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6 yo: why are you alive?

me: I don’t knowwwww 😭

me: why are YOU alive??

6 yo: cuz I’m cute!
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I don’t date women my age

I don’t date older women
or younger women

I don’t date women at all

I’m sad

😞
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behold, my 11 year old*

*she is not a morning person
Person shaped lump shrouded in a light pink sheet on my bed
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blah have to move my kids out of my bed so I can lie down in it… 😐
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novel got quite sad again 😞
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I have no motivation to do anything other than sit in bed covered by a blanket this evening
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ah high school… 🫂💔
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either of those ideas sound neat potentially
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oops I volunteered to do something at work that turns out to have very deep layers of complexity now that I’ve started to do it
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about to take the Longest Hottest Shower of my existence
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exercised

I regret everything
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I was excited about all my hobbies I wanted to do today so I wrote a list to keep track of them and now I am no longer excited about doing them
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pipeline errors wheeeeeeeeeeeee
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oh whoops now it’s 9 o’clock
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I forgot I have a job until now (roughly 4 minutes before I typically sit down at my desk for the day lol)
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just vibing on the couch under a huge blanket, reading a story to my son, browsing the internet, etcetera…
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literally forgot until this moment that I work today lolz
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when they said be the change you want to see in the world this is not what they meant
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so it might be better by Monday and even tomorrow 😃