alice
@lapismaid.bsky.social
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29+1 || she/her 🏳️‍⚧️ gay & poly || weird horny freak (the bad and evil kind) || foul beast envious of humanity || Etrian Odyssey, Onimai, Blue Archive, and more ♡ mayruhi.bsky.social 🔞content warnings: http://lapis-cw.carrd.co
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100% Real Touhou Facts:
The Grimoire of Alice is a book that is said to hold the "ultimate magic" and is implied to "shine with all seven colors of light". That's because this is where Alice wrote all her gay fanfiction
well I made noises this morning I don't think I've ever made in my entire life (this is bad sad emotional noises not sexy)
desperate need to be smaller i need to be at minimum like 6 inches shorter and ___ lbs fewer
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world‘s worst maid
at least some of them are more due to self perception and feeling Too Fucking Stupid* than anything else but that still sucks ass

*(cannot fully articulate what i mean but it feels sometimes like people expect more of me, in general, and then i just don't meet that in the slightest)
having one of those bits where I feel like I just don't really fit into any kind of place that exists more or less
it cannot be mentally healthy having people who think you're cool meanwhile you know they only think positively of you because they don't know you're "The Bad Kind" of Pervert
some weird fucking Fourth (Fifth?) Thing that is not read as man, woman, nor neither nor both
but whoops, don't have the right body type for that in the slightest so uhhhh perish and be forever stuck in Gender Limbo never fitting in one binary or the other but ALSO not being nonbinary so don't get to fit into the lack of binary either
related to some of the above I fucking wish i didn't have to put in specific presentation to even be Read as a (very obviously trans) girl and that people would just read me like one by default
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- still miserable a lot of the time
- weight is impossible
- by extension, clothes are impossible
- body still sucks for reasons unrelated to weight
- i assume i have an undiagnosed eating disorder or something.
- sleep is 99% vivid stress dreams or nightmares
an issue with posting about my Problems™️ is they never really change all that much. if i haven't posted about something being explicitly fixed or better then you can assume it's the same deal as before. maybe worse. who even knows.
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キラッ⭐️ シャロちゃん
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hello i brought soju can you unlock the door please i heard there are 14000 of you
henemimi.tv 🎀☁📼📺🍹🐥‼
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Etrian Odyssey 1, 2, 3 HD (Steam) $13.66 each on Gamebillet buff.ly/1HlCm9g

Deck verified
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TERFs pretending to freak out about the “transgender propaganda” of “unknown gender” in pokemon that was in the series since gen 2 released in 1999
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I cannot recommend you enough to install the Wikipedia app on your devices and use it like you would any search engine. Nowadays they even have tabs so you can open many articles at once.

And, if you can, please donate to the foundation. It has survived the internet enshittification that way.
wikipedia's data shows that AI is siphoning traffic away from the site, which is a danger to its sustainability. ironically Wikipedia is more important than ever to users who want reliable information instead of slop, and to AI companies that need it for training data www.404media.co/wikipedia-sa...
Wikipedia Says AI Is Causing a Dangerous Decline in Human Visitors
“With fewer visits to Wikipedia, fewer volunteers may grow and enrich the content, and fewer individual donors may support this work.”
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