alice
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· Jan 6
a girl with bunny ears is standing in front of a shelf
ALT: a girl with bunny ears is standing in front of a shelf
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2025 media thread below! enter at your own risk!
I bring this up because there's an annual Celeste race with some friends tomorrow and nonzero chance I get kinda fucked up for that and see what happens
December 7, 2025 at 11:39 AM
I bring this up because there's an annual Celeste race with some friends tomorrow and nonzero chance I get kinda fucked up for that and see what happens
thinking about earlier this year when I got really high and worked on an FF5 fiesta run where I had to fight Liquid Flame with 4 white mages
it was an Experience because the fight is very easy it's just super slow. I think I completely lost track of how long I'd been fighting every couple minutes.
it was an Experience because the fight is very easy it's just super slow. I think I completely lost track of how long I'd been fighting every couple minutes.
December 7, 2025 at 11:31 AM
thinking about earlier this year when I got really high and worked on an FF5 fiesta run where I had to fight Liquid Flame with 4 white mages
it was an Experience because the fight is very easy it's just super slow. I think I completely lost track of how long I'd been fighting every couple minutes.
it was an Experience because the fight is very easy it's just super slow. I think I completely lost track of how long I'd been fighting every couple minutes.
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Something powerful about watching Angel's Egg and then playing Evil Egg a couple days later
December 2, 2025 at 11:05 PM
Something powerful about watching Angel's Egg and then playing Evil Egg a couple days later
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seriously for real it drives me the fuck up the wall literally every time i see anyone complain about lewd art of the madoka cast
"noooo they're minors nooo!!!" BITCH DID YOU WATCH IT. DID YOU LOOK AT IT. DID YOU NOTICE THE PARTS WHERE THEY DIE AND KILL EACH OTHER. DID YOU SEE THE SCENE WHERE SHE
"noooo they're minors nooo!!!" BITCH DID YOU WATCH IT. DID YOU LOOK AT IT. DID YOU NOTICE THE PARTS WHERE THEY DIE AND KILL EACH OTHER. DID YOU SEE THE SCENE WHERE SHE
December 7, 2025 at 7:52 AM
seriously for real it drives me the fuck up the wall literally every time i see anyone complain about lewd art of the madoka cast
"noooo they're minors nooo!!!" BITCH DID YOU WATCH IT. DID YOU LOOK AT IT. DID YOU NOTICE THE PARTS WHERE THEY DIE AND KILL EACH OTHER. DID YOU SEE THE SCENE WHERE SHE
"noooo they're minors nooo!!!" BITCH DID YOU WATCH IT. DID YOU LOOK AT IT. DID YOU NOTICE THE PARTS WHERE THEY DIE AND KILL EACH OTHER. DID YOU SEE THE SCENE WHERE SHE
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"you like this movie, right?"
Yea
"You see how it has all this violence and killing in it"
Yea
"Do you consider yourself, its audience, and the people who made it future or current murders for engaging with this"
Not really
"Okay, okay, so now look at this anime picture"
B-but, that's a minor
Yea
"You see how it has all this violence and killing in it"
Yea
"Do you consider yourself, its audience, and the people who made it future or current murders for engaging with this"
Not really
"Okay, okay, so now look at this anime picture"
B-but, that's a minor
a close up of a man 's face with his eyes closed and his mouth open .
GIF by Tenor.
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December 7, 2025 at 4:20 AM
"you like this movie, right?"
Yea
"You see how it has all this violence and killing in it"
Yea
"Do you consider yourself, its audience, and the people who made it future or current murders for engaging with this"
Not really
"Okay, okay, so now look at this anime picture"
B-but, that's a minor
Yea
"You see how it has all this violence and killing in it"
Yea
"Do you consider yourself, its audience, and the people who made it future or current murders for engaging with this"
Not really
"Okay, okay, so now look at this anime picture"
B-but, that's a minor
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December 7, 2025 at 12:06 AM
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and then the VANILLA MOTHERFUCKERS who are only aesthetically and performatively progressive come around smugly thinking they've got it all figured out and its like pulling teeth trying to get them to think through even the basics
December 7, 2025 at 4:08 AM
and then the VANILLA MOTHERFUCKERS who are only aesthetically and performatively progressive come around smugly thinking they've got it all figured out and its like pulling teeth trying to get them to think through even the basics
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In much the same way as anyone trans becomes a gender theory expert, I feel like if you're any kind of caring person with harder kinks or problematic taste in fiction you undoubtedly spend your whole life thinking about it, forever working through the shame and morals around it to academic levels
December 7, 2025 at 4:08 AM
In much the same way as anyone trans becomes a gender theory expert, I feel like if you're any kind of caring person with harder kinks or problematic taste in fiction you undoubtedly spend your whole life thinking about it, forever working through the shame and morals around it to academic levels
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Eiscue when it gets hit by a physical move
a cartoon girl with long black hair and a flower in her hair is wearing a mask .
