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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 46m

If I stay with you, will I finally be able to change?

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 1h

Resonating through the magnificent ocean depths, there’s a growing, supportive sympathy. But why when I’m alone do I feel like a fraud?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 2h

Why was I supposed to hope only for the future? Why can't I just throw everything away? My resolve ends up crushed by my hesitation. I'm still alive tomorrow, and I have nothing to change that.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 3h

I have absolutely no motivation. There's nothing left to dislike, everything is graceful elegance.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 4h

…Why is it my fault?

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 5h

Even if we cannot become one, I will not leave you alone

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 6h

You don't know how it feels to love someone so much that you'd be willing to die just so they could live. You don't.

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✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 7h

I’ve gotta kill depression and contempt. I’ve got to.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 8h

Were you even in the position to worry about other people to start with? Pitiful Yuu-kun, who can’t do anything! Clumsy, pathetic Yuu-kun—whose pretty face is his only saving grace! My Yuu-kun!

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 10h

Being good only at slicing myself off, I have venom fangs.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 11h

They were special to me, even if we didn't manage to become friends.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 12h

survivor guilt(n): feelings of guilt for having survived a catastrophe in which others died.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 13h

Even as you grow older, never be afraid of liking what you like.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 14h

All you have to do is ask for my hand, and I’ll give it to you. Ask for my life, and I’ll give it to you as well. Don’t apologize for asking. I’ll give you my forgiveness too.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 15h

Every person has their own form of happiness. I'm aware that mine isn't beautiful in the least.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 16h

I communicated with my attitude that I knew everything and waited for him to come talk to me. He didn't say anything.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 17h

And if none of this means anything then what's my anger for?

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 18h

In the present world, the most beautiful thing is a victim.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 19h

Stay with me until I die. Spoil me and take care of me.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 20h

I did search for the shape of love.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 21h

I want to breathe, it’s painful here

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 22h

Resenting, resenting, resenting, resenting, I hope all of you fall down into the depths... How nice it would be if everyone would just disappear.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 23h

If I were you I never would have let it stop me. I never have before. And if you knew what I went through while trying to get through to you, you'd thank me!

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 1d

Midas, show me purity... Take away what's left of me. Let me have a second chance, cleanse my blood to finally let me dance away as I call your name. I'll follow your flame.

✦ the boy's savior @goodbyesirius.bsky.social · 1d

If this was all a dream... When did I begin dreaming?