i deserve to lose everyone, but i haven't
idk why, but i haven't
i guess just need to accept that
idk why, but i haven't
i guess just need to accept that
December 9, 2025 at 10:42 AM
i deserve to lose everyone, but i haven't
idk why, but i haven't
i guess just need to accept that
idk why, but i haven't
i guess just need to accept that
honestly i didn't want to watch stranger things but now we are and i already said i was fine so it's on me but i just wanted to hang out with haven and maybe ask for vrchat but two days in a row is selfish
December 8, 2025 at 10:09 AM
honestly i didn't want to watch stranger things but now we are and i already said i was fine so it's on me but i just wanted to hang out with haven and maybe ask for vrchat but two days in a row is selfish
i'm n0thing with0ut pe0ple ar0und me
i rlly fuckin let myself g0 man
i rlly fuckin let myself g0 man
December 8, 2025 at 6:45 AM
i'm n0thing with0ut pe0ple ar0und me
i rlly fuckin let myself g0 man
i rlly fuckin let myself g0 man
i'll fucking make it 0ut alive
December 7, 2025 at 12:50 PM
i'll fucking make it 0ut alive
i am g0ing t0 be better
December 7, 2025 at 12:49 PM
i am g0ing t0 be better
i d0n't feel like i have full c0ntr0l 0ver my mind anym0re
December 7, 2025 at 12:47 PM
i d0n't feel like i have full c0ntr0l 0ver my mind anym0re
that's why i'm scared t0 talk t0 my friends
i never kn0w if i mean what i say, desipte h0w dumb that s0unds i'm genuinely at that p0int
i never kn0w if i mean what i say, desipte h0w dumb that s0unds i'm genuinely at that p0int
December 7, 2025 at 12:47 PM
that's why i'm scared t0 talk t0 my friends
i never kn0w if i mean what i say, desipte h0w dumb that s0unds i'm genuinely at that p0int
i never kn0w if i mean what i say, desipte h0w dumb that s0unds i'm genuinely at that p0int
i'm n0t sure which way 0f thinking i have is me being "myself"
i can't tell anym0re
i can't tell anym0re
December 7, 2025 at 12:46 PM
i'm n0t sure which way 0f thinking i have is me being "myself"
i can't tell anym0re
i can't tell anym0re
if i fuck up rly badly again
i'm g0ing int0 is0lati0n
i'm g0ing int0 is0lati0n
December 7, 2025 at 12:45 PM
if i fuck up rly badly again
i'm g0ing int0 is0lati0n
i'm g0ing int0 is0lati0n
..this is my last chance t0 be better
they never said that but i'm setting that f0r myself
they never said that but i'm setting that f0r myself
December 7, 2025 at 12:44 PM
..this is my last chance t0 be better
they never said that but i'm setting that f0r myself
they never said that but i'm setting that f0r myself
but they all keep saying it's better 0ff that we stay t0gether
then i hurt them
then i hurt them
December 7, 2025 at 12:36 PM
but they all keep saying it's better 0ff that we stay t0gether
then i hurt them
then i hurt them
i rlly d0n't want t0
December 7, 2025 at 12:35 PM
i rlly d0n't want t0
i was already kind 0f drifting away a bit
i'm c0nsidering if i just... give in, t0 that
i'm c0nsidering if i just... give in, t0 that
December 7, 2025 at 12:35 PM
i was already kind 0f drifting away a bit
i'm c0nsidering if i just... give in, t0 that
i'm c0nsidering if i just... give in, t0 that
why am i n0t happy f0r her
December 7, 2025 at 12:34 PM
why am i n0t happy f0r her
whytheh ell d0 pe0ple trust me
December 7, 2025 at 12:33 PM
whytheh ell d0 pe0ple trust me
i'm fucking selfish
December 7, 2025 at 12:32 PM
i'm fucking selfish
i'm just gonna leave everyone alone for today
December 5, 2025 at 9:54 PM
i'm just gonna leave everyone alone for today
would i even work for it to be better
or would i stay because it benefits me
or would i stay because it benefits me
December 5, 2025 at 9:51 PM
would i even work for it to be better
or would i stay because it benefits me
or would i stay because it benefits me
i think the only reason reese is in my room anymore is because her bed's in here and my dad doesn't let her in his room
she likes him a lot more than me that's for sure
she likes him a lot more than me that's for sure
December 5, 2025 at 9:49 PM
i think the only reason reese is in my room anymore is because her bed's in here and my dad doesn't let her in his room
she likes him a lot more than me that's for sure
she likes him a lot more than me that's for sure
why the fuck do i have to matter so much
i just want everyone to live a better life
i just want everyone to live a better life
December 5, 2025 at 9:45 PM
why the fuck do i have to matter so much
i just want everyone to live a better life
i just want everyone to live a better life