Would be too long to thread so just copy paste a post I made in a discord server.

Special shoutout to @halyonix.bsky.social for being an amazing friend to me the last week or so.

Help my friend out. Halfway to 1k. She's amazing. Wonderful energy and a truly caring person. She's been amazing to me, even though I'm nobody.

Posting everyday until I get 1k YouTube subs. Help a girl get monetized it costs $0

youtube.com/@kathelorae

VLADDY JR IS THE FIRST PERSON IN A LEAFS JERSEY TO WIN A GAME SEVEN IN OVER 20 YEARS

ICE is now the 13th largest military in the world on its own.

Never ever accept the lie we cannot pay for Universal Healthcare.

I don't feel like I shine. I feel like the black cloud over the world.

Sending what love and positivity I can muster Lin

I'm sorry for crashing out like this when people face unlawful deportation, life threatening illness etc. But I'm struggling. Badly. Idk how much energy i have for it anymore.

Idk that I'll ever achieve the goals I set because they are dreams, not reality. Fighting the feelings of failure in life is hard. To the point that I'm accepting them as fact. 3 years of rebuilding myself after divorces literally ripped everything including who I thought I was gone in one month.

This is the second time this year that's happened. The first woman I told her how I felt and we've somehow stayed super good friends. Idk if i can do it again. I want to tell her but don't want confirmed what I feel is true.

I don't have the capability to handle that right now.

The woman I have a crush on I'm 98% certain already has a partner and that hitting me cracked what I was barely holding together. I hate being single. She "checked all the boxes" for me and I've never seen her face. I attached hard to the feelings even being a coward about saying it.

Only one person has seriously checked in on me. I asked for extra validation and expressed I'm very isolated in private and the days went on like nothing happened. I'm very afraid to speak publicly for validation because of how it looks 99% of time but I need it.

Why? I've been through 4 jobs in 3 years. I'm not the provider I want to be for my son and my future partner. This matters to me. I take pride and good feelings being able to care for those I love even a little financially. I've failed at that and the job market is anti worker atm.

I've gotten out of bed before noon once. I've left the house twice this week for a walk. I've only laid in my bed or sat in my cpu chair. I eat one meal and have barely drank water. I wondered how long it would take for someone to find my body if I died. I'm not okay. Not sure I will be ever again

Mythic raid! !youtube
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Remix hot take: it brings out the worst in people. Faceroll content that is soloable in formerly group content makes it so people have no sense of social decorum anymore. Pulling when people barely are inside instances etc.

I hate it.

I love and adore Kath. She's amazing and deserves this. 23 subs short as I post this.

It's really awful how shocking these times are socially, politically and economically. The cost of living is starting to hit me and I know so many people's lives who are being impacted by it. We're all struggling. The problem lies with the people at the top and not immigrants or working class folks.

4. Companies aren't setting up their employees to succeed. In one of the interviews I asked about the training process and was told it's all on job. For a customer service job with 20+ products, that is unacceptable.

Capitalism is broken. We need a new system.

2. Requiring 3+ years experience for entry level positions.

I think this one explains itself.

3. Companies slowly stripping away benefits. 3 companies I've talked to are eliminating their Healthcare benefits after this year. Why would i step into that knowing it could get stripped away?

The only industry I've applied to actively pursuing candidates is the fucking insurance sales realm. I've applied to multiple positions only to get emails that the position is filled. TAKE THAT POSTING DOWN JESUS FUCK

I'm very tired of the following job narratives:

1. "People don't want to work"

I do. Laid off 2 weeks ago. 32 applications since then, 11 rejections, 2 interviews, 21 ghosted apps. Companies don't want to hire and fuck me for asking for $20 an hour so I can live on my own.

Heroic Reclear, helping 2nd team, maybe remix? !youtube twitch.tv/warraxttv