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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I’ve definitely been considering joining.

#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I’m medication-compliant, I’ve been in therapy for 4 consecutive years (but have gone to sessions on and off since I was 15), and I work on bettering myself on my own because the work is never done—and that’s not a bad thing.

Maybe I’m just overthinking it, I don’t know. But it’s not a fun feeling.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I’ve learned a lot from DBT as well as simply growing up and gaining the sort of perspective one only acquires from getting older, but I will always misstep in such a way without understanding which unspoken rules I’ve broken, even when I ask in as kind and non-(passive)aggressive a manner as I can.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I don’t mean that in a guilt-trippy way; I am the driver of my own life and although many of the things that have happened to me and the unique way that my brain works aren’t my fault, they’re still my responsibility (and, indeed, my moral imperative) to manage. It’s just very lonely and confusing.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

Being auDHD + bipolar on top of having BPD (and other comorbidities) is a constant balancing act of not oversharing/overwhelming the people in your life but also not pulling away and isolating yourself while bottling your feelings up—none of that is healthy for you/your interpersonal relationships.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

Yup. 💀 Oh well.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

Yeah. I was shocked when the moderators removed content I reported (that was posted solely to upset JC fans). I’ve tried to get them to ban this one user that actively harasses JC fans and even goes so far as to admit to doing so, but nothing happened; I had to block them.

They still post there.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

You know that one post about a “heterosexual” woman having been set up with a masculine lesbian by her friend and texting said lesbian the very next day trying to act all coy about wanting to fuck again, but immediately getting called out?

Yeah, that’s them to me.

#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

Anyway, stone butch lesbian JC wears the strap in Chengxian’s relationship and stone femme lesbian WWX is crazy about it. 😌

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

well as a plethora of comments from angry Wngxn shippers. I may not necessarily agree with that user, but it was wholly unnecessary to do. It’s just riling up emotionally volatile people (of whom a large subsection have been shown to happily harass fans they disagree with).

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

Being a Chengxian shipper makes it especially irksome. Like…JC isn’t real. He can’t decanonize Wngxn. He can’t hurt you. He’s words on paper.

Someone in that subreddit posted some random Chngxn shipper’s opinion about something without censoring their username and it already has 272 upvotes as +

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

If you like JC, JGY, XY, or even LXC, you’re basically a pariah and on par with being a real-life abuser to a lot of these “fans.”

If LWJ and WWX are such moral paragons to you, then emulate them and strive to do real good in your communities, be they online or offline. They wouldn’t act this way.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I personally reported someone’s post yesterday wherein the sole purpose was to upset JC fans and I was genuinely shocked that they removed it. Why are these bad faith fans even allowed to remain in the subreddit—what do they add? It certainly isn’t thoughtful discussion or even respectful criticism.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

The moderators also rarely ban the most problematic offenders; there’s one person in particular who goes out of their way to be nasty to JC fans (to the point of gleefully admitting it and barking like a dog at them) who I had to block in order to be free of them, but they’re still free to post.

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bee kind 🐝💛 @bbygrl74.bsky.social · 1d

Fandom isn’t your job. Take a month off. Take 3 years off. Post incomplete fics. Post incomplete art. Never post again. Switch fandoms. Stay loyal to one fandom only. Do whatever tf you want. You literally make all the rules of engagement in this arena.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I have no idea why I bother to remain in the MD.ZS subreddit. There are undoubtedly some cool people I’ve met in that space, but the amount of overwhelming, purposely cultivated negativity and dogpiling is actually crazy-making to witness. You’re your own worst enemies.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I’m diagnosed with Bipolar and some of you seem to be more emotionally unstable than I am—might I suggest Lamotrigine? Quetiapine? They’ve done wonders for me.

/snark

#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

“Oh, Jiang Cheng is on the cover? AND he looks sad? Should we burn someone’s house down?” <— Some of you.

#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I see the MDZS fandom is having a normal one again.

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · 1d

I see the MDZS fandom is having a normal one again.

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An Unusual Sheep @cosmicbiscuit.bsky.social · Sep 28

old #niehuaisang art i still kinda like

Drawing of Nie Huaisang from Mo Dao Zu Shi. He's wearing a grey turtleneck undershirt and green and gold wide-necked over shirt. Earrings, bracelets, nails, and eyes are all the same shade of pale green, hair is half pulled back. He's looking offscreen with an annoyed expression while drinking through a straw from a green and gold tumbler that says "Bitch I will put you in a trunk and help people look for you."

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kaia @kaiagaroo.bsky.social · Sep 27

sad little brothers
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#mdzs #sangcheng #mdzsfanart

drawing of jiang cheng lying in nie huaisang's lap while both are crying

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Selesta Recless @selestarecless.bsky.social · Aug 27

And love isn't something that weak people do

#SelestaRecless #Chengxian#Xiancheng #JiangCheng #WeiWuxian #mdzs #art

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#1 Morrigan Lover @bronzehearted.bsky.social · Sep 30

The physical pain that comes when your FP isn’t replying to you vs. the wisdom you’ve acquired making you realize you need to deal with it yourself and not put that on someone else. 😌

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Dana Stevens @thehighsign.bsky.social · Sep 26

The superintendent they just kidnapped is a former Olympic athlete who runs footraces with the kids from his schools while wearing a maroon suit and a bowtie. This is quite simply about the people in power feeling threatened by Black excellence.

quick13 @quick13.bsky.social · Sep 26

This is the man that ICE just detained. This isn't about catching criminals, it is about Ethnic cleansing www.