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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ
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She/Her πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ Asexual πŸ’œ Twitch Affiliate 🌸 Fairy #ENVTuber 🌸 Disabled 🌸 Failure of a Artist/Writer/Composer that still tries for some reason 🌸 Lv. 27 🌸 Taken @Themokewl.bsky.social πŸ’– Art Tag | #ArukanArt
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 6h
I've been using an art glove - it's amazing! It has the bonus effect of keeping my pinky warm. Honestly, I almost want to start wearing art gloves outside 😭 I'll either start a new fashion trend or get laughed at (or, the secret third option - nothing)
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 6h
Issue solved - love it when your isp does maintenance and doesn't tell you about it 😣
arukanavt.com Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 1d
After looking into it more, I think our router might be cooked? My phone also has shit upload speed :(
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 23h
We own our router, so that would be a no go 😣 turning the router off and back on again fixed it though, so I guess it's fine for now?
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 1d
After looking into it more, I think our router might be cooked? My phone also has shit upload speed :(
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 1d
Finally worked up the courage to stream and then my internet died :(
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 1d
Rendering it now β€” is a random sketch I did for fun really about to become one of my best pieces? Wild
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 1d
Perspective, proportions, and anatomy are all wildly off here; mostly because I tried drawing from static references instead of 3D models. It produces less accurate results, but its far more fun for me
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 1d
I took a break from big projects and just did a sketch of #Frieren taking an (unintentional) nap πŸ’– This marks the first time I've drawn something purely for fun, and it was nice 😊 Expect more of these low-effort sketches in the future~

Also, I do like this one enough that I might actually render it
Frieren from Frieren: Beyond Journey's End taking an unintentional nap on a bench next to a (poorly drawn) tree. Her hair lays across the bench and her staff, which is perched on the bench. Frieren Character Description: A short elf woman in a white dress. She has fair skin, long white hair down to her hands, and green eyes
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 2d
The truth is, even if those things are likely to happen - even if life only gets worse from here - there's no point in pretending that they've already happened. It won't make it any easier. In fact, if things only get worse, it is even more important to live in the moment now before they do.
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 2d
Why am I so depressed? I think it's because I'm so jaded by life at this point - I see anything good as something fleeting, even when that's not necessarily the case. In trying to protect myself from collapse, I've been living in an alternate reality where all the bad things I fear already happened
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 2d
Had a pretty good Halloween - handed out candy to like 30 trick-or-treaters! It was our first time doing this while living on our own after years of being too depressed and/or in crisis mode. We barely had the energy, but we finally actually celebrated Halloween πŸ’–πŸ’€πŸŽΊ

That said, I'm so tired
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 3d
Not going to do a stream or anything, just gonna pass out candy and... maybe watch a movie?
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 3d
Happy spooky day everyone πŸ’–πŸ’€πŸŽΊ

Not feeling it, but I'm going to do stuff anyway because that usually works out better than doing nothing
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 3d
I got to experience being my canonical height (5 inches) in VRChat... After years of lamenting my irl height, it was pretty amazing 😭

I love being tiny
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 4d
Check out Lorian's album! I listened to it a month or so ago in a preview stream β€” it was an incredibly emotional journey that inspired me to start making music again.
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 5d
Update: it did not

*tosses it on the Pile of Broken Dreamsβ„’*
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 5d
Just watched The Amazing Digital Circus a few days ago β€” it was WAY better than I expected! It was very heavy, and I definitely need to give it a re-watch at some point. Also, here's a little doodle of Pomni! I want to do more art, but I'm really struggling with motivation rn :c
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 5d
I'm so tired
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 6d
Sorry for being depressing again - I just hate my inability to work a traditional job...
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 6d
I know it's possible, but I just cannot see our situation improving. The (federal) government is abandoning us, costs are rising, and we have no way to increase our income.

Donations wouldn't help, nor are we in immediate danger. It's a sustainability problem.

I guess a remote job would do it...?
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 8d
Finally home - it was nice seeing family, but god I missed my (found) family in Minnesota so much 😭
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 9d
✨ UwU ✨
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 9d
I can kinda see that actually - especially since Stream Aru and Social Media Aru have pretty different demeanors (sometimes Stream Aru peeks out on here though). Neither is inauthentic, it's complicated lol
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 9d
It would have 5 movements, and probably be at least 7 minutes long... Not sure I'm ready for that, but why not try
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Tired Aru πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸ¦‹ Fairy VTuber πŸ’€πŸŽΊ @arukanavt.com Β· 9d
Just got inspired to write a full instrumental symphony about dreams and expectations, reality, and acceptance. It's an overall optimistic message.

I have no idea if I will actually write it, but I kind of planned it out on vacation. We'll see if that inspiration sticks when I return to my setup
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