AnEnbyBean.
beaniehead.bsky.social
AnEnbyBean.
@beaniehead.bsky.social
Got bluesky to let out all my random thoughts, rants, questions i want to ask the void, etc. :)

In denial of my newfound adulthood
So i just went to poop. With my phone.
Bad idea, i know i know.
Texted my friends for... i dont even wanna know.

The point is, my butt fell asleep.
I did not know butts could fall asleep.

I mean it makes sense, the thing has a lot of muscle, its not all fat.
But still.

#learnnewthingseveryday
February 14, 2026 at 10:40 AM
My notes app list of Things To Talk To A Psychaitrist Abt contains, among other things, this quote: "but some is actual self harm and that's uncool."

I find it hilarious that my regular usage of cool and not cool has made it into this.

Its just such a funny way of thinking abt it...

#mentalhealth
February 11, 2026 at 7:08 AM
The old man that runs the bakery near my flat gave me a sandwhich even tho i forgot my wallet 2 days ago. 'was rly nice cuz i thought he disliked me.
I gave him back the money for it today and he seemed surprised that i did.

Dont use another's kindness against them, they'll just give up kindness.
February 10, 2026 at 12:33 PM
I really dislike the “if they believe …, then I can’t listen to them.” take. Not even just in music.

Learn to seperate the person from their art.

Take JKR for example. Woman is an absolute shitstain but no1 can argue that the HP books brought us all joy as children and will bring it to many more.
February 10, 2026 at 6:34 AM
I has been 2 days.
I am once again taking a shit at work.
February 4, 2026 at 6:46 AM
"Real Adults Shit at Work" is a thing i thought today. While i took a shit on my break.

I am an adult.

...Maybe if i keep telling myself that itll magically become true (._.)

#adultlife
#imnot20ur20
February 2, 2026 at 8:00 AM
The live version of Ado's Aishite is a fucking masterpiece.
Her scream at the end of the second to last line is so fucking full of emotion its hard to believe shes screaming like that on a stage.
I truly think that seeing her live would be a goddamn spiritual experience.

#ado #aishite #vocaloid
January 26, 2026 at 5:52 AM
U know ur period's gonna hit when songs that have never even made u emotional are getting u tearing up on the bus
January 17, 2026 at 4:56 PM
bsky.app/profile/bean...
Got my ice cream :>
(Image is cropped so much to hide the language. Its the netflix&chill 2)
January 8, 2026 at 3:10 AM
When u realise that ur does is 2 high and u feel more like ur on drugs than just being able to focus so u manually lower said does cuz u bought this month's bottle just a few days before u finally realise...
Hahaha... coult be meeeee ;-;

#adhd
January 8, 2026 at 3:06 AM
the new drop is in the middle of the night and im sad :(
#dropout #dimention20 #d20 #gladlands
January 6, 2026 at 1:03 AM
Just finished having a 3 hour long existential crisis.
Im more depressed than i have been in months.
Send help. And ice cream.
December 31, 2025 at 4:05 AM
"Not that he isn't opposed to it" is a crazy fucking sentence and i hate fanfic writers so much rn ;-;
WHO PUTS THREE NEGATIVES IN 1 SENTENCE??
Why am i doing math to understand grammar?

#ao3 #grammarisstupid
December 16, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Oh. I think its BECAUSE im trying to read. Im never this still on purpose when im on vyvanse so all the energy im not using is probably turning into anxiety. I rly hope this passes when i start today's activities/errands.

#adhd #vyvanse
December 15, 2025 at 8:03 AM
Adhd sux ass. Meds make it better.
But today's the first time i got the enxious affect and im already sick of it. Im trying to read and my brain keeps telling me im forgetting smth or i need to do smth.
I hate that i have at least 6 more hours of this :/

#adhd #anxiety
December 15, 2025 at 7:57 AM
Tagging aa fic with A Deserves Nice Things and B Is A Nice Thing is so unfairly cute.

#ao3 #fanfiction
December 14, 2025 at 12:53 AM
Fics fituring an ASD coded Derek r my fav
Fanon Derek is DEF ASD and i will gladly lay my life down on that hill.

#fanfiction #fandon #fanon #teenwolf #derekhale
December 12, 2025 at 7:47 AM
got my EPIC the musical obsession so late :(
i missed out on all the fun stuff that was happening while it was releasing and im so sad abt that
the songs are stuck in my head all the time and i think one was in a dream
im so cooked

#epic #epicthemusical #music #fandom
December 2, 2025 at 12:45 PM
I am so fucking tired of fanfic authors confusing bought and brought.
Its just buy and bring past tense. Not that fucking difficult!!!!

#rant #grammar #ao3 #fanfiction #fandom
December 1, 2025 at 9:18 AM
True fans never want a Live Action ver. It ALWAYS sucks. This is just corporate fishing for money.

#kpopdemonhunters #kdh #noliveactionkdh #capitalismsucks
November 29, 2025 at 11:51 PM
I am Sick and Tired of sites asking me if my gender is male or female. First of all, THOSE ARENT GENDERS!!
Second, im nonbinary and it is personally offending me that there isnt a 3rd option.
And 3rdly! I want them to list if its for their analitics or for more accurate targeting based on biology.
November 20, 2025 at 6:04 AM
2020 still kinda feels like it was only yesterday and idk what to do with that :/
November 20, 2025 at 4:22 AM
Ended up going back to read after. No more chores for me :/

Any way look at this funny chapter title!

#ao3 #fandom #fanfiction
November 12, 2025 at 3:16 AM
Also saw a post on my way to make the last one so LEMME BE CLEAR on my opinion in the matter.

AI ART ISNT FUKIN ART

Art comes from the HEART,
Something that ai doesnt have.

Art requiers INTENTION,
A thing that a robot cannot produce.

#aiartisntart #realartishuman
November 12, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Finally managed to hyperfixate on a productive thing 😪
Im happy to report that my phone gallery has never been clearer!

Might backup it on USB or smth, might move to the next peoject.

But before that! Food!
November 12, 2025 at 2:21 AM