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Rysgiving
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Riley / Ry. Video games, frequent talker, and obsessed with a new thing every month. (She/They | Lv. 28 | 8/20/25)
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Time for bluer skies 💙

Rycaster’s 2025 Media Thread
Hmm. Feeling a little down this morning.
this video is such a fuckin dissociative nightmare
Just don’t have cash for fun new toys lmao
Was eying the Pocket 5 so this could also be a good pick. Probably asym sticks for me
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and in other news MY FUCKING NIPS HURT
I’m so mad but for a fully different reason
I tore my room UP looking in the four spots it could’ve possibly been and not only was it in one of those spots the entire time, it was buried under a layer that was both obvious and fucking impossible at the same time, when the fuck did this thing get buried and why didn’t I lift the ONE THING LEFT
I am the dumbest fucking bitch on this god forsaken planet
I cannot find it. I’m so mad.
Home from work. Wallet is fully gone.
Hell, I’m having a hard time juggling the side gig I already have. There are expectations I already don’t think I’ll be able to match.
I mean fuck, what do I do? Sell graphic designs on Etsy? Get back into streaming? FEET PICS?!

As if all of those aren’t to some degree also time consuming side gigs
If my current job isn’t going to pay me enough, getting a new gig is almost impossible, and I barely have any time to truly commit to a side gig while I’m trying to actively improve my life, then I have to find SOME way to make more money anyway
they have an easy refund process at least but fuck me dude, I gotta pay rent
not ExpressVPN not warning me about a year sub renewal, mother fuck, today is not my day
It’s not just that it’s the better option - as far as practicality goes in every respect, it’s the ONLY option.
Long-term hyperfixation in the last few years has been me going out of my way to turn my collection into a living VG history museum, but that’s done through a mix of emulation, piracy, and custom firmware on older consoles, cuz the alternative is clunky, expensive, and would take up so much space.
btw this line from the KH fandub might genuinely be how I come out to certain people in the future

it reads like nonsense but I heard it and was like. “oh. oh my god.”
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“Oh poor people can buy popsicles with food stamps” shut the fuck up the government gives perverts a trillion dollars in government money each year for pervert factories for billionaires the fucking popsicles are none of your fuckin business
Also experiencing a handful of intimate stuff that feels super affirming that I can’t exactly post on main on a constant basis lmao but!!
I feel kind of silly waxing poetic about this stuff but I don’t know how else to express it

It feels so abstract but so real and I don’t know how to express that to others without getting all metaphorical
it was minor and it didn’t matter but it super did matter because of how minor it was

it wasn’t a big “me in the mirror” moment or the day it all clicked, it was just…me. existing. doing the most banal shit, and I still felt like a girl in that small second
small anecdote: yesterday, while sick and tired, I wasn’t feeling cute or feminine or anything, just kinda gross

until my roommate’s cat walked across my chest and I had the most casual affirmation moment I’ve had so far
okay but legit though I’m still Getting Used To It, but the last couple of days have been…I don’t know how to explain it, but the puzzle pieces are locking into place
I’m a fuckin woman and that kicks ass