Psionic Alienation
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I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.
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I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff.
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Psionic Alienation
@ushdubsar.bsky.social
· Nov 17
Okay here we go this is temporary but it will be easier to point to and probably more helpful
Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
Okay, I have some groceries (not enough), covered roommate's emergency medical stuff/cat food, waiting on the annual consumerist bullshit to start seeing what else I can cover but I think this will be close to 2/3rds total.
??? for move in stuff, 0/400 on ex's car. Paypal is [email protected]
??? for move in stuff, 0/400 on ex's car. Paypal is [email protected]
November 25, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Okay, I have some groceries (not enough), covered roommate's emergency medical stuff/cat food, waiting on the annual consumerist bullshit to start seeing what else I can cover but I think this will be close to 2/3rds total.
??? for move in stuff, 0/400 on ex's car. Paypal is [email protected]
??? for move in stuff, 0/400 on ex's car. Paypal is [email protected]
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As an enormous surprise, the guy across the floor from me is moving out and gave me a microwave and clothes rack just out of the blue. I need groceries and other stuff but that's about 80 dollars just magicked away with no spending. Somehow.
November 24, 2025 at 7:02 PM
As an enormous surprise, the guy across the floor from me is moving out and gave me a microwave and clothes rack just out of the blue. I need groceries and other stuff but that's about 80 dollars just magicked away with no spending. Somehow.
If anyone wondered how its going I locked myself outside so thats awesome
November 24, 2025 at 4:29 PM
If anyone wondered how its going I locked myself outside so thats awesome
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Thank you as ever.
Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.
Paypal is [email protected].
Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.
Paypal is [email protected].
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Thank you as ever.
Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.
Paypal is [email protected].
Coming closer to the end (for awhile) on this. Just need food/appliances/etc, and to cover my ex's car. ???? on the first thing and 0/400 on the second. I'm going to explain a bit of the struggle below, also.
Paypal is [email protected].
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Actually I'd really like to have enough food to eat, especially for tomorrow? Its been 30-40 a day (yes, that is the cheapest, bear in mind I can't reheat food easy and struggle with a lot of foods BC of my teeth) and I am realizing I'm going to bed hungry and waking up to no food tomorrow too
Thank you as always for the thread.
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
November 22, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Actually I'd really like to have enough food to eat, especially for tomorrow? Its been 30-40 a day (yes, that is the cheapest, bear in mind I can't reheat food easy and struggle with a lot of foods BC of my teeth) and I am realizing I'm going to bed hungry and waking up to no food tomorrow too
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Thank you as always for the thread.
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
November 21, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Thank you as always for the thread.
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
Actually I'd really like to have enough food to eat, especially for tomorrow? Its been 30-40 a day (yes, that is the cheapest, bear in mind I can't reheat food easy and struggle with a lot of foods BC of my teeth) and I am realizing I'm going to bed hungry and waking up to no food tomorrow too
Thank you as always for the thread.
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
I got rent done/paid. I still need to get some basic appliances, groceries (eventually...), pay for food until then, eventually get money for laundry, and help my ex with her car.
Deadline ???, 0/400 help my ex, 0/??? misc survival, PayPal is [email protected]
November 22, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Actually I'd really like to have enough food to eat, especially for tomorrow? Its been 30-40 a day (yes, that is the cheapest, bear in mind I can't reheat food easy and struggle with a lot of foods BC of my teeth) and I am realizing I'm going to bed hungry and waking up to no food tomorrow too
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GENETIC FREAK, by VoidDweller / DJ Rozwell
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November 20, 2025 at 9:49 AM
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Thank you for these threads, truly.
Still not there... 600/1000 to rent, 0/400 to ex's car, 0/??? miscellaneous. Still no way to food prep, so still have to order expensive food, so maybe more like 550/1k to rent (rounding). Scary.
Deadline for rent is the 1st, PayPal is [email protected].
Still not there... 600/1000 to rent, 0/400 to ex's car, 0/??? miscellaneous. Still no way to food prep, so still have to order expensive food, so maybe more like 550/1k to rent (rounding). Scary.
Deadline for rent is the 1st, PayPal is [email protected].
November 20, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Thank you for these threads, truly.
Still not there... 600/1000 to rent, 0/400 to ex's car, 0/??? miscellaneous. Still no way to food prep, so still have to order expensive food, so maybe more like 550/1k to rent (rounding). Scary.