ALT: a cartoon girl with long black hair and a flower in her hair is wearing a mask .
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December 7, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Eiscue when it gets hit by a physical move
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marinara sauce my beloved
December 6, 2025 at 11:53 PM
marinara sauce my beloved
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What gets me is that fanfic/fanart creators have been talking about the subject of getting dogpiled, harassed, and pressured *for so many years now* about making dark/unsettling content, and let nobody listened to the canary in the coal mine because “stupid fandom drama”
alternatively we as a society could realize that fiction is about playing with dolls and that horrible things happening to them doesn't matter because it's all toys.
but that seems more complicated than just bringing back big box PC games and publishing books alongside them
but that seems more complicated than just bringing back big box PC games and publishing books alongside them
December 4, 2025 at 5:28 PM
What gets me is that fanfic/fanart creators have been talking about the subject of getting dogpiled, harassed, and pressured *for so many years now* about making dark/unsettling content, and let nobody listened to the canary in the coal mine because “stupid fandom drama”
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Can't believe I never posted my top tier writing advice here 🧚
November 14, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Can't believe I never posted my top tier writing advice here 🧚
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The cool thing about having real principles is that you can stand proudly by them even if people who you generally consider to the opposite of yourself might happen to nominally agree with them. If you're contrarian for the sake of being contrarian with your opposition, that's just being reactionary
December 6, 2025 at 7:19 PM
The cool thing about having real principles is that you can stand proudly by them even if people who you generally consider to the opposite of yourself might happen to nominally agree with them. If you're contrarian for the sake of being contrarian with your opposition, that's just being reactionary
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Freedom of the arts is one of the few things in the world where "all or nothing" truly applies
Cause once you establish "certain types of art shouldn't be made", that list will always expand until only the lowest common denominator remains
Cause once you establish "certain types of art shouldn't be made", that list will always expand until only the lowest common denominator remains
December 6, 2025 at 6:56 PM
Freedom of the arts is one of the few things in the world where "all or nothing" truly applies
Cause once you establish "certain types of art shouldn't be made", that list will always expand until only the lowest common denominator remains
Cause once you establish "certain types of art shouldn't be made", that list will always expand until only the lowest common denominator remains
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Like quite literally, the whole "exploitation of children" nonsense that got Horses banned from Steam started with Valve being insane about Japanese games. These two things are as directly connected as it gets!
December 6, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Like quite literally, the whole "exploitation of children" nonsense that got Horses banned from Steam started with Valve being insane about Japanese games. These two things are as directly connected as it gets!
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This is a fair question to ask, but so is the opposite: do all the people complaining about the censorship of Horses also complain about the censorship of anime titty games and the like? Because you can only truly be against censorship by opposing it with both of these, not just one or the other.
December 6, 2025 at 6:34 PM
This is a fair question to ask, but so is the opposite: do all the people complaining about the censorship of Horses also complain about the censorship of anime titty games and the like? Because you can only truly be against censorship by opposing it with both of these, not just one or the other.
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Perhaps the best spam text I've ever received
December 1, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Perhaps the best spam text I've ever received
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November's request for Fanbox and Patreon, Patchouli!
December 6, 2025 at 8:49 PM
November's request for Fanbox and Patreon, Patchouli!
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Yeah I'd die for that guy. I don't know his first name
online friendship is crazy. like yeah we go way back. we talk about weird shit exclusively and we've seen each other in person between zero and four times
December 5, 2025 at 6:20 PM
Yeah I'd die for that guy. I don't know his first name
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Doing a 15 year run back on a core game of my teenage years realizing that actually the entire time I have loved evil, demonic poorly designed games that have an awesome combat system and make you want to take a long walk off a short pier. Video games rock. I understand why some people love
dogshit.
dogshit.
December 5, 2025 at 11:38 PM
Doing a 15 year run back on a core game of my teenage years realizing that actually the entire time I have loved evil, demonic poorly designed games that have an awesome combat system and make you want to take a long walk off a short pier. Video games rock. I understand why some people love
dogshit.
dogshit.
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