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@poisonedpedal.bsky.social

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If a film photographer was suicidal and gay She/it

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Oct 23

a glimpse of light from the sixth circle of hell
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Canon P/Ilford Delta 3200
#photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm #35mm #blackandwhite #abstractphotography

A reflection veiled in corruption and shadow, the background disperses into oblivion as an ornate lantern comes into focus, it’s upside down and faint, like a whisper you can’t quite make out— illuminated by a soft glow emanating from an equally ornate window that bleeds into the scene, out of focus and distorted.

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 12h

in other news i’ve been thinking about killing myself all
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 12h

the people simply weren’t prepared for the overwhelming aura of this photograph and turned their gazes away

Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 19h

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#photography #filmphotography #believeinfilm

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 6d

old cinema film from like 20 something years ago
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 6d

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 9d

jar
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 9d

toilet
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 15d

i’ve had a finished roll of film sitting for almost a month and i just don’t have the energy to develop it rn

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psbec_ @psbec.bsky.social · 24d

in yet endlessness

#originalcharacter #pencilcolor

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ぽねずき @honezuki.bsky.social · 22d

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 18d

i wasn’t emotionally prepared for being unable to feel my forehead or like half of my scalp, it’s just weird

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 18d

especially after the second surgery i’d just wake up shortly after going to bed, feeling as if i had both slept upside down and was bleeding out… it was bizarre feeling as if my head was about to pop like a balloon while my body felt as if it could at any moment wither into dust

Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 18d

not me begging in my mind for them to put me under already while being under extreme distress and unable to speak haha, anyway recovery has sucked but it’s getting better… slowly, i can finally mostly open my left eye and sleeping isn’t entirely a miserable experience

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 18d

anyway so i ended up developing a rare complication which required a second surgery, so a week after getting my shit rocked i had to go through it again except the second time they had to torture me first because they couldn’t safely put a tube down my throat while unconscious