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Maradael

@maradaeleso.bsky.social

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I'm Ree. I'm a 38 year old lady from New Zealand. I play and post video game screens. Mostly Elder Scrolls and Fallout things probably. I love Farkas more than anyone else.

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 2h

Forgive that.
I'm not going to look after him, I'm not going to pander to him.
I am going there for my own sake.

I still feel really anxious for some reason.

Thank you for the encouragement I needed it

Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 2h

I mostly just want to see him in case he dies.
He was in the hospital for 10 days from a heart attack recently.
I know that if I didn't see him and he died it would destroy me.
The little girl in me still loves her daddy but the adult woman in me knows the kind of man he truly is now and I won't

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Carmine 🖤✨❤️ @carminedeville.bsky.social · 19d

I'm overdue for a kitten update. Great news, Harrow is able to eat small amounts of her own and she's gonna make it, folks!

Look at this shitty little Halloween colored fuck. She's lucky she's cute.
🖤🧡🤍

Harrow, Carmine's calico foster kitten, posed playfully on a cat tree. She's still a shit-ass little bitch.

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 6h

Yeah that was such a sad quest line for me

Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 6h

It's just 8am and I didnt sleep well from anxiety. But I'll be fine 💕

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 6h

It's fun. Fits my interests more than eso now days

Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 14h

It is!
It took me like a week to track a tameable one like a year or so ago.
She's my baby. Her name is Clawdia

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とまと🍅Tomato @tomatotomato777.bsky.social · 15h

So far he hasn't taken off his clothes. -Darien Gautier- #ESOFam #ESO #ESO_JP #ElderScrollsOnline

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 16h

She'll be back to normal when I play again. But I always like pretending she grew or something lol

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 17h

He's like, the biggest "i love my wife" guy in nirn

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 17h

My daughter is a big girl now.. 3 star legendary!
Ignore Nukatron yapping

#Fallout76

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 18h

Idk if you can relate.
When you are here and posting, I think a good thing is realising you don't have to reply to everyone for everything. It's okay to just like and leave it be, don't pressure yourself. It helps me at least.

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 18h

I don't know. I think there is a fine line between taking time to realign yourself and isolating yourself to the point it harms you. Where being alone goes from being what you need to something that causes you distress. Then you run into anxiety about returning and that causes you further distress

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 20h

I'm nervous 😭

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

You should be lmao

Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

Seeing my dad for the first time in like 4 and a half years tomorrow.
Not super looking forward to it, don't want to but his health is so bad I cant really avoid it and he's been asking for me, so I kind of have to.

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RO! 🦇🩸 @creeperpit.bsky.social · 1d

no i did not make this character exclusively for self shipping purposes why would you ask

4 panel comic of the “dilf detected” meme with Hollow Knight characters
Panel 1: The Knight, standing next to a Rosy Maple moth OC, points at Pure Vessel & says “baddie detected”
Panel 2: The moth asks Pure Vessel “what are your pronouns”, Pure Vessel responds “it/they”
Panel 3: The moth leans down to the Knight, who looks concerned, and says “chat im going to try to rizz it up”
Panel 4: The moth tells Pure Vessel “your ass is so fat it makes me want to kill myself” to Pure Vessel’s surprise.

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

dfkljdfg
The way I cackled out loud at the last pannel ldfkjdfkjl;fdklrfgkln

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

Inside is pretty much done. I want to do some bedroom stuff upstairs but not today.

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Chronic Illness Humor @chronicillness.bsky.social · 1d

Robin saying 'You're not better yet?!' and batman slapping him across the face while saying 'it's incurable, you flippin' idiot!'

MyBodylsTryingToKillMe.com

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Pokémon Gems @pokemongems.bsky.social · 1d

holding the baby mudkip

Screenshot of the Pokémon anime showing Brock holding a baby mudkip

Screenshot of the Pokémon anime showing Brock holding a smiling baby mudkip

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Chronic Illness Humor @chronicillness.bsky.social · 1d

when the doctor blames every one of your symptoms on your age, weight, and/or gender

[pic of a guy holding 1, then 2, then 8, then 20 middle fingers up]

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

What the fuck. The audacity

Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

Yeah I feel it quite a lot but I have a habit of isolating myself and avoiding meaningful social interactions.
So it's kind of self inflicted on my part

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Maradael @maradaeleso.bsky.social · 1d

It changes everything!
You can use 30 of them in a build, so anything you can display on them can be sunk into things. It can be a little fiddly sometimes and you have to move a fraction and instantly push the "place" button.