cw: sui mention
dialing the operator (1/2)

sometime in 2022
(i would not realize this until later but it was actually the second time i was diagnosed. except i was not around the previous time)

content warning: self harm, mention of sui

host complex so strong you forget how the disorder works (1/2)

problem solving causing problems

even if we may feel differently, it's working together as a collective that matters most

internal self help

switching while co-conscious

sharing memories sometimes feels like walking in to someone watching a prequel to a movie you've seen that you didnt know existed

by the way (if it werent obvious i cannot draw this fast) this is from a backlog of diary style comics ive been making, that ill be uploading over time interspersed with newer strips. its only because of a few other systems i look up to who inspired me to be brave enough to share. thank you to them

caretaker and child part

emotional amnesia

the beginning is never easy

social part vs memory holder

in my head, 7 animals are fighting desperately to wear a trench coat and appear as a regular human being