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6 yo: why are you alive?

me: I don’t knowwwww 😭

me: why are YOU alive??

6 yo: cuz I’m cute!
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…if so then all jazz would benefit from being Arabic
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me suddenly paying attention to my background music on spotify: “is this Arabic jazz?”
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ope. just got sleepier. guess this is it for tonight 😅
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I’m sleepy so not sure if I’ll wander downstairs to fool around on the bass for a few minutes or just call it a night like a reasonable person 🥱
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done all by play bass so far
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evening list of mischief:

✅ read from hefty Judaism book
✅ play bass
✅ pretend to be learning C for a few minutes
✅ check out the website audio that goes to my Arabic book
✅ none of the above
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this sounds like a naughty word
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just stop being a coward and eat them together in the same meal
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you shouldn’t be playing with a stick of death at bedtime, now go back to sleep!

are real words I just uttered to my son
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“…and that’s without addressing the issue of treating autism like a disease to be cured” I mention at the tail end of a diatribe against considering Tylenol a problem and my husband be like “welllll”

my husband who is diagnosed autistic married to a diagnosed autistic me
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remember kids, correlation does not equal causation 😇
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it’s convenient then that I’m something of a nerd myself…
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well I sure slept soundly for an hour… 😮
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but for the moment I think I’m actually gonna take a nap because my eyes are barely staying open…
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something…with boooooooks….
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but for the moment I think I’m actually gonna take a nap because my eyes are barely staying open…
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can’t wait to read the section entitled “Judaism is not Christianity”
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at long last finished my multiple hours of meetings today—curling up under a blanket in my bed and reading a hefty book about Judaism ✨
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stole a neighbor’s flowers for a picture
Madeline’s head with pink flowers in the background
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wow I wouldn’t have even lasted long enough to find that out
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felt awake briefly but now it’s gone
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also a wind breaking layer on the outside makes a WORLD of difference