Beel ❦ [Alt]
@beeleros.bsky.social
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main acc: @beelzara.bsky.social ♡ ⟡ 25 — it/he 🏳️‍⚧️ ⟡ this is my more personal alt acc! 🔞 ⟡ may include nude art! ⚠️ ⟡ MDNI !! no minors here — will be blocked! 𓋼𓍊 https://beelzara.straw.page ⋆˚ ˖ ☆°⭒ ˚ °⋆ brewing potions
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beeleros.bsky.social
I'm Beelzara ♡
↳ aka Bee, Beel, Beelze!

⊹ He / It 🏳️‍⚧️

⊹ 24 y.o med student

⊹ disabled & ND

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⊹ this is my alt acc! you can find my main @beelzara.bsky.social

⊹ I will likely post variety & more private content here! silly sketches, memes, etc

⊹ may also contain NSFW!! 🔞 MDNI

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beeleros.bsky.social
OH yes starting a daily injection for nerve issues/pain, idk how to feel about it

also got referred to therapy and neurology again for the amnesia 👍

back on psychiatrist waiting list too 💪

but the doc was in fact ignoring some stuff I mentioned bc she wanted to ask the AI assistant instead of me
beeleros.bsky.social
not to get too gay but I have never felt so safe and secure in my hellscape life as I do just being around my bf
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spicedcarot.bsky.social
✦ Reunion

How fast I ran after seeing varka appear ingame

#art #GenshinImpact #fanart
Colored doodle of Varka and Kaeya from Genshin Impact being happy they see each other again after so long
beeleros.bsky.social
wife gone 💔🌧️🌧️🌪️☠️🥀

wife return 💪💘☀️🌈❤️‍🩹💞
beeleros.bsky.social
/nbh

💕💗💞💖💓💘
beeleros.bsky.social
when it's such a small thing you ask of to help maintain a boundary, and it actually takes *more* effort to break that boundary and do it anyways vs just not doing it
beeleros.bsky.social
when the boundaries

ask someone not to do something —> they do it —> ask someone not to do something —> they do it —> ask someone not to do something —> they do it —> ask someone not to do something —> they do it —> ask someone not to do something —> they do it
beeleros.bsky.social
I will collapse if this is a semen allergy PLEASE . /hj /lh
beeleros.bsky.social
the toilet seat is heated here I'm not gonna tell my husband I'm just evil like that
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spicedcarot.bsky.social
Throwback to some (months) old comic panels where I explored Iyr's design including his naughty bits.
I hope to do a proper piece of him soon (not counting the portrait I posted on my main) because my mind has been going w i l d again

#art #nsfw #nsfwart #ocs
Cropped grayscale screenshot of my OC Iyr(/Iya), part of some early comic panels to figure out their design.
Iyr is a character from the same universe as Zehniq and Jorn. He's a deer. Man. Something. (Truly an Éiktr but deerman is easier to explain)
beeleros.bsky.social
cw alcohol

got super wine drunk, rode around the kubota, trespassed some wine caves & passed out at some point when we got back without realizing

I love being out here 😭❤️
beeleros.bsky.social
this account cannot just become a vent diary 😭 so um

penitz

maybe will toss traditional sketches here when I'm at the farm
beeleros.bsky.social
wife loves me I will see her soon I know he does not want me to hurt I know he cares and wants me happy ☀️

and shoutouts to the friends who check in and listen and tell me they love me and let me know I'm still okay to be around regardless of my current state 💘
beeleros.bsky.social
this will be a "cry it all out during the drive and go refresh yourself at the farm" kinda day 🤝
beeleros.bsky.social
woke up feeling exactly as I did after having that seizure (?) but I don't remember anything like that from last night

maybe that's more indicative?
maybe not?
there are other symptoms that didn't really manifest last time but that's fine

wiping away brain fog before the road trip /lh

💪 👍
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rednoonsun.bsky.social
They're canon and I can't believe no one is talking about this 🍲🐴
beeleros.bsky.social
my wife is in for a surprise she is only vaguely aware of the fact this farm doesn't have curtains in the downstairs bathroom so the goats directly outside WILL and DO in fact make direct eye contact
beelzara.bsky.social
packing bags for Aftershock today arhrgrhrhsggdgfgfrg <— excited

get to hang out at my dad's farm afterwards I cannot wait to see the critters augh alice the cow my beloved
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spicedcarot.bsky.social
Unintentional #kinktober entry, but it fits too perfect to not share 💖 I've missed drawing my little beans 😭

#art #nsfw #nsfwart #au #ocs
Cell shaded colored drawing of my OCs Enzel and Zehniq in their omegaverse AU, showing off their dick size difference as they're naked on a bed surrounded with colorful and rich-patterned pillows. Red see-through curtains box them in a comfortable peace.
beeleros.bsky.social
had to give ethan a safeword for watching this 😭
beeleros.bsky.social
@ pookie who jumpscared by accidentally streaming a tiktok sound during the movie
beeleros.bsky.social
the gut wrenching horrors vs whatever the hell is going on in Together 2025 😭
beeleros.bsky.social
loss???? kiss***
no don't lose them
beeleros.bsky.social
crying in bed for 6 hours then making OCs loss is actually a medicinal cure-all /silly