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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 17m

Even if I'm still between the real and ideal, and my feet have fallen victim to shackles, these overflowing impulses cannot be suppressed because my heart still strongly yearns

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 1h

Oh, oh, oh, is there anybody home? Who will believe me, won't deceive me, won't try to change me?

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 2h

You gotta go save everyone, right? That's so unfair. I mean, I'm still gonna be dead no matter what you do.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 3h

I keep walking to engrave the world's memories, a believer

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 4h

I wonder, when will I get to be the leading star of this show?

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 5h

Ah, I am the beautiful omniscience. The loving mother who birthed you. Those reared on my milk are the brethren of hell.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 6h

Why are the others INNOCENT? I won’t forgive, won’t forgive

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 7h

my regrets follow you to the grave.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 8h

I want to believe that the light definitely shines in all directions and that the answer is waiting at the end of each of them.

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 9h

If I stay with you, will I finally be able to change?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 10h

Resonating through the magnificent ocean depths, there’s a growing, supportive sympathy. But why when I’m alone do I feel like a fraud?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 11h

Why was I supposed to hope only for the future? Why can't I just throw everything away? My resolve ends up crushed by my hesitation. I'm still alive tomorrow, and I have nothing to change that.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 12h

I have absolutely no motivation. There's nothing left to dislike, everything is graceful elegance.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 13h

…Why is it my fault?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 14h

Even if we cannot become one, I will not leave you alone

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 15h

You don't know how it feels to love someone so much that you'd be willing to die just so they could live. You don't.

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 16h

I’ve gotta kill depression and contempt. I’ve got to.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 17h

Were you even in the position to worry about other people to start with? Pitiful Yuu-kun, who can’t do anything! Clumsy, pathetic Yuu-kun—whose pretty face is his only saving grace! My Yuu-kun!

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 18h

Being good only at slicing myself off, I have venom fangs.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 19h

They were special to me, even if we didn't manage to become friends.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 20h

survivor guilt(n): feelings of guilt for having survived a catastrophe in which others died.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 21h

Even as you grow older, never be afraid of liking what you like.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 22h

All you have to do is ask for my hand, and I’ll give it to you. Ask for my life, and I’ll give it to you as well. Don’t apologize for asking. I’ll give you my forgiveness too.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 23h

Every person has their own form of happiness. I'm aware that mine isn't beautiful in the least.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 1d

I communicated with my attitude that I knew everything and waited for him to come talk to me. He didn't say anything.