask you to. Or her to. And frankly I've tried too hard for too long to get her to... Chill out

* I love her as she is... I shouldn't make her change... You know? Sorry... Bad conversation.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... There's someone I want dead... That I've wanted dead for so long... And I forgot them...

* I thought everything was okay... But he popped back up... He just had to... Come... Back...

* It's so much harder to hold my rage back... I want to hurt him... Kill him... Slowly... Violently...
destinyslight.bsky.social
Hey, breathe, okay?

Even if that’s the reaction that I might give, let’s just say it is, it’s still not healthy for you to just be bottling all that frustration up.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Mmm... What's the point? You're just gonna get mad at me or say I can't do it! Which just makes it worse!

* There's... UGHGHHH
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* I know... And I wouldn't ask you to. Or her to. And frankly I've tried too hard for too long to get her to... Chill out

* I love her as she is... I shouldn't make her change... You know? Sorry... Bad conversation.
destinyslight.bsky.social
No worries. You’re like, the coolest girl failure I know.

But unfortunately, too much has happened between Morgan and I. I made the mistake that snake once. I won’t do it again.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Oh... Okay good I was really worried because I am a girl failure...

* I really wish you two could get along... I'm sorry she's so... Stubborn
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Mmm... What's the point? You're just gonna get mad at me or say I can't do it! Which just makes it worse!

* There's... UGHGHHH
destinyslight.bsky.social
… You know I don’t believe that.

Tell me. What’s wrong?
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* fine... Fine ... Fine! In totally fine! No worries!
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Oh... Okay good I was really worried because I am a girl failure...

* I really wish you two could get along... I'm sorry she's so... Stubborn
destinyslight.bsky.social
What? No, of course not.

Your sister being a girl failure has nothing to do with why I hate her.
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Oh... Is that going to make you hate me too? I don't really want you to hate me...

* Please don't hate me... I don't know what I would do if you hated me
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* fine... Fine ... Fine! In totally fine! No worries!
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* It's not about getting even Big Sis...

* It's about grabbing that pencil necked fuck by the throat and throttling him until the blood vessels in his eyes pop.

* My arms and face bleeding where he scratched at me desperately fighting for his life!!!

* That's... What would belp
moonlightmoth.bsky.social
....

Ah thats

A shame .

Do you think getting even with them would help ?
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... There are... A lot of pent up feelings of anger I have for certain people from when I was Bête...

* And... It gets... Intense
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* ... There are... A lot of pent up feelings of anger I have for certain people from when I was Bête...

* And... It gets... Intense
moonlightmoth.bsky.social
..... okay but are ya really ?

We can chat if you wish
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Totally calm. Totally fine. Ha. Ahaha
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Totally calm. Totally fine. Ha. Ahaha
fearlessamber.bsky.social
* Crashed out for a second there. My fault