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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 1h

The signs
Were all there, plain
Yet I threw them away
Heart easily guided astray
Again

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2h

My loves
Please comfort me
This world is very bright
You are my cosy cooling shade
Forever

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2h

Softness
Is our own choice
Open, loving, Caring
The world is leading us away
Push back

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2h

Thinking
Ends with sorrow
The patterns are too strong
Every path ends in suffering
Pointless

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2h

I ache
The pain is deep
Wishing for it to end
Yet my heart still yearns for it
Hold me

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2h

After months of not letting myself shit has finally settled enough for me to process everything.

So now I'm speed running the 5 stages. Some of you have seen the others but I'm finally at the last one before acceptance. Which can mean only one thing.

Cop some depression poetry nerds.

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⚔️🎀 𝔉𝔦𝔞𝔡𝔥 🎀⚔️ @fiadh.bsky.social · Jul 13

a white bunny with a blue mohawk and spiked collar by Dayrjs, “the world is cruel so i won’t be”

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2d

I am open to people helping me with my sense of scale. If you want to help by presenting examples of things either larger or smaller than my own, then know my DMs are always open.

Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2d

Scale will always be novel to me.

Like it's still weird to know I fill out an 18DD bra (or in the case of recent photos, slightly overflow an 18D bra) yet somehow also they don't look massive to me.

I wonder how much growth I'd have to see to actually have massive hooters.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 2d

Scale will always be novel to me.

Like it's still weird to know I fill out an 18DD bra (or in the case of recent photos, slightly overflow an 18D bra) yet somehow also they don't look massive to me.

I wonder how much growth I'd have to see to actually have massive hooters.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 4d

I'm not great at selfies, but I've finally dialled in my bra size, and I'm pretty proud of how good I can look in low-cut tops now.

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Jewel @cutekitastrophe.bsky.social · 5d

i need you to understand that im not a disaster lesbian, im just a lesbian and a disaster

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 5d

A concerning number of my hobbies are just slightly more complex versions of things I did as a kid.

Painting Miniatures - Paint by numbers in 3D

Crochet - Counting with wool.

Coding - Connect the dots with extra steps

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 10d

Remembered how much of a rabid bottom I can be in the right situation and now I'm stuck wondering if I could bring that same energy when topping given the right situation.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 19d

You know what'd fix my life? Some really good head.

(And maybe like a million dollars, more therapy and a healthy diet)

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · 21d

It's been over a month since my diagnosis.

The instability within my life and ability to deal with it have kept pace.

I'm glad for when it happened. Not exaggerating, without it my life would be in shambles. Just being able to keep on top of daily tasks has been life changing.

Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Aug 23

Me - yeah, I don't know if the vyvanse is really working that well.

Also me - y'know what? I've been meaning to clean the fridge and freezer for months.

Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Aug 23

Me - yeah, I don't know if the vyvanse is really working that well.

Also me - y'know what? I've been meaning to clean the fridge and freezer for months.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Aug 20

Just opened bluesky on my new(-ish) computer for the first time and the home page before I logged in was gay furries.

The algorithm is too powerful.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Aug 17

Writing lore stuff for/working on a couple of projects and I've realised a theme.

Game idea - what if communist space farmers, but also they were women and gay.

Story idea - what if weird semi-wereanimal world but with gay soul merging.

Drawing I started - Women smooching.

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chelsea bridge 🏳️‍⚧️ @secretaboutbox.bsky.social · Aug 2

photographers girls i want inside me
🤝
shooting raw

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river @deathcvlt.bsky.social · Jul 15

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Mel Stone @melstone.xyz · Jul 15

yes

would you settle for a muscular queer woman

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Jul 14

My path covers every fridge, your leftovers are forfeit the second you store them.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Jul 14

A cyclone is blameless for its damage, it ends up being on those in its path to decide whether they weather the storm or move out of the way.

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Jul 13

Yes, time to go practice my hammer throw form.

(Note:I have never done hammer throw, this will either work or one of us will die, either way I'd call that a success)

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Abby probably exists @abbyyssal.bsky.social · Jul 13

I deeply love those I have in my life but every now and then I miss the simplicity of going awol for a weekend and resurfacing monday morning just in time to go to work.