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Jayme

@bloatedworm.bsky.social

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PROFRESSIONAL BLOATER GRAGGHHH My brain is rotting from my ED. 21yo ▪︎ EDNOS (currently binging)▪︎ they/them #edtwt #edsky

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 23m

I'm scared of binging so I avoid eating too much but then if I restrict it triggers binging it's a viscious cycle I'll never get out of

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 24m

Is it normal to feel sick after eating one of these

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L💚 @dietcokez.bsky.social · 1d

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 1d

Been cycling for 5 days now and so far I've been doing good. Hope I can continue this for as long as possible. It's been helping me avoid binging

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 3d

I went cycling and im Gonna try fasting tomorrow🤞let's see how it goes.

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 11d

Meal prepping so far has been working

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 11d

Didn't overeat today.. I'm doubtful cuz this always happens around the start of my period and it's not just me learning self control. I'll probably start overeating or binging in like 3 days. Let's hope not 🙏

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 13d

I also haven't been throwing up or cutting or drinking as of late. Just the usual overeating

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 13d

I'm ready to start meal prepping... (if I actually manage to wake up early tomorrow to shop and cook🐎🐎)

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 20d

Always so uncontrollably hungry and then I remember I haven't had a single sip of water

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 20d

Why couldn't I have the same metabolism of a 13 year old boy 🧍

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 20d

Chudcel chudjak chud chud chud chud

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 24d

We just played video games, watched a movie, and got to cuddle with her pets 🥳 couldn't bring myself to feel anyrhing romantic so even as friends this was okay

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 24d

I went on the date and we didn't hookup. Honestly glad I didn't it made me realize I actually have some sort of self respect left, enough to not have sex with just anyone

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 24d

I went on the date and we didn't hookup. Honestly glad I didn't it made me realize I actually have some sort of self respect left, enough to not have sex with just anyone

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 26d

I pro a ly shouldn't cyt myself the day before a hookup but idk I'll just wear a long sleeve

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 26d

There's no fixing myself. I'm gonna return back to work in a few days and be my usual self and I'll see myself in the mirror and see the ugly disgusting monster that I am

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 26d

Anytime I see a beautiful face I csnt help but want to end it all

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 28d

It's 1:49am and I'm feeling hungry FUCK

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 28d

Didn't throw up , didn't binge, and didn't cut today. Tomorrow? Who knows

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 29d

The more I read of the side effects of eating disorders the less I care and the more I want to continue doing them. I've fully given up on myself, or at least accepted that it won't get any better than this

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · 29d

I feel sick. I'm just getting worse.

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · Sep 22

It's not worth it, showering can help take the urge away. A warm shower for comfort or a cold one to get the same affect you would with self harm if that makes sense

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · Sep 22

I wish you luck 🙇‍♀️

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Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · Sep 22

Made plans with the woman I've been talking to. I honestly don't want to but I need the experience and hopefully I don't freeze up and if it does happen she doesn't expect a relationship cuz we already agreed it wouldn't be long term 🙏

Jayme @bloatedworm.bsky.social · Sep 22

Do you need recommendations? Though I've mostly got angst I think the only happy one I know is carol

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