Deadline for rent is the 1st, PayPal is [email protected].
Still not there... 600/1000 to rent, 0/400 to ex's car, 0/??? miscellaneous. Still no way to food prep, so still have to order expensive food, so maybe more like 550/1k to rent (rounding). Scary.
Deadline for rent is the 1st, PayPal is [email protected].
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600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
Thank you for the thread.
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is [email protected]
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is [email protected]
November 19, 2025 at 8:14 PM
600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
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600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
Thank you for the thread.
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is [email protected]
350/1000 to make rent. 0/400 to cover my ex's vehicle. 0/??? on misc stuff including more food until I can finally get groceries. I have a job now kind of, but it pays very little and will be a while before I get paid.
Deadline is Dec 1, PayPal is [email protected]
November 19, 2025 at 8:14 PM
600/1000 to make rent though I am worried that may be optimistic again. We will see. Still have to order expensive food every day which is tearing me apart, waiting on so many things that aren't under my control....
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500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
Thank you as ever.
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is [email protected]
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is [email protected]
November 16, 2025 at 9:11 PM
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
Thank you as ever.
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is [email protected]
No movement toward 1000ish rent. I don't have food etc still, so I'm probably going to need more and honestly I'm terrified to find out. Also would like 400 to pay my ex for her car accident while helping me.
Deadline of Dec 1. Paypal is [email protected]
November 16, 2025 at 9:11 PM
500/1000–ish to rent etc, 0/400 to helping my ex, 0/??? to covering the holes I've poked in my safety net (scared to see how bad thst is going to be)
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No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
Thank you again for the thread.
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is [email protected] breakdown follows
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is [email protected] breakdown follows
November 15, 2025 at 6:40 PM
No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
Thank you again for the thread.
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is [email protected] breakdown follows
I was reminded today that actually, because it took so long to move in, we have rent to pay very soon. And so... I can't cover my ex's car incident yet.
Things are complicated right now, suffice to say I need ~1k, PayPal is [email protected] breakdown follows
November 15, 2025 at 6:40 PM
No movement on this. I can't really eat food at present still, and the deadline is the 1st (which was my mistake for not saying before, but I'm really wiped out).
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Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is [email protected]
Paypal is [email protected]
November 13, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is [email protected]
Paypal is [email protected]
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It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is [email protected]
Paypal is [email protected]
November 13, 2025 at 3:00 AM
It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is [email protected]
Paypal is [email protected]
November 13, 2025 at 3:00 AM
It gets worse. No bed. Can't fit it into vehicle.
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The other driver is basically doing a shakedown and she can't fight it at present and has nothing she can do but pay up. I dont really know what to do, what a hellish moving day.
November 13, 2025 at 12:59 AM
The other driver is basically doing a shakedown and she can't fight it at present and has nothing she can do but pay up. I dont really know what to do, what a hellish moving day.
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is [email protected]
Paypal is [email protected]
November 13, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Midway through moving to new place and my ex (who is driving me and my belongings around) got into a small accident. She has almost no money, and this is in large part my fault (she wouldn't be driving rn if not for me), I need to cover this. 400 and change.
Paypal is [email protected]
Paypal is [email protected]
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Paypal [email protected] idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
November 8, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Paypal [email protected] idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Paypal [email protected] idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
November 8, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Paypal [email protected] idk amt because its like there is a giant pit in my PayPal account that siphons up everything and spits out pain
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is [email protected], deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is [email protected], deadline is Nov 7th.
November 8, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Medical emergency ended up happening, both of us need more time to move in (but we have keys!), food is trouble, I can't pack all my stuff properly, I need multiple trips between Chicago and Elmhurst (each one is an hour+), the money I had ended up disappearing shockingly fast, Moving Sucks, help
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
Tooth pain and unexpected events and also the day I celebrate my birthday flattened me, so sorry to fail to update
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is [email protected], deadline is Nov 7th.
Hi I'm gonna be housed?
This is. Really big. I do however need just a couple hundred more, then things get easier. Paypal is [email protected], deadline is Nov 7th.
November 4, 2025 at 6:45 AM
For what its worth, I made it on this!
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.
More still helps though: there's like 3 trips I need to make on day of, I need to pay my ex to bring my stuff she's got back to me, extra will help me stay online while waiting on internet, and medical emergencies are very likely for me still.