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Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · Jan 2

bats is short for batshit crazy

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 4d

imagine having to tell someone's mom their kid has been abusing you anyway how's your day going

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 4d

all i ask is not to be lied to, manipulated, gaslit, screamed at, pinned down, have things thrown at me, and then told 'it takes two to start a fire' LOL this is a fucking joke right

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

oh also it's apparently partially my fault i got abused so there's that too

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

pinned* i'm literally shaking its so fucked up

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

guys i'm being told that i didn't handle being pinned down and screamed at well and next time i need to communicate better instead of trying to get away from BEING PINNER DOWN AND SCREAMED AT

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

i'm gonna guess what her next steps are:
step one: goes out on a date minutes after leaving me
step two: lies about me some more

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

at least i wont get gaslit anymore

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

treated like absolute garbage and then thrown away once again

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

when i can get back on my feet i will never let myself be at the mercy of others again. i'm not the common denominator, abusers seek me out because i'm primed for accepting it and it shows. i worked so fucking hard to get myself to a place where i can function. it's gone now.

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

i've been going through all this alone so she can keep up her appearances tf is that shit. literally told me to look happy after she would hurt me so no one would ask questions.

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

anyway, would you ever throw things at a partner cause i wouldn't. i wouldn't lie to my partner and then gaslight them to keep the lies hidden and fuck with their brain. i wouldn't do awful things to my partner and turn around and lie about what happened to make sure no one knows what i'm doing

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

i have no one in my life to talk to about this so i'm just vomiting it out into the void btw

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

idk if she ever feels bad about hurting me. i think she feels bad she's not able to be seen as the nicest, sweetest, loving persona she pretends to be when i call her out on her shit

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

she manipulates me by saying she's going to kill herself/break up with me if i don't let her treat me like crap with a smile on my face. but when i want to tell her to change or i'm leaving it's an ultimatum and thats sooo fucked up of me

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

i'm just food for narcissists i was raised to be food for narcissists they can chew me up and spit me out when they're done

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

i just have to sit here and take it

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

i'm being lied about and no one will help me

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

got screamed at and pinned down this morning so i couldn't leave and then lied about again so idk what to do

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 5d

lol the answer is no

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 7d

can people change or am i just going to have to get used to being emotionally destroyed every 7-10 business days

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 10d

i pet a pony and a bunny and a chicken and a duck and goats today. yes they let me into the petting zoo for small children i'm adorable

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 10d

how about we don't rewrite history to better fit the narrative you're utilizing to make someone look bad in everyone's eyes. cause that's called a smear campaign and you're being manipulative.

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The Occasional Bat @theoccasionalbat.bsky.social · 11d

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Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 11d

sure you'll make me cry, make me feel unwanted and hated, make me feel isolated and alone. but at the end of the day i still love myself

Bats🦇 @batsbby.bsky.social · 11d

there's no mental illness with the symptom of being abusive. you choose to be abusive and the people around you choose to enable it.