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(dr.) asha
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she/her || xe/xem
ask me to deinfluence you from collagen products
gothic transfem biochem phd
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Asha, desire/wish/hope

a deeply positive and aspirational name
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[ #OfTheDevil ] The other side of that screen
December 5, 2025 at 6:00 PM
sharing a couple of old-ish (March 2025) photos and a style I should revisit if I ever get around to it (this is just a skirt worn as a dress and safety pinned at the back but it could be made to work maybe, or just get a dress like this)
December 6, 2025 at 11:49 PM
started taking stuff out of my room in preparation for the move. why do I have so much stuff. where does it all come from.
December 6, 2025 at 11:35 PM
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In my teens I briefly flirted with bowler hat wearing, a flirtation that abruptly came to an end the day I also tried to eat an apple and got called a 'Magritte Dickhead' by a particularly cultured bully.
November 25, 2025 at 10:09 PM
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she looks soooooooo good oh my god

(I don't know how men work so I can't comment on him other than that he looks exactly the same since like 2017)
December 6, 2025 at 8:12 PM
I have been getting back into watching figure skating now after a few years of not really and this has mostly been a painful decision because the state of the sport is just misery now

but whatever I don't care because my favorite pairs skaters are back after like 4 years hiatus this is not a drill
December 6, 2025 at 7:31 PM
a little bit struggling with guilt for whatever reason today. felt bad and guilty about complaining about my relationship with my parents. feel guilty for being unlikeable or at least feeling unlikeable. feel guilty for not doing more in every way. ugh I know it's bad thoughts but still
December 5, 2025 at 7:50 PM
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however I think maybe this might be Just A Bit Too Small for my chest
December 5, 2025 at 3:11 PM
they really have not done anything to my MIT ID card yet LMAO I can even still get free masks from the campus vending machines
December 5, 2025 at 5:21 PM
I am too pretty to be putting up moving signs by myself in 19 degrees F weather somerville please do better
December 5, 2025 at 4:43 PM
however I think maybe this might be Just A Bit Too Small for my chest
December 5, 2025 at 3:11 PM
I might have had to replan my entire day but at least my outfit is cute AND warm
December 5, 2025 at 3:08 PM
Ughghhghghhhhhhh I forgot that to get moving permits in Somerville I have to go to the parking office in person and they're only open until 12 today so I have to change my entire daily plan ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
December 5, 2025 at 1:39 PM
I was just a child

I should have been comforted and supported and taught and not judged

it was not my fault
December 5, 2025 at 4:50 AM
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December 5, 2025 at 2:51 AM
will be getting some used lab shipping boxes for my move next week and this is very Boston core
December 5, 2025 at 1:53 AM
This is a self-care checkpoint.

Post your favorite selfie that makes you feel good about yourself.

(tried to do this earlier and then deleted it but I'm trying again everyone please be proud of me for deciding to Take Care Of My Physical Needs about it instead of panicking)
December 4, 2025 at 11:01 PM
I tried to share the self care checkpoint thing and I suddenly stopped being able to see it as pretty and I think I need to eat but blech
December 4, 2025 at 10:47 PM
guess I can share these now that I am done panicking over thinking there was an intruder in my apartment but

Makeup today
December 4, 2025 at 8:25 PM
PSA: if you moved out of an apartment that has only one other person living in it and need to come back to drop off your keys, please tell the other person you are coming ahead of time

just finished panicking because I thought I was alone and someone opened the apartment door
December 4, 2025 at 8:19 PM
I found out today that a long time online friend of mine died. a little broken up about it.
December 4, 2025 at 4:49 PM
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life's dramatic
dying in an attic
I'm a Verdi girl, in a Verdi world
December 4, 2025 at 12:31 PM
it likely means something that multiple nights in a row my dreams have involved people close to me abandoning me and/or being intentionally socially excluded
December 4, 2025 at 12:56 PM
"I love completely humiliating myself in front of everyone I am trying to become friends with on here pretty much every day" is what I would say if I were lying but unfortunately it's actually just extremely miserable
December 4, 2025 at 3:31 AM
I have been informally semi-adopted again, idk what it is about me that makes me so adoptable apparently
December 4, 2025 at 2:06 AM