Philosopher King
@aphilosopherking.bsky.social
Someone who knows he does not know much
can not catch my breath and I want to die
November 26, 2025 at 12:04 AM
can not catch my breath and I want to die
I have not posted in while. I still want to die. I am still ashamed of my lack of gumption.
November 13, 2025 at 2:13 AM
I have not posted in while. I still want to die. I am still ashamed of my lack of gumption.
my daily reminder that I want to die. maybe I can kill myself tomorrow.
October 1, 2025 at 5:46 PM
my daily reminder that I want to die. maybe I can kill myself tomorrow.
my daily reminder, I wish I was dead. I am ashamed that I lack the grit to kill myself
September 29, 2025 at 9:48 PM
my daily reminder, I wish I was dead. I am ashamed that I lack the grit to kill myself
my daily reminder that I want to die, that I am ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself, and that the world and I are in a terrible place.
September 10, 2025 at 11:09 PM
my daily reminder that I want to die, that I am ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself, and that the world and I are in a terrible place.
My almost daily post about how I want to die and am ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself.
August 26, 2025 at 12:39 AM
My almost daily post about how I want to die and am ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself.
my daily reminder that I want to die.
August 7, 2025 at 6:21 PM
my daily reminder that I want to die.
my daily reminder that I hate what I and the world has become and that I lack the gumption to kill myself
August 6, 2025 at 12:09 AM
my daily reminder that I hate what I and the world has become and that I lack the gumption to kill myself
My daily reminder that I wish I was dead, and that I am ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself... and that few people care.
August 1, 2025 at 11:33 PM
My daily reminder that I wish I was dead, and that I am ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself... and that few people care.
my daily whine about how I hate my life and wish I had the gumption to kill myself.... and it seems nobody cares
July 25, 2025 at 9:36 PM
my daily whine about how I hate my life and wish I had the gumption to kill myself.... and it seems nobody cares
as almost always, I wish I was not, and that I had the grit to kill myself
July 23, 2025 at 7:21 PM
as almost always, I wish I was not, and that I had the grit to kill myself
not really new, still want to die, still ashamed I lack the gumption to kill myself.
July 16, 2025 at 5:58 PM
not really new, still want to die, still ashamed I lack the gumption to kill myself.
my daily reminder that I want to die.
July 8, 2025 at 4:41 AM
my daily reminder that I want to die.
still want to die. still ashamed, I can't just kill myself
July 6, 2025 at 1:03 AM
still want to die. still ashamed, I can't just kill myself
still want to die and still ashamed of my not killing myself.
July 1, 2025 at 11:15 PM
still want to die and still ashamed of my not killing myself.
still want to die and still ashamed of what and who I am
June 30, 2025 at 12:29 AM
still want to die and still ashamed of what and who I am
Still having trouble focusing and more important find a reason to live. I hope I find a way to kill myself
June 27, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Still having trouble focusing and more important find a reason to live. I hope I find a way to kill myself
still want to die. ashamed I don't have the grit to kill myself
June 26, 2025 at 1:39 PM
still want to die. ashamed I don't have the grit to kill myself
I should be sleeping.
It is the hottest day/night of the year so far. There is heat advisory out.
It appears, the USA is bombing another country. Without a declaration of war.
I am drinking beer, and eating cold pizza trying to process.
It is the hottest day/night of the year so far. There is heat advisory out.
It appears, the USA is bombing another country. Without a declaration of war.
I am drinking beer, and eating cold pizza trying to process.
June 22, 2025 at 5:00 AM
I should be sleeping.
It is the hottest day/night of the year so far. There is heat advisory out.
It appears, the USA is bombing another country. Without a declaration of war.
I am drinking beer, and eating cold pizza trying to process.
It is the hottest day/night of the year so far. There is heat advisory out.
It appears, the USA is bombing another country. Without a declaration of war.
I am drinking beer, and eating cold pizza trying to process.
my daily whine about how I hate the world and me. I don't know what I can and should do.
June 17, 2025 at 7:38 PM
my daily whine about how I hate the world and me. I don't know what I can and should do.
still want to die and still ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself.
June 15, 2025 at 12:12 AM
still want to die and still ashamed that I lack the gumption to kill myself.
I want to think but all I can do at this moment is feel.
June 9, 2025 at 5:56 PM
I want to think but all I can do at this moment is feel.
I am trying to discover what I can and should do to make myself and the world better. Anyone want to join me on this search?
June 9, 2025 at 5:33 PM
I am trying to discover what I can and should do to make myself and the world better. Anyone want to join me on this search?
My daily whine about how my tummy hurts and I wish I was not alive
June 4, 2025 at 12:52 PM
My daily whine about how my tummy hurts and I wish I was not alive
lovely day but I am not functioning well. Deeply ashamed of what I have become.
May 14, 2025 at 11:31 PM
lovely day but I am not functioning well. Deeply ashamed of what I have become.