Bat’s Venting
@batscreech.bsky.social
Phoenix | He/They | 35
Thought maybe I’d make an account more so just for my more personal thoughts so it doesn’t mix with my more art centric account.
If I follow you or you follow my other account don’t feel obligated to follow back here! 💖
Thought maybe I’d make an account more so just for my more personal thoughts so it doesn’t mix with my more art centric account.
If I follow you or you follow my other account don’t feel obligated to follow back here! 💖
I’m trying really hard not to be all doom and gloom but life is so hard rn and I’m so sad and scared all the time lmao I need like a crumb of comfort but it kind of feels impossible to find anymore idk
February 4, 2026 at 10:58 AM
I’m trying really hard not to be all doom and gloom but life is so hard rn and I’m so sad and scared all the time lmao I need like a crumb of comfort but it kind of feels impossible to find anymore idk
I wish I could sleep more lol
February 3, 2026 at 11:39 AM
I wish I could sleep more lol
I feel like I’m on a rollercoaster like I’ve definitely felt worse but this overall feeling of my body just not feeling right and the low grade fever on top of the dizziness and weird heart nonsense sucks lmao
February 3, 2026 at 11:38 AM
I feel like I’m on a rollercoaster like I’ve definitely felt worse but this overall feeling of my body just not feeling right and the low grade fever on top of the dizziness and weird heart nonsense sucks lmao
I was feeling pretty good like two weeks ago with where I was with my medication changes and how my body was responding to it and now everything I was working on art/writing wise is on pause again cause suddenly symptoms ramped up to a very disabling degree 🫠👍
February 2, 2026 at 12:48 PM
I was feeling pretty good like two weeks ago with where I was with my medication changes and how my body was responding to it and now everything I was working on art/writing wise is on pause again cause suddenly symptoms ramped up to a very disabling degree 🫠👍
Mad that I can’t get into my electrophysiologist until March to ask him about the two options he asked me to pick from to treat my PVCs and I’m just like cool cool guess I’m just living like this in the meantime lmao
January 31, 2026 at 12:48 PM
Mad that I can’t get into my electrophysiologist until March to ask him about the two options he asked me to pick from to treat my PVCs and I’m just like cool cool guess I’m just living like this in the meantime lmao
I’m doing really bad rn lmao like I don’t wanna keep bothering my friends with it but I had my period and now I’m like so weak, I keep waking up gasping for air at times, my vision when I woke up this morning was like… for the best I can describe it is pixelated with this red tint to it idk
January 30, 2026 at 5:16 PM
I’m doing really bad rn lmao like I don’t wanna keep bothering my friends with it but I had my period and now I’m like so weak, I keep waking up gasping for air at times, my vision when I woke up this morning was like… for the best I can describe it is pixelated with this red tint to it idk
Grey keeps talking about me coming up soon though so I’ve got my fingers crossed I can make that happen when taxes come back, that’s the plan anyways
January 27, 2026 at 11:03 AM
Grey keeps talking about me coming up soon though so I’ve got my fingers crossed I can make that happen when taxes come back, that’s the plan anyways
I really hope all these steps I’ve been taking to help me feel better keep paying off I’m trying so hard to get to a better baseline lmao the heart monitor results feel like a set back but I’m hoping it’s just a medicine adjustment
January 27, 2026 at 10:56 AM
I really hope all these steps I’ve been taking to help me feel better keep paying off I’m trying so hard to get to a better baseline lmao the heart monitor results feel like a set back but I’m hoping it’s just a medicine adjustment
Can’t sleep and I keep feeling sad about shit I need to stop worrying about lol
January 25, 2026 at 10:53 AM
Can’t sleep and I keep feeling sad about shit I need to stop worrying about lol
The solution is sleep it off. Everything is fine I’m just feeling shitty
January 24, 2026 at 8:55 AM
The solution is sleep it off. Everything is fine I’m just feeling shitty
I feel like I’m unworthy of anything good anymore and I know it’s trauma! I know it’s abuse reactions and I just gotta push through it and be like that’s not true but lmaoooo
January 24, 2026 at 8:45 AM
I feel like I’m unworthy of anything good anymore and I know it’s trauma! I know it’s abuse reactions and I just gotta push through it and be like that’s not true but lmaoooo
I feel like my life is spiraling and my worth is nonexistent lmao I know it’s cause I got triggered earlier cause Trauma and it’s been a domino effect but god I’m tired
January 24, 2026 at 8:43 AM
I feel like my life is spiraling and my worth is nonexistent lmao I know it’s cause I got triggered earlier cause Trauma and it’s been a domino effect but god I’m tired
I’m so itchy it sucks lmao I know other ppl with MCAS have said the more your iron goes up the more flares you get as a reaction, but this is kind of just confirming I made the right decision if it’s iron related flares rn idk
January 20, 2026 at 7:39 AM
I’m so itchy it sucks lmao I know other ppl with MCAS have said the more your iron goes up the more flares you get as a reaction, but this is kind of just confirming I made the right decision if it’s iron related flares rn idk
Got some advice about the anemia from my friends and I’m taking my iron with orange juice instead to try to get better absorption lol I’m still stressed but like my numbers are reflecting having enough iron it’s just not get getting where it needs to go
January 19, 2026 at 6:56 AM
Got some advice about the anemia from my friends and I’m taking my iron with orange juice instead to try to get better absorption lol I’m still stressed but like my numbers are reflecting having enough iron it’s just not get getting where it needs to go
Trying to be optimistic for everyone else while I’m laying in bed like lol ✌️🫠
January 16, 2026 at 4:55 AM
Trying to be optimistic for everyone else while I’m laying in bed like lol ✌️🫠
Shit sucks LOL I’m looking into this IV infusion thing and I’m feeling maybe it’s not for me smdh I wish I’d have asked what other options there were cause idk it feels like the side effects line up a lot more with problems I already deal with and it’s making me anxious smdh
January 15, 2026 at 12:09 AM
Shit sucks LOL I’m looking into this IV infusion thing and I’m feeling maybe it’s not for me smdh I wish I’d have asked what other options there were cause idk it feels like the side effects line up a lot more with problems I already deal with and it’s making me anxious smdh
I’m having trouble swallowing lately and it’s been freaking me out lol I was going to the Dr for it today but she said she couldn’t do anything for me but refer me to an ent which I already have an appointment with next month but lol
January 14, 2026 at 7:09 AM
I’m having trouble swallowing lately and it’s been freaking me out lol I was going to the Dr for it today but she said she couldn’t do anything for me but refer me to an ent which I already have an appointment with next month but lol
Maybe I should go to sleep I’m feeling dizzy again lol I think it’s just stress tho
January 11, 2026 at 4:06 AM
Maybe I should go to sleep I’m feeling dizzy again lol I think it’s just stress tho
Man I don’t feel good at all rn lmao
January 10, 2026 at 5:40 AM
Man I don’t feel good at all rn lmao
Anyways I’m feeling sad and stuck in my own head about life lol I’m gonna get up and make some food I guess and maybe see if I can make some solid plans with friends tonight so I’m not feeling so down about idk everything LOL
January 6, 2026 at 10:13 AM
Anyways I’m feeling sad and stuck in my own head about life lol I’m gonna get up and make some food I guess and maybe see if I can make some solid plans with friends tonight so I’m not feeling so down about idk everything LOL
Having one of those nights where I wish I were just laying in bed zoning out playing f*rtnite but unfortunately they fucked up with the evil collab and the AI BS so I cannot play anymore
January 6, 2026 at 10:05 AM
Having one of those nights where I wish I were just laying in bed zoning out playing f*rtnite but unfortunately they fucked up with the evil collab and the AI BS so I cannot play anymore
I need to figure out where I’m starting this project, what I’m doing with it, just in general getting my ducks in a row but my brain feels so mush rn LOL sleep schedule is fucked, stressed about my dental BS, stressed about health insurance lol idk!!
January 5, 2026 at 11:22 AM
I need to figure out where I’m starting this project, what I’m doing with it, just in general getting my ducks in a row but my brain feels so mush rn LOL sleep schedule is fucked, stressed about my dental BS, stressed about health insurance lol idk!!
I keep trying to sleep but I managed less than an hr before I woke up and started getting too anxious and overheated to fall back asleep
January 1, 2026 at 11:30 AM
I keep trying to sleep but I managed less than an hr before I woke up and started getting too anxious and overheated to fall back asleep
Cramps aren’t as bad as usual but damn the Tylenol does not touch them 🫠
January 1, 2026 at 9:55 AM
Cramps aren’t as bad as usual but damn the Tylenol does not touch them 🫠
Man what a depressing year and a depressing end to it as well lol
January 1, 2026 at 5:24 AM
Man what a depressing year and a depressing end to it as well lol