Psionic Alienation
@ushdubsar.bsky.social
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More Future, All Bad. I'm Curse. I'm the plural host of an unpersoned alien nightmare collective, 199 members. I'm transfem, nonbinary, polyam. I write things, fuck up photographs, and do some music stuff. Quotes are agreement. This, that, it/its
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
Okay here we go this is temporary but it will be easier to point to and probably more helpful

Hi I am Curse, I am chronically homeless and in dire looking circumstances, I am currently seeking housing and trying to CF hotel money, my PP is dimmekur at Gmail dot com. Yes that is actually my name
ushdubsar.bsky.social
~1100/2200 now.... It could happen
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
~1100/2200. Thanks so much, those who are able to help are helping a lot
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Update: 800-ish/2200 (exact amt unclear rn)
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for this thread.

I currently have ~800/2200 (exact amount unclear, waiting to hear more on that) to stay housed through the end of October. Deadline is the 15th. Theres a lot of unknowns for me right now...

Paypal is [email protected], and yes, thats my real name
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I love that the crowd funding and sharing is even more gone every single day: no movement, barely any likes or reposts. I dont think I'm gonna make it and I know who the fuck is to blame
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
Still at 660/2200....
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Still at 660/2200....
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for this.

At 660 of 2200 to stay housed, deadline of the 15th (8 days, the 15th is the day I have to be out before 11am), really desperate here

Extra will go to necessary food and medicine. I have premonitions of tooth disaster again, so thats pretty urgent.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I rarely repost things these days because my reach is so limited but I can't think of anything Garry has ever made that wasnt incredible and if nothing else I know three of the six or so people who see my posts without them being boosted by others will appreciate it
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Fwiw I am not saying my thoughts on the situation bc i am dependent on this place to not fucking die rn and what I would say might be deliriously mistaken for TOS violation if someone were motivated and foolish
ushdubsar.bsky.social
I suspect I am not long for this platform since the platform is bleeding out so if theres a place people are going lmk.

Anyway I am at 660/2200 now. Deadline of Oct 15th to not be homeless, and bc of the everything if people could share in other circles thatd be cool.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thanks to a generous person I am at 160/2200. Really happy about this, thanks so much. (The missing stuff went to food of course.)

Hopefully I can get enough by the deadline.... Or find housing that isnt 2k/mo, that'd be really cool
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Its just that I have fallen under the safety net those things provide. I have to get survival help before they can even become useful: for instance, being housed/fed so I am not crowdfunding survival. (I will work if I can find it, but 5 years of nonstop applications ignored makes me think I can't.)
ushdubsar.bsky.social
As for Section 8, I cannot be considering that right now with multi year waitlists. I am struggling to stay housed on a timescale of weeks, and my address changes on a timescale of months. A multi year waitlist is just. It doesn't help right now.

I sincerely appreciate the thought here, believe me.
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I have been denied on food stamps to the point that I can firmly give up. It just isnt possible: they want me to get every single person who has sent me so much as a dollar for the past 12 months to send them a signed letter or I simply dont get to have SNAP. No, I am not joking.
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I would also like to eat today but my energy is nil. That could be like 20 or 30 bucks to feed me (I just cannot cook today) and I would greatly appreciate it
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No movement at all, and the amount of reach ive gotten has visibly and dramatically dropped. I need help....
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Its that time again. 0/2200, deadline is the 15th, this is for hotel room payment. If you can house me instead that sure would be cool. Paypal is [email protected]

I have been very ill yet again but I am working on stuff in the background
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
Honestly feeling unlikely I get to the back half of October housed. If anyone has other places they could share..... Please do that. Things are bleak, my reach has apparently fallen off a cliff again
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ushdubsar.bsky.social
Its that time again. 0/2200, deadline is the 15th, this is for hotel room payment. If you can house me instead that sure would be cool. Paypal is [email protected]

I have been very ill yet again but I am working on stuff in the background
ushdubsar.bsky.social
No movement at all, and the amount of reach ive gotten has visibly and dramatically dropped. I need help....
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Its that time again. 0/2200, deadline is the 15th, this is for hotel room payment. If you can house me instead that sure would be cool. Paypal is [email protected]

I have been very ill yet again but I am working on stuff in the background
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Honestly feeling unlikely I get to the back half of October housed. If anyone has other places they could share..... Please do that. Things are bleak, my reach has apparently fallen off a cliff again
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for this.

I have 0/2200 to reach before the 15th, when I will be on the streets. (Ive been really really struggling to crowdfund.... its been very bad.) I have nowhere to go if that happens. I also need food, caffeine, etc etc, all of that on top of the 2200.

Paypal is [email protected]
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Thank you for the thread BTW, I'm so out of it the past two days basic stuff is slipping augh
ushdubsar.bsky.social
Back to work with this.... 0/2200 for housing, deadline of the 15th, if someone could house me so I'm not spendjng an absurd amount on hotel room costs I'd be super happy about that actually....

Paypal is [email protected], extra will go to caffeine and food