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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · Sep 2

I need funds to cover neurologist appointments and tests for seizures we're unsure why I'm having.
I cannot afford health insurance.
I am not allowed to drive.
The earliest openings for appointments start in November.
Any and all help is appreciated.
<3 you a lotl.
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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 7h

You ever just

⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 16h

WHY IS THIS THE FIRST THING ON MY FEED

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 1d

The hardest part about this whole piece was PROBABLY Lilligant. I'd never drawn one before so it was difficult to get the proportions of the flower on her head that way it was supposed to be, but I did it!

⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 1d

I FINALLY FOUND A SUN STONE TO EVOLVE MY SHINY PETILIL INTO A LILLIGANT, SO I GIVE YOU A DOODLE TO CELEBRATE.

Chad isn't shiny.
Carl'a'Mel and Pina are though.

Behold Fi in her #Pokémon Scarlet attire with her Pokémon Scarlet Pokémon!
No Pawmot battle doodles....
...for now...

#nylfieart

I caught Chad at the start of the game, named him Chad cause he's a punchy chad. Carl'a'Mel and Pina I caught around the same time. For whatever ungodly reason, I wasn't ever able to find a sunstone to evolve Pina until a few days ago. THEY WOULDN'T SHOW UP ON MY MAP LIKE EVER. And I wanted to draw Carl'a'Mel and Pina together once I could get them both evolved, and that happened, so I said ffs, let's draw my trainer in her Pokémon Scarlet attire with her Pokémon Sclaret Pokémon.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

"Nylfie venting about passion"
A 2a.m. thoughts thread:

⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

I once was told, "I wish you could have that much passion for a real job."
-when it came to my love for art.
And it really stung.
Especially to have them tell you, "Only you think that," when you try to explain to them how insanely rude and belittling that is to say to your own kid.

⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

🤌okok.
I'm gonna go pass out now.
But I wanted to cry about it with chatolotls.
So you get my loving vents.
Ok goodnight. 🌙

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

💛 Art is my passion and my life's work. And it is quite literally paying for my survival right now.
I wouldn't be able to draw this much and be able to survive without you "lot"ls.
And I really really do appreciate you all alotl.
I love you all so much! 🫂

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

⭐-but then my phone buzzed and was like "MEMORIES, YOU 'MEMBER THIS?!" and I looked at it and got really sad and was like "WELL NOW I DO" and wanted to cry about my passion for art a bit.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

⭐sorry, I know it's extremely late and this is basically a "2a.m. thoughts are a bad no-no, what are you doin' babes, go sleepy eepy missile pew pew night night time-"
but I have had the art zoomies all day, so I've been drawing/coloring Pokémon-

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

I PROMISE it's not hurting you.

But it IS keeping me alive.

And if that bothers you.

Tough.

Get outta heaaaah.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

Just let me draw, bro.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

When my genetics are quite literally causing me to crumble apart, when I'm literally having to use a CANE to get my balance, or make it through the grocery store without toppling over, how the absolute fuck am I gonna be passionate about "a real job."

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

I'm allowed to be passionate about that.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

-A "real job" (customer service) stresses me out so bad that my body literally can't handle it and shuts down.
Being bullied over art fucking HURTS MY FEELINGS, YEA, BUT AT LEAST I'M NOT DYING BECAUSE OF IT.
My art is MINE, I made it, NO ONE ELSE used these hands to create that doodle but ME.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

-I felt a lot less anxious about my art and sharing it, and I began to love showing it off again. That was around the time I started getting into commission-work, and now it's literally keeping my alive.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

-and it took a long time to get used to sharing my art publicly again, but when I realized that being bullied like that over art wasn't a standalone thing, and it's happened to multiple people (I really didn't know. I lived in a small town, and I didn't have access to the internet until I was 18.)-

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

-It got to a point where I would ONLY draw pictures for my teachers or family members, because I was so anxiety-ridden about giving my art to someone, that it would send me into a panic attack worrying about the cycle repeating itself, -

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

- that the person I drew the picture for, was telling other people they drew it.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

I've been bullied my entire life for my art. I've had people blackmail me in class to draw them pictures, or they'd write my name down for detention so I wouldn't get recess, I've had people in 4th-5th grade act friendly towards me to get me to draw for them, just to be told by another classmate-

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

BUT
If you're actively mocking/making fun of/belittling me for genetics and health problems beyond my control, that are preventing me from getting a job that you consider "passionate"-
kindly remove yourself from my safe space.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

-FIRST OF ALL-
IF YOU'RE TELLING ME TO BE PASSIONATE ABOUT MY ART, I'M ALL FOR IT. I'M A WORKAHOLIC WHEN IT COMES TO DRAWING.
ALL DAY, EVERY DAY.
I am so overwhelmingly passionate about my art that my soul leaks paint out of every pore of my being on a daily basis. I will explode if I don't draw.

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

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⭐Nylfie🦋Lottie =🌻ᴗ🌻=,^^,~💛🫧 @nylfie.bsky.social · 2d

Update: WE'RE AT $350 IN OUR NEUROLOGY SAVINGS NOW, THANK YOU LOTLS AND LOTLS.
Slowly but surely we're gettin' there, yes!
ko-fi.com/nylfie/goal?...

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Norin 🦈 🔜 Twitchcon @mahoukarp.com · 2d

diagnosis 🦈
#art #sharks

Illustration of some mako sharks with the words IBS which stands for "I BE SHARK"

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Rob 🇨🇦 @rockinbones.bsky.social · 2d

#Arachtober #31DaysOfHalloween
🕷️ #Inverts #Arachnids
I’m not 100% convinced that Spiders are Halloweeny, but here we are.

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