After 2 years I understand HE does not have the capacity to LOVE me the way I NEED TO BE LOVED.

I wanted to get it right this time…

I’ve had more confusion in 2024 than the past 47 years of my life.

Bee The Right One💋

Mornin Blue 💙 Got NO sex this am🥺😩 I have sexual tension built up😱🤬😢

Happy Sunday Blue💙! It’s December, last 31 days of the year.
I’m not sad to see 2024 end.. like 2023 it came with heartache 💔

How can I Bee The Right One if what he fills his mind with isn’t me🤷🏻‍♀️

Chapter #47 came with love, confusion and heartbreak 💔
I’m learning to detach while being attached. When pain frequents more than peace, I HAVE TO CHOSE ME😢

I’m here to journal this journey I’m on.. currently I’m not in the best head space.. just needing something to put a smile back on my face💋