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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 12m

Sending what love and positivity I can muster Lin

Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 8h

I'm sorry for crashing out like this when people face unlawful deportation, life threatening illness etc. But I'm struggling. Badly. Idk how much energy i have for it anymore.

Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 8h

Idk that I'll ever achieve the goals I set because they are dreams, not reality. Fighting the feelings of failure in life is hard. To the point that I'm accepting them as fact. 3 years of rebuilding myself after divorces literally ripped everything including who I thought I was gone in one month.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 8h

This is the second time this year that's happened. The first woman I told her how I felt and we've somehow stayed super good friends. Idk if i can do it again. I want to tell her but don't want confirmed what I feel is true.

I don't have the capability to handle that right now.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 8h

The woman I have a crush on I'm 98% certain already has a partner and that hitting me cracked what I was barely holding together. I hate being single. She "checked all the boxes" for me and I've never seen her face. I attached hard to the feelings even being a coward about saying it.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 8h

Only one person has seriously checked in on me. I asked for extra validation and expressed I'm very isolated in private and the days went on like nothing happened. I'm very afraid to speak publicly for validation because of how it looks 99% of time but I need it.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 8h

Why? I've been through 4 jobs in 3 years. I'm not the provider I want to be for my son and my future partner. This matters to me. I take pride and good feelings being able to care for those I love even a little financially. I've failed at that and the job market is anti worker atm.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 9h

I've gotten out of bed before noon once. I've left the house twice this week for a walk. I've only laid in my bed or sat in my cpu chair. I eat one meal and have barely drank water. I wondered how long it would take for someone to find my body if I died. I'm not okay. Not sure I will be ever again

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 2d

Mythic raid! !youtube
www.twitch.tv/warraxttv
www.youtube.com/@Warraxttv

warraxttv - Twitch

38, Warrior Main for S3, alt-itis haver. Stream raid but adding M+ for S3. Plan on variety nights of BG3, FF7 Remake and Marvel Rivals. Want to make the games less scary to newcomers. Feel free to lur...

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 2d

Remix hot take: it brings out the worst in people. Faceroll content that is soloable in formerly group content makes it so people have no sense of social decorum anymore. Pulling when people barely are inside instances etc.

I hate it.

Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 5d

I love and adore Kath. She's amazing and deserves this. 23 subs short as I post this.

kathelorae.bsky.social @kathelorae.bsky.social · 5d

Hi all, I really appreciate all the support over the last year to help me grow and just honestly am so happy to have met all of you.
I’m in my last stretch to hit 500 subs on YouTube. If you are willing to, it’d mean a lot. Reshare and ask friends to follow it costs $0!
youtube.com/@kathelorae

Kathelorae

Hiya! I'm Kath, a curious little mushroom sprite who sprouted in a magical forest. I spend my days wandering through lush greenery, befriending plants, and discovering hidden fungal treasures under th...

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Luke the BunBun VTuber @therainbowbun.bsky.social · 5d

It's really awful how shocking these times are socially, politically and economically. The cost of living is starting to hit me and I know so many people's lives who are being impacted by it. We're all struggling. The problem lies with the people at the top and not immigrants or working class folks.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 5d

4. Companies aren't setting up their employees to succeed. In one of the interviews I asked about the training process and was told it's all on job. For a customer service job with 20+ products, that is unacceptable.

Capitalism is broken. We need a new system.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 5d

2. Requiring 3+ years experience for entry level positions.

I think this one explains itself.

3. Companies slowly stripping away benefits. 3 companies I've talked to are eliminating their Healthcare benefits after this year. Why would i step into that knowing it could get stripped away?

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 5d

The only industry I've applied to actively pursuing candidates is the fucking insurance sales realm. I've applied to multiple positions only to get emails that the position is filled. TAKE THAT POSTING DOWN JESUS FUCK

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 5d

I'm very tired of the following job narratives:

1. "People don't want to work"

I do. Laid off 2 weeks ago. 32 applications since then, 11 rejections, 2 interviews, 21 ghosted apps. Companies don't want to hire and fuck me for asking for $20 an hour so I can live on my own.

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Corey aka Warrax @warraxttv.bsky.social · 9d

Heroic Reclear, helping 2nd team, maybe remix? !youtube twitch.tv/warraxttv

warraxttv - Twitch

38, Warrior Main for S3, alt-itis haver. Stream raid but adding M+ for S3. Plan on variety nights of BG3, FF7 Remake and Marvel Rivals. Want to make the games less scary to newcomers. Feel free to lur...

twitch.tv

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Bisexual Kaiju @bisexualkaiju.myatproto.social · 10d

Just a reminder that anti-queer and anti-trans policies aren't actually popular.

Taniel @taniel.bsky.social · 10d

JUST IN: The Republican Mayor of Fairbanks, Alaska’s second biggest city, lost re-election last night to a Democrat.

Mayor David Pruhs is a conservative who fought protections for LGBTQ+ residents; he made comments this year drew condemnation this year from Alaska Natives. He lost to Mindy O'Neall.