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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 10m

and like ik we don't see much of Michael in canon or get to know him. but judging by the fact that he accepted death(?) in Fazbear Frights shows he felt remorse to me.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 13m

how tf do ppl hate Michael Afton sm for CC's death? obviously Michael was abusive to CC and isn't innocent. but the thing is that Michael was also a child who was being abused by his father. he didn't intentionally want to injure CC. like i think ppl forget the fact that they were both children.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 32m

i have two cats and theres still a mouse in my room.. i can't even say they're stupid bc they're domesticated bc Nilla was literally born in the wild.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 2h

i discovered this amazing channel!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bd7...

Xpedition: Sci Fi Ambient Music ✨🎧 for Deep SPACE Relaxation (3Hz Binaural Beats)

YouTube video by Retrocausal Memories

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 3h

i feel like the trend where ppl laugh super loud to purposely scare their cats is cruel. cats are sensitive to noise and that probably causes them pain. whenever i'm loud and scare Vanilla on accident i feel horrible. i can't imagine purposely causing him distress.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 10h

i'm so high and disoriented chat.. my sibling told me to eat half a chocolate but they're small so i ate a whole one. yeah i can see why my sibling said not to.💀

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 11h

Happy Halloween!!🎃🎃🎃

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

i think i'm gonna steal weed from my mom again. i'm not gonna survive the night if i'm sober. i can't stop my s*icidal thoughts anymore. i just think its too late to try improving myself now. theres no fixing my life or help or moving forward.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

i'm so freaking antsy and my mom started tweaking when i was pacing. i can't go outside bc its like 7pm and completely dark. i took hydroxyzine with black coffee. i missed my meds bc of waking up late so that evens to my normal dose.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

also why did they change my queen Misa's name to Mia? Misa is completely easy to understand and say in English. there was 0 reason to change it.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

i don't rlly like who they picked as L in the American live action.. the thing thats soo cute about L is those giant black bug eyes that contrast his pale face.💔

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KB2I...

the meow behind the slaughter

YouTube video by sonya XD

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

also the expressions are awful lol. thats something i always struggled with but i've gotten better from referencing anime more. i also couldn't draw on model very well i've noticed.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

i didn't edit any of the lineart or anything, so you can see how choppy it is. this art is from an old Halloween contest so its rushed but still.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

idt i showed you guys, but i got my rlly old oc Brandi back! my mutual redesigned her so she gave me the old design back.

all the art is old but i edited the eye colors + some other stuff. (reference image not by me)

despite my style not changing much i def think my lineart is a LOT smoother.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

idk why ppl sexualize reproductive organs sm. i don't have an interest in sex. if i'm talking about them its in a scientific way from a biological perspective. if ppl wanna go 'haha sex' thats a sign of their own stupidity not me being weird. like how tf do you think doctors work in that field..?

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

she did say i can't see a doctor or discuss any of the medical stuff until her health issues are taken care of. but i think thats completely fair and i'm not upset. its not super urgent for me.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

i half expected her to kick me out. i'm rlly surprised at the lack of anger. she's kind of in a low mood rn so i don't think she has much anger in her. but she's just moved on from the subject and left it alone now.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

well.. i came out to my mom. she was an asshole and made everything about herself. but honestly anything less than throwing shit at me and screaming is a W.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

but i have a lot more to look into rn. and i have to come out to my parents beforehand. bc my mom is the only person besides me that doesn't have work or school so she'd care for me after surgeries.

Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

theres different ways to do it but i think thats the most common. also it seems that a lot of trans guys do get their ovaries removed. but idk if i want to bc researching hysterectomies before this basically said menopause is rlly bad.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

i don't think gender confirming surgery is a joke.. i was literally up until 5am researching it last night. but through that i realized you literally need a hysterectomy to get phallastophy. bc if you get it and have your period theres nowhere for the blood to go.

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Bellamy Rose @bellabackrooms974.bsky.social · 1d

its super rainy and gloomy out.. i usually wake up bc of the sun so rain completely ruins my schedule. its 1:30pm and i just woke up. X-X