Lizard Brain/Tobias🦎🔞
@bigsillyt.bsky.social
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Just some guy who likes fanfiction and drawing He/him 25yo 🕊️⚰️
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Spent a weekend in a fancy ass palace with spa and shit and I'm exhausted. How does that work I thought I was supposed to like relax and stuff??
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I thought I would be done with doctors vistits but noo I need to come back friday
Which totally derails my weekend plans and I will be late to a spa weekend with my auntie and I was so looking forward to it after those last few weeks
I hate it when things don't go according to planI want to scream
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I love this!! The shading looks amazing!
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MY ASSHOLE OLDER BROTHER admitted to only fighting me for the spoon because I wanted it so much
BUT he also says it's probably still in our family home and he can steal it for me so I might forgive him if he actually does
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But like. Bow I am upset about the special spoon from when I was a kid. I used to fight my brothers for it cause it was the best spoon ever. I'm gonna text them about the spoon
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Something very unexpected that's been happening to me in like the last two weeks is remembering TO S of stuff from my childhood/teenage years. Some good, some bad, but it's definitely a sign of healing so I'll take it
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I just spent 8 hours scrapbooking with my friend and all creativity has left my body
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Fuck this it's 5am it's time to stop writing. I'm making this a tommorow problem
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Me, an asexual, trying to write characters who actually feel sexual attraction: hm, I think it's like that, but it sounds insane. Is this realistic. Do people feel like that. How the fuck do I write mkre than one sentence which basically boils down to yeah sex cool
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The thing I'm writing now is pretty dialogue heavy and ughhh I suck at writing dialogue I can never get the tone right
AlsoI'm almost at 7k words and the plot barely started. I wanted it to be 5k but it's looking more like it's gonna be 15-ish i think??
It's RaphLeo tho and I'm having fun
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Ugh the urge to turn a one shot into a multi chapter story
But no I musn't. I can't bite more than I can chew. This one WILL stay a one shot this is a promise to myself
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I HAVE MY NEW CHARGER IT'S WRITING TIME
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Time to reread my own fanfic because no one can hurt and torture me as much as myself
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Oh wow! So you're super prepared, then :) not a lot left so I am confident you can do it no problem! I'll be reading 💜
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Well, you can always work on estended verions after october is over... give us some premium versions
Good luck with the challange! I had tried things like that before and they are a lot! Really feeds the creative juices, but can lead to burn out, at least for me - hope you'll make it through!
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Uh thank YOU for sharing your writing!! I haven't sat down yo read fics for a loooong time so reading your stuff was an absolute treat 💜
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Now my brain worms are a bit quieter since I got it out of my head but I want to make more
#tcest
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Oh no you just gave me another sketch idea
Specifically Raph getting his hands on Leo's sweaty basketball uniform. Pretending to do laundry just to steal it for himself
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I'm thinking he's stealing their masks and puts them on the teddy 😈
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I can't get tid of the thought of Raph humping a giant teddy bear pretending it's one of his little brothers
I think I'm gonna draw it
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For some reason it looks like it's in terrible quality, at least for me, but if you click on it it's fine so I urge you to click on it for better viewing experience