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Aino 💜

@poisonedpedal.bsky.social

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If a film photographer was suicidal and gay She/it

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Oct 23

a glimpse of light from the sixth circle of hell
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Canon P/Ilford Delta 3200
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A reflection veiled in corruption and shadow, the background disperses into oblivion as an ornate lantern comes into focus, it’s upside down and faint, like a whisper you can’t quite make out— illuminated by a soft glow emanating from an equally ornate window that bleeds into the scene, out of focus and distorted.

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 4d

old cinema film from like 20 something years ago
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 4d

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 7d

jar
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 7d

toilet
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 13d

i’ve had a finished roll of film sitting for almost a month and i just don’t have the energy to develop it rn

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psbec_ @psbec.bsky.social · 22d

in yet endlessness

#originalcharacter #pencilcolor

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ぽねずき @honezuki.bsky.social · 20d

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 16d

i wasn’t emotionally prepared for being unable to feel my forehead or like half of my scalp, it’s just weird

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 16d

especially after the second surgery i’d just wake up shortly after going to bed, feeling as if i had both slept upside down and was bleeding out… it was bizarre feeling as if my head was about to pop like a balloon while my body felt as if it could at any moment wither into dust

Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 16d

not me begging in my mind for them to put me under already while being under extreme distress and unable to speak haha, anyway recovery has sucked but it’s getting better… slowly, i can finally mostly open my left eye and sleeping isn’t entirely a miserable experience

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · 16d

anyway so i ended up developing a rare complication which required a second surgery, so a week after getting my shit rocked i had to go through it again except the second time they had to torture me first because they couldn’t safely put a tube down my throat while unconscious

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 6

god this is gonna be a painful recovery lmao

Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 5

i lived bitch.

Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 3

welp this morning i’m having ffs and i’m deeply terrified and anxious hahaha

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 3

welp this morning i’m having ffs and i’m deeply terrified and anxious hahaha

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 2

pastures
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 2

micro-dosing suicide attempts whenever i enter this building
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 1

interesting trees
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Sep 1

mystery forest truck
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Aug 31

barbed wire
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Hadro @hadrochapo.bsky.social · Aug 22

[ #OC ] CW blood

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Aug 24

is this place just dead or is it a me problem idk, i don’t think it’s the photos at fault given i made a notably better scan of an older photo that did very well well i originally posted it which proceeded to get no traction whatsoever

Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Aug 24

i dont really care all that much but like how come my posts just don’t get like any visibility whatsoever now, it’s as if my account shrank to idk a 1/4 of what it once was despite technically having more followers

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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Aug 23

i really like warm brown tones in monochrome
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Aino 💜 @poisonedpedal.bsky.social · Aug 23

it’s the same photo but with better lighting but also very distorted feeling and dream-like
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