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maradaeleso.bsky.social
Maradael
@maradaeleso.bsky.social
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I'm Ree. I'm a 38 year old lady from New Zealand. I play and post video game screens. Mostly Elder Scrolls and Fallout things probably. I love Farkas more than anyone else.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1h
it's a good wtf
it spoke to me in a way I haven't had a writing do in some time.
maradaeleso.bsky.social Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1h
So I read a fanfic about reader dealing with depression and self hatred and fuck it resonated so deeply with me I actually cried.
What the fuck
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1h
So I read a fanfic about reader dealing with depression and self hatred and fuck it resonated so deeply with me I actually cried.
What the fuck
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1h
You're a snack!
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 5h
I think the world we are currently experiencing irl effects it too sometimes.
But there are so many layers to the dark stuff that bothers me. Mostly the age of the writers and how young they are.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 5h
Oh I love excitement like that too! I just am not a fan of how so many characters I like who are just normal people get written as predators or are made to suffer immeasurably for erotic reasons. I see a lot of it in particular fandoms and it makes me disgusted and uncomfortable.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 5h
Maybe it comes with age or something but I know cozy romance is where it's at.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 6h
I feel like it's rigged. There cant be that few people doing this on either wave.
Especially the first one. PC NA is known for being a super busy server
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 7h
Oooooh. The chihuahua face is strong genetics it seems
I love the lil snoots they have
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 7h
I've been doing a lot more walking lately and my bad foot, which had settled down nicely has decided it's going to be a dick again.
I hate it so much. I'm relegated to only particular things for excersise or I end up unable to walk properly/without pain.
It makes me sad
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 8h
omg!
Was he a pom chihuahua mix too?
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 11h
He is. I love him
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 21h
Dad's dog, Basil. Named after Basil Brush.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 22h
Visit went good.
I was anxious for nothing.
His dog was so fucking excited to see me. He would not leave me alone. Dropping every toy at my feet and even a stinky bone lmao
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
Why am I so anxious
Dvhsjbdhd
I'll get to see his dog!
This lil guy
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
Less than an hour until I go see dad.
Idk what to wear
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
Yeah that's a good description of what it's like lol
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
I wish more people wrote fluff/comfort without hurt. I just want some nice soft romantic x reader times with my favourite characters
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
I could never get it to work on windows 7, it always crashed at megaton so I just refunded it on steam.
I should have kept it and tried tale of two wastelands but I was computer illiterate back then.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
I was looking at the long range weather forecast for nov.
Ughhh warm and dry.
Where I live almost NEVER gets any rain. In the next 15 days the rest of the country is supposed to get at least some and we're looking at barely 1mm of rainfall.
So lame.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
I think it's worth trying, people want you to be around and chatting because you want to, not because it feels like it's an obligation.
It's easier said than done ofc and either way your friends will support you :)
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
It's ironic because the people we are replying to (usually) aren't going to put pressure on you. But it's yourself that creates the expectations and then guilt for not meeting them. I mean I still do it but, I've learned to be more active in catching myself making myself stress about it.
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
Forgive that.
I'm not going to look after him, I'm not going to pander to him.
I am going there for my own sake.

I still feel really anxious for some reason.

Thank you for the encouragement I needed it
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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d
I mostly just want to see him in case he dies.
He was in the hospital for 10 days from a heart attack recently.
I know that if I didn't see him and he died it would destroy me.
The little girl in me still loves her daddy but the adult woman in me knows the kind of man he truly is now and I won't
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Carmine 🖤✨❤️ @carminedeville.bsky.social · 20d
I'm overdue for a kitten update. Great news, Harrow is able to eat small amounts of her own and she's gonna make it, folks!

Look at this shitty little Halloween colored fuck. She's lucky she's cute.
🖤🧡🤍
Harrow, Carmine's calico foster kitten, posed playfully on a cat tree. She's still a shit-ass little bitch.
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