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bitterandresentful.bsky.social
𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚘𝚛𝚒 𝙰𝚜𝚊𝚔𝚊
ᴍᴜsᴇ ɪs 17, 𝙽𝙾 𝙻𝙴𝚆𝙳
ʜᴇᴀᴠɪʟʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ
ʙᴜɪʟᴛ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋᴀᴏʀɪ
ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ!

❝. . . 𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞.❞
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
++a small, colourful bouquet, to leave at Kaori's grave.
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
"... sure, I guess I don't mind."

She shrugged. It wasn't like she preferred being alone, she actually had a decent amount of classmates she got along with. Friends? Not quite, she didn't really talk to them outside of class that much.

Picking some more flowers, she started to arrange them into++
cinnabunsmol.bsky.social
Sayori seemed to fall silent after hearing that...It'd been obvious. The greenette did think it was a little odd that Shiori had grown so quickly....

But she didn't know enough about the multiverse...

"...Do..you want some company?"

..The greenette just needs to remember...Happy thoughts.

More -
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Of course she has. It's been five years for her, after all. Time tends to flow differently in the multiverse at times though, so..

She's a couple or three inches taller than Kaori was.

"... my sister's grave, why do you ask?"

It was a good thing- for now- that she didn't recognise her. She++
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++, only to be pushed away by two strangers that she just met..

... they can agree on disliking Sayori though, or at least having some resentment towards her.

That doesn't mean that she considers Celia a friend in the slightest, though.
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"... you were a lot to her, trust me. The few times I could visit her she mostly spoke about you and Sayori.. not to mention she usually had your blanket on her most of the time."

She was her sister though. She deserved to be at her side.. unlike those two, she had been there for her whole life++
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person... And they both have at least some resentment toward somebody who took up more of Kaori's time. The both wish they could have been the highest priority, the one to monopolize her...

"...I want to burn this world down for taking her away, but I know she'd hate that..."
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++hadn't spent as much time as Kaori with Sayori so she didn't exactly recognise her voice.

All this 'deception' would just make her anger tenfold when she finally discovers it.
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Of course she has. It's been five years for her, after all. Time tends to flow differently in the multiverse at times though, so..

She's a couple or three inches taller than Kaori was.

"... my sister's grave, why do you ask?"

It was a good thing- for now- that she didn't recognise her. She++
cinnabunsmol.bsky.social
....Maybe Sayori had been sticking morning glories in her hair...

For...obvious reasons. She gives Shiori a smile...has she gotten a little taller?

"...Yeah!...Where are you heading?.."

...She knew. It hurt her heart to think about, but she knew. She'd close her eyes for a moment, taking a deep-
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She doesn't seem to recognise Sayori straight away, luckily for the coral- well, I suppose greenette would be more fitting now.

She's staring at those flowers on her hair.

"... can I grab some?"

She was planning on visiting her sister's grave, and those flowers looked.. just like her favourite++
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++were visiting Kaori.

Selfishly stealing her sister's time away from her. She won't forget or forgive it easily.
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"Don't sweat it. Not even the doctors did, and they're medical professionals."

... she's trying to show some empathy. After all, Celia did lose someone important to her, too, even if Shiori doesn't like the fact that she couldn't visit her as often due to feeling awkward whenever her or Sayori++
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
her through what might be necessary for this girl..."

...What the hell does that mean?

"And I didn't understand Kaori's problems enough to even get an idea of what would work..."
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++can say that won't sound like an attack.. after all, she is doing something good, even if the thought of it pisses Shiori off to no end.
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
She feels her stomach twist a bit. Of course. She can save someone else, but she couldn't save Kaori, could she now..? The thought of it is making her clench her fists a bit, but she shakes her head.

"... I'm sure she'd be happy to know you're trying to save someone else."

That's the most she++
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save a girl with a more understandable problem than what Kaori had."

...Despite the fact that she didn't even flinch at Shiori's words, Celia looks like she's ready to cry over this supposed 'immortality' thing, and her desire to at least succeed for one person where she failed another...
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[ writing.fox ] Me dodging compliments better than a touhou expert dodging bullets in Lunatic be like:
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[ writing.fox ] Eh, I'm used to doing it with a lot of vocaloid songs, so it wasn't really too much work. Besides, I love your OC and did think it fit her a lot, so I was curious too.

Anyways, I shall be around for a while, it's 9 am here and most people are asleep, so..
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
[ writing.fox ] Weird. I guess I could try posting the screenshot here, and you can quote the bottom one, or I could try a less blunt and rude reply, lol.
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++I'm sure I'd miss a lot of less literal translations, so...
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[ writing.fox ] Too late, I already tried. Looked for the title and couldn't find a single version with English subtitles, and the original song video doesn't have even the full Japanese ones, only auto generated ones.

... I could try to translate them myself but that would be a lot of work, and++
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
[ writing.fox ] Wait is it not letting you read at all? To me it just shows a warning and the option to display.
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
[ writing.fox ] I can try to see if I understand enough, or look up English lyrics for it if you want.

Probably the latter, I don't think I can understand enough Japanese just yet.
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
BadJokesLucia

Almost 2AM and uncomfortably warm, time for evil while nobody's looking.

The overly specific category of "My monolingual ass doesn't understand this song but damn if the video doesn't have some vibes that match an aspect of my favorite OC."

youtu.be/WTRyfYs19J8
夢の中で愛して / ヨノ【Official MV】
YouTube video by ヨノ-Yono
youtu.be
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[ writing.fox ] Oh wow that has never happened to me before lol. Didn't think posts could get marked like that just off written content.

Good to know, and good to see that moderation is decent in this site, even if this was a RP response, blocking messages that can lead to suicide does feel right.
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++

She sure pulls no punches back. She's hoping that'll make her care, not take the easy way out. Then she'd truly hate her.

... even if she doesn't want to hate them, because Kaori wouldn't want her to. She still holds so much resentment and bitterness in her heart. All bottled up. Well, mostly.
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She shakes her head, sighing.

"So time hasn't passed here..? Well.. this is awkward."

She's feeling a little guilty for her aggressive behaviour. Even if she still dislikes Celia.. she also doesn't like seeing friends of her sister hurting, especially about her.

".. you should take better care."
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
"...Years? ...I guess you've had more time to do your mourning than I have..."

...That feels even worse. To think that there are already people who are used to Kaori being gone...

"...I don't have an appetite. And I can't rest my eyes without seeing her face. ...I should have followed her."
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
"... for what? It's been years now."

At least for her it has. The multiverse is weird and wacky though, so..

"... you know, you should kinda eat more. And sleep more. I dislike both you and Sayori.. but I know Kaori wouldn't want to see you treat your body like this."

She's frowning a bit.
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
"... for what? It's been years now."

At least for her it has. The multiverse is weird and wacky though, so..

"... you know, you should kinda eat more. And sleep more. I dislike both you and Sayori.. but I know Kaori wouldn't want to see you treat your body like this."

She's frowning a bit.
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
"...I see."

Celia already looked like shit. Messy hair, bags under her eyes... Hell, her face even looks thinner, like she hasn't been eating.

...But somehow, even without receiving any personal attacks, Celia looks worse just by meeting Kaori's sister.

"...My condolences..."
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"Yeah, no shit. I'm her sister."

They happened to just barely miss each other a few times back at the hospital..

"... and yeah, she did deserve better."

She's holding back her tongue. The desire to say 'it should've been you instead'. Because she knows that wouldn't be fair either...
bitterandresentful.bsky.social
[ writing.fox ] Shiori disagrees.

But the mun agrees! They are adorable.
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"Yeah, no shit. I'm her sister."

They happened to just barely miss each other a few times back at the hospital..

"... and yeah, she did deserve better."

She's holding back her tongue. The desire to say 'it should've been you instead'. Because she knows that wouldn't be fair either...
sicklykingchester.bsky.social
...Celia needs to take a breath. This...

Holy shit this hurts.

"...Sorry. You just look like somebody I know. ...Somebody who deserved better."