Personalias
@personalias.bsky.social
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ABDL Story Writer. 40ish irl, 2ish in headspace. He/Him https://subscribestar.adult/personalias 18+ ONLY!
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personalias.bsky.social
I asked for your artistic process, not my average mental health day!
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Went outside to touch grass or went outside like in the Silo show and books?
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If there's one thing I've learned from watching the documentary series, Peacemaker Season 2, it's that Nazis hate having products whose name ends with an O.
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Honestly? I love that part. It helps me enjoy the moment and not lose the day to anxiety. But I’m sorry the experience is bad for you
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they NEED to teach CURSIVE in SCHOOLS so KIDS will KNOW how to WRITE ominous antiquated WILLS stipulating their SURVIVING RELATIVES must SPEND THE NIGHT in a HAUNTED HOUSE
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Tape rips and needle drops.
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I would be the James Gunn of ABDL vids were I able.
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Somebody make a cut of this thing without the scary and gross stuff so I can watch it.
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Coochie coochie coo from V/H/S Halloween is about as ABDL horror porn as you can get while still being decidedly horror. I shouldn’t want to be “Siiiigh…I wish that were me while watching, and yet…”. It is both something I wish I’d written while also going to far darker places than even I dare
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Soooo…basically half of non-unfair stories and 98% of Long-Rifle’s catalogue?
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Yeah. Fun twist at the end.
personalias.bsky.social
Thus the victims experience her dread from the outside and it ends with the final victim and the monster to be equally resigned to their fates. One as jailer, one as jailed.
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Addition: like I loved the juxtaposition of baby balloons and baby shower decorations contrasted with a filthy house and and blood on the walls because I bet that’s how the Mommy felt. All this awful stuff…but pink frills and cute songs! Why are you crying? Why are you crying?
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TLDR: I don't like the yucky, but I like the lack of choice and the sinister juxtaposition of baby stuff to scary stuff.
personalias.bsky.social
She tried to avoid a label to the point where she killed herself, and now she spends forever with only that label, stuck in her personal hell with babies that will never grow up and won't die.

That's my interpretation anyways.
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Now she has no name other than "Mommy". And she's defined by her milky teats. And she's surrounded by screaming, stupid, smelly, blobs, and shit and piss forever. From her point of view, cute clothes and balloons, and toys, and baby showers don't take away that, they just cover it up.
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"The Mommy" didn't want children. Didn't want her body to change like that. Didn't want her ability to maintain another life to define her.

Didn't even want to exist as a mother, and killed herself while pregnant; killing the fetus (I'm pro-choice, i'm just using the language of the film)
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And I think there's something poetic about the house and the state it's in.

This is Hell for "The Mommy" too. Babies are objectively gross. They shit everywhere. They eat all the time. They scream. If you're the new mother your body just changed to get pregnant, then gave birth, and still changing
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I head canon that from the "babies" point of view, it's actually all quite bright and sunny. The gross stuff like maggots on cakes and shit covered changing tables, is a visual shorthand for the living that this place is not "of the living" or that something is very very wrong.
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The final girl basically going "fuck it" and crawling in and giving up.

The two girls being right on the cusp of adulthood independence with college only to get dragged back into the proverbial playpen, while acting shallow and bratty so there's a bit of "karma".

All the ingredients are there.
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So the body fluid, stuff? The dirty house? The changing table covered in shit? 6 boobs constantly leaking. Not so much.

A lot of the beats though are right out of a long_rifle story or something I might write. The obvious mental regression. The BDSM elements. The reality warping.
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You try raising 3 adult sized babies while making room for two more while constantly lactating from your six nipples and see if you can keep the household spotless! (joke)
personalias.bsky.social
Be careful! Dragons and dragon-like creatures don’t have a great track record over there!
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If someone has cried to my writing I probably cried too. That transitive property applies to other reactions as well.