merc (sex pest arc)
@murkyuri.bsky.social
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☀️welcome to the magical maunderings of mercury ☀️alt of h-g-unwells, MDNI ☀️some nsfw, some vent, some rambles, something ☀️yippee i love my awesome sugoi life
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murkyuri.bsky.social
ive been thinking about this lately but ok the concept of muses- I think as an artist its kind of insane if your lover, friends, family, anyone you care about, doesnt affect your art in any way, shape, or form. like, they should inspire you? and if they dont what the fuck kind of relationship do
murkyuri.bsky.social
and i just cant be right now.
murkyuri.bsky.social
im just tired of being mentally unwell and i know that its gonna take awhile considering ive had nonstop stress and bullshit happening to me in recent years but god im so fucking exhausted i just want to feel happy! i just want to be happy! i want to feel secure! i want to be who im meant to be!
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discoelysiumbot.bsky.social
A tremendous loneliness comes over you. Everybody in the world is doing something without you.
murkyuri.bsky.social
its hard to find security in myself when i feel that i dont exist
murkyuri.bsky.social
i think i have dpdr. it wouldnt be surprising
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murkyuri.bsky.social
i am constantly fighting to stay present in this life and it's exhausting
i forget about everything good
i forget who i am
anything i am told is hard to believe because i don't feel real
murkyuri.bsky.social
i just needed to shower .
there is much joy and love in my life
its hard to remember that
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ravenlynclemens.bsky.social
phantom of the paradise fanart from last year
murkyuri.bsky.social
my brain has been terrified and seeking comfort in the regular things it does but those things are gone now and there is nothing left
murkyuri.bsky.social
anyone who hates you is also evil tbh
murkyuri.bsky.social
i post like an incredibly hinged person but really i just have a lot of restraint. the rest of it is in my journal
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figgums.bsky.social
God I have got to go engage in queer and trans behavior after this trip. I feel like an alien. I mean I always feel like an alien but this is rough
murkyuri.bsky.social
im forcing myself to do things but god do i feel hollow
murkyuri.bsky.social
cant tell if its just that i miss my wife that much (wouldnt put it past me), coming down from being on a long roadtrip, have financial stress from being broke and not getting paid for another week, or its day before shot day but. im depressed. i actually have anhedonia rn
murkyuri.bsky.social
realizing that flooding my brain with reassurance helps it somewhat- so share something you like about me to help me out :) thanks
murkyuri.bsky.social
naked girlfriends in your lap
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chiphighbeams.bsky.social
Shibari your robo gf with chains and an engine hoist
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bafauxmet.bsky.social
Robot gf who is a living weapon and who also keeps short circuiting and shutting down when butch mechanic takes off her shirt to wipe sweat and motor oil off her face
murkyuri.bsky.social
i just like the thought of tearing my gf apart piece by piece and she has no choice but to let me rebuild her again and again
murkyuri.bsky.social
although i do genuinely mean it
murkyuri.bsky.social
was gonna post on main but i forgot sometimes people take things too seriously