aiba
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rant account
please don't expect any consistency
please don't assume my story
please don't expect any consistency
please don't assume my story
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aiba
@aibasdiary.bsky.social
· Apr 23
Is there a way I can type all the little nothings in my head at once and be understood whole
and have someone rub their thumb gently on my hand as a silent comfort
Or run their hand through my hair without anticipating pain
and to cry without worry of being yelled at
and have someone rub their thumb gently on my hand as a silent comfort
Or run their hand through my hair without anticipating pain
and to cry without worry of being yelled at
I hope i die but not by my own means so nobody can be mad at me
May 13, 2025 at 12:02 PM
I hope i die but not by my own means so nobody can be mad at me
she's suffocating me in my own home
everything feels wrong
I wanna go home but home is where it hurts the most
I wish shed just stop stalling and get it over with
everything feels wrong
I wanna go home but home is where it hurts the most
I wish shed just stop stalling and get it over with
May 13, 2025 at 11:44 AM
she's suffocating me in my own home
everything feels wrong
I wanna go home but home is where it hurts the most
I wish shed just stop stalling and get it over with
everything feels wrong
I wanna go home but home is where it hurts the most
I wish shed just stop stalling and get it over with
and they wonder why i can't sleep
meanwhile i have to sit with them doing this every night
i fucking hate them
meanwhile i have to sit with them doing this every night
i fucking hate them
April 28, 2025 at 5:22 AM
and they wonder why i can't sleep
meanwhile i have to sit with them doing this every night
i fucking hate them
meanwhile i have to sit with them doing this every night
i fucking hate them
Is there a way I can type all the little nothings in my head at once and be understood whole
and have someone rub their thumb gently on my hand as a silent comfort
Or run their hand through my hair without anticipating pain
and to cry without worry of being yelled at
and have someone rub their thumb gently on my hand as a silent comfort
Or run their hand through my hair without anticipating pain
and to cry without worry of being yelled at
April 23, 2025 at 7:37 AM
Is there a way I can type all the little nothings in my head at once and be understood whole
and have someone rub their thumb gently on my hand as a silent comfort
Or run their hand through my hair without anticipating pain
and to cry without worry of being yelled at
and have someone rub their thumb gently on my hand as a silent comfort
Or run their hand through my hair without anticipating pain
and to cry without worry of being yelled at
You guys ever do that thing where you wanna die doing a good deed to finally feel appreciated
April 23, 2025 at 7:16 AM
You guys ever do that thing where you wanna die doing a good deed to finally feel appreciated
they know I'm awake yet still continue
why doesn't she just give me away already
she can have her flings and leave me to rot in the same way she is now
why doesn't she just give me away already
she can have her flings and leave me to rot in the same way she is now
April 23, 2025 at 5:30 AM
they know I'm awake yet still continue
why doesn't she just give me away already
she can have her flings and leave me to rot in the same way she is now
why doesn't she just give me away already
she can have her flings and leave me to rot in the same way she is now
I hope he knows how thankful I am that he's there for me
I could never overstate how much that means
in the littlest ways he's done so much for me
I could never overstate how much that means
in the littlest ways he's done so much for me
April 22, 2025 at 4:16 PM
I hope he knows how thankful I am that he's there for me
I could never overstate how much that means
in the littlest ways he's done so much for me
I could never overstate how much that means
in the littlest ways he's done so much for me
once he heard what happened he said he was sorry that I had to experience that
him just listening to that and saying that simple sentence was more than she had ever done for me
him just listening to that and saying that simple sentence was more than she had ever done for me
April 22, 2025 at 4:15 PM
once he heard what happened he said he was sorry that I had to experience that
him just listening to that and saying that simple sentence was more than she had ever done for me
him just listening to that and saying that simple sentence was more than she had ever done for me
every time it's over I feel like I was overreacting until it happens agajn
April 22, 2025 at 12:23 PM
every time it's over I feel like I was overreacting until it happens agajn
why is being honest like being naked
I need chainmail of denial fr🙏
I need chainmail of denial fr🙏
April 21, 2025 at 11:20 AM
why is being honest like being naked
I need chainmail of denial fr🙏
I need chainmail of denial fr🙏
thinking too long aches the soul like that bitter medicine you had as a kid
April 21, 2025 at 11:17 AM
thinking too long aches the soul like that bitter medicine you had as a kid
my past 3 days have been so draining fuckk it's all crying and regret
April 21, 2025 at 11:03 AM
my past 3 days have been so draining fuckk it's all crying and regret
webweaving is one of my few hopes in the world
somewhere there is someone as quiet and pained as me and we will cry together over miles
somewhere there is someone as quiet and pained as me and we will cry together over miles
April 21, 2025 at 9:23 AM
webweaving is one of my few hopes in the world
somewhere there is someone as quiet and pained as me and we will cry together over miles
somewhere there is someone as quiet and pained as me and we will cry together over miles