Day 11. Some stray observations: I didn’t actually realize that my balls could get this full. The weirdest part for me isn’t not being able to come, but the fact that I haven’t even had a full erection in nearly two weeks. And yet, my body hasn’t tried to get hard this frequently since puberty.

i hope so, Domina. i’m making progress!

Day 10. I enjoy ass play but this week I have been craving it as my only form of stimulation, which is reframing it psychologically as a primary source of pleasure and I want to feel even fuller so I bought two new plugs. The first I took no problem but the second makes me sweat just looking at it 😰

Day 9. I woke up literally throbbing in my cage. I mean, I could actually see myself pulsing as my cock pushed through the bars of my cage. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to touch myself so badly, but all I could do was lie there taking deep breaths until I was finally calm enough to go about my day

An excellent idea as always, Domina. i think i have just the thing…

Day 8. I’d swear that my balls are getting heavier. They certainly feel tighter and faaaaar more sensitive. Every innocuous rub of my boxers or errant tug from my cage sends a teasing bolt of pleasure through me that I try desperately to not give away with my face.

Thank You, Domina. And will do!

Day 7. I’ve made it one week! While the challenge has only begun to ramp up, I’m genuinely proud of myself for this milestone. Now it’s just... 24 days to go. Well then, guess I’ll just have to take it one increasingly horny day at a time!

It sure is making my head spin 😅

Day 6. The horniness is really settling in, like a growing warmth in my crotch that is making me feel increasingly needy. I’m so thankful that Domina Penn is letting me put my plug in today, so at least I have some stimulation even if it is ultimately unsatisfying.

Day 5. I somewhat regularly go 3-4 days without cumming because I enjoy the buildup of horniness, so the sensation of the denial itself has been familiar so far. However, from here on out we’re heading into uncharted waters. Definitely a little nervous, but mostly excited for new experiences.

Day 4. The first couple nights in chasity were uneventful, probably because I’ve been running pretty dry due to certain last minute pre-Locktober activities. However, last night I kept on waking up with my cage near to bursting. 1/2

Day 3. I’m not going to lie, I was initially pretty nervous to wear my cage into the office. It felt almost like the bright pink of the cage could radiate out through the fabric of my pants and I was hyper aware of the shape it made. 1/2

At first I was constantly scanning people’s eye lines to check if they were examining my crotch, but after a few hours I realized no one was noticing and the bulge was really only noticeable to me. Once I got over that initial fear it became thrilling, like keeping a personal and risqué secret 2/2

I woke up this morning still locked up, which turned me on. And there was nothing I could do about that, which also turned me on… I think I’m beginning to understand how this works.

Woke up and locked in this morning… quite literally. First day of Locktober, here we go!