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Weight Of Them On His Chest is vanders middle name
i do think vander would need reading glasses (vanco both would lbr) and he would forget theyre on his face and get them stuck in his shirt while hes taking it off. if u give him a sexy trait u have to balance it w something stupid as hell
gotta say i appreciate reading fics where characters Want to be on meds or transition or whatever but for some external reason cant. it sucks ass to experience and when i read about characters in that same boat it feels less like everyones progressing without me and im the one person left behind.
nods. heavy are the whatever that wears the whatever
all good just a case of the morbs 👍
world is a fuck. depression hours 24 fucking 7 babey
do you think post-bridge he still calls him that in his head
(proxy of his vander, that is. not confusing at all working with two sets of the same characters -_-)
oh i can make it worse. maybe this is a silco fresh from the pilt (like, healed up but like JUST healed up) so he thinks vander doesnt want to look at him. which he doesnt, but not because its a gnarly sight. and so silco is kind of bitter but he cant help but want this vander-proxy to reach for him
he lets silco fuck him only in configurations/setting where they cant see one another's faces-- against a wall, over the counter after closing, leaned over the foot of the bed. vander insists he cant stand it gentle but cracks form during little, casual gestures of affection that ache like bruises.
vander is a widower who runs into a man who could be a doppelganger of his late husband back when he was this guy's age. purposely stops short of learning his name, doesnt plan on making a regular thing of this but it just keeps happening until he either breaks it off or shares the story.
sits bolt upright in a cold sweat. bottom older vander x top younger silco. this is anything
walks into a street sign. babygorl.
anyway i do want to draw some tits and my tablet is riiiight next to me but my brain is just not bluetoothing to my hands rn
vanco could do glass coffin. vander has the tits for it. aaaaaaaand post 😌
very definitely me being too sensitive abt stuff but it is so disheartening to see like. tit-based gender prescriptivism. ive never! ever! seen a depiction of a trans body like mine aside from the 2 times ive done the drawing myself, and one of those times i got anon hate for "unrealistic" depiction
fat bear week must be every week then
DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT WAS FAT BEAR WEEK
its really amazing how i cannot motivate myself to draw & then i sit down to try to write & then suddenly the tablet is full of vanders fat rack. truly incredible how that happens.
I Perceive It 👁️👁️
its like i always say a vander without nipple piercings is like a [sobbing on the floor]
guess what this is now its #vanco babeyyyyyy
also here's a warm-up sketch i decided to color. love some implied vanco.
cw: preg