Silver
@silversakaki.bsky.social
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silversakaki.bsky.social
My name in the writing forum friend groupchat has been made "The Gendergremlin" against my will.

However I take this title with pride, as there is all of one person in there who isn't trans, who is also not cis. It's like I just got the equivalent of the Nobel Peace Prize from the Gender Committee.
silversakaki.bsky.social
It's okay. I'll be happy to be your spreadsheet reader if you'll continue to be the one who herds me off to my bed when I spend too much time giving in to the munchies and almost pass out while eating thanks to sleep medications.
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folkhorrorrevival.bsky.social
'This is the forest primeval. The murmuring pines and the hemlocks,
Bearded with moss, and in garments green, indistinct in the twilight,
Stand like Druids of eld, with voices sad and prophetic,
Stand like harpers hoar, with beards that rest on their bosoms.'

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow #BookwormSat
Painting of a dark pine forest with deer in a glade looking dwarfed by the trees 

Gustave Doré, Deer in a forest landscape, 1870
silversakaki.bsky.social
Kotone looked at me in horror when I showed her my battle spreadsheets.
silversakaki.bsky.social
The dad-brain has really taken him over, but I'm not going to mourn for him, because he's much funnier this way.
silversakaki.bsky.social
today I visited Grey and Kanade. The following is a non-exhaustive list of nicknames he called her:

- My little potato
- Princess Gripper
- Queen of diaper mountain
- My little sunshine
- The little tater-tot

And finally, when putting her in two layers of blankets and a coat:
- loaded baked potato
silversakaki.bsky.social
I always thought that Jasmine being a Steel-type trainer was fitting in some way. I had no idea just how right I was. I am breathless.
silversakaki.bsky.social
First full day watching Jasmine work. There weren't any challengers today - an oddity for a Saturday - but she showed me a lot of important things in the down time. She also explained to me why her gym had no puzzle, even after all these years.
silversakaki.bsky.social
Good, good. Ah, yes, what type of cookies are they? I fully intend to share them with Goldie and Kotone, and in the event they're especially tasty, I'll probably want to grab the recipe, you see.
infinitehorizxn.bsky.social
"Three cookies it is! Might as well reward those who are already pacifist, so they aren't tempted to stray from the path!"
silversakaki.bsky.social
If I'm being fair to the people in my day to day life, I *do* happen to say the most outrageous things with a straight face, which is apparently pretty convincing to most people, because I sound more educated than I am.
silversakaki.bsky.social
So to be clear, I am very much not prone to violence. But I do honestly like sending people several times my size flying, and I am lucky to have friends who like to be thrown over the shoulder of someone they can probably punt if they try hard enough. Win-win.
silversakaki.bsky.social
Actually, I think one of the most noteworthy things about Jasmine accepting to take me on after I showed her my social media is that she actually understood when things were jokes, versus being serious. Which apparently is something people in my day to day life have a mediocre success rate at.
silversakaki.bsky.social
Pacifistic for someone with those qualities, to be clear. I don't exactly lose sleep when someone tries to get physical with me because then I get to send someone flying, which is always satisfying after a day of not being able to reach the top shelf without a ladder.
silversakaki.bsky.social
If I pretend I have any interest in society wide violence would that be enough to get me three cookies? The truth is that I am rather a pacifist for someone so full of rage and knowledge of how to knock out someone three times my size, but I'm sure I can muster up an act.
infinitehorizxn.bsky.social
"War is such a waste of time. Can't we all just not fight and not be mean? I-I'll give you a cookie if you don't wage war! Even a-an entire PLATE of cookies!"
silversakaki.bsky.social
[They decided to not mention the timeline shenanigans, and that it was their original timeline's instance of their father who had taught them to be an overbearing force as a leader, not the Giovanni who would later adopt them. To anyone that didn't know the latter man, it was semantics anyway.]
silversakaki.bsky.social
Apologies, that was vaguely off topic...

I suppose what I'm trying to say is that contrasting what I'd been taught about being a gym leader when I was young, versus actually seeing the results of a typical leader, allowed me to change my mind, and naturally think about it. A lot.
silversakaki.bsky.social
Honestly, that man should have gone into tournaments instead, he would have found it much more fulfilling, and maybe he would have decided to not make his mommy issues everyone else's problem!

[A pause, then clearing their throat.]
silversakaki.bsky.social
At some point her went from trying to nurture the upcoming generations, and instead wanted to expend power over them, until he got too busy with Rocket to even do that.

[They then let out an exasperated sight.]
silversakaki.bsky.social
I noticed that even trainers that didn't seem to have much potential had a good experience, learned from the process, and became better for it, even though I knew for a fact that Brock could have crushed them much faster. Once it got through to me, I understood one of father's lesser known failings.
silversakaki.bsky.social
Simply beating down your opponent when they're a beginner trainer is... Well it's counter to the point. And I slowly learned that, hearing how the various trainers, both those who got the badge and those who didn't, would talk about it.
silversakaki.bsky.social
I guess that the urge to follow in Red's footsteps hold strong appeal, even if you could feasibly fight your hometown's leader first...

Anyway, hearing them talk about their battles over the year really helped me mature on that front.
silversakaki.bsky.social
[They gave a relieved smile.]

I admit, if you'd asked me a decade ago I would have been focused solely on winning - that was my father's approach, and what I'd been taught, and also I wasn't very good at taking hits to my ego. Since I was working in Pewter though I got to see a lot of newbies.
silversakaki.bsky.social
The point is after all to act as more than a mere measuring stick, but to encourage growth, even in those who are more than capable of defeating you handily. It's not about winning at all, because winning is far easier than being a proper challenge.