Psionic Alienation
@ushdubsar.bsky.social
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More Future, All Bad. I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff. Quotes are agreement. This, that, it/its
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
Okay here we go this is temporary but it will be easier to point to and probably more helpful

Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for the thread. 3 days remain (15th I have to be packing to leave the hotel before 11am) and still at 1050/2200. Very scared

PayPal is [email protected]
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
No movement in about a day, and unexpected expenses came up so more like 1050/2200 right now (exact amount still unknown). Please help
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
3 days left and only at 1050/2200...
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
3 days left and only at 1050/2200...
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for this thread.

~1050/2200 to stay housed, deadline of the 15th (so 3 days, I have to leave on the morning of the 15th), not feeling lucky right now, a lot of uncertainty. My health is declining so I haven't been able to do much...

Paypal is [email protected], and that is my real name
ushdubsar.bsky.social
No movement in about a day, unexpected expenses came up that make it more like ~1050/2200 also, so.... Feeling scared a bit.
ushdubsar.bsky.social
No movement in about a day, and unexpected expenses came up so more like 1050/2200 right now (exact amount still unknown). Please help
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
~1100/2200 now.... It could happen
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
~1100/2200 now.... It could happen
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
~1100/2200. Thanks so much, those who are able to help are helping a lot
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Update: 800-ish/2200 (exact amt unclear rn)
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for this thread.

I currently have ~800/2200 (exact amount unclear, waiting to hear more on that) to stay housed through the end of October. Deadline is the 15th. Theres a lot of unknowns for me right now...

Paypal is [email protected], and yes, thats my real name
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I love that the crowd funding and sharing is even more gone every single day: no movement, barely any likes or reposts. I dont think I'm gonna make it and I know who the fuck is to blame
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
Still at 660/2200....
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Still at 660/2200....
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for this.

At 660 of 2200 to stay housed, deadline of the 15th (8 days, the 15th is the day I have to be out before 11am), really desperate here

Extra will go to necessary food and medicine. I have premonitions of tooth disaster again, so thats pretty urgent.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I rarely repost things these days because my reach is so limited but I can't think of anything Garry has ever made that wasnt incredible and if nothing else I know three of the six or so people who see my posts without them being boosted by others will appreciate it
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Fwiw I am not saying my thoughts on the situation bc i am dependent on this place to not fucking die rn and what I would say might be deliriously mistaken for TOS violation if someone were motivated and foolish
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thanks to a generous person I am at 160/2200. Really happy about this, thanks so much. (The missing stuff went to food of course.)

Hopefully I can get enough by the deadline.... Or find housing that isnt 2k/mo, that'd be really cool
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Its just that I have fallen under the safety net those things provide. I have to get survival help before they can even become useful: for instance, being housed/fed so I am not crowdfunding survival. (I will work if I can find it, but 5 years of nonstop applications ignored makes me think I can't.)
ushdubsar.bsky.social
As for Section 8, I cannot be considering that right now with multi year waitlists. I am struggling to stay housed on a timescale of weeks, and my address changes on a timescale of months. A multi year waitlist is just. It doesn't help right now.

I sincerely appreciate the thought here, believe me.
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I have been denied on food stamps to the point that I can firmly give up. It just isnt possible: they want me to get every single person who has sent me so much as a dollar for the past 12 months to send them a signed letter or I simply dont get to have SNAP. No, I am not joking.
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I would also like to eat today but my energy is nil. That could be like 20 or 30 bucks to feed me (I just cannot cook today) and I would greatly appreciate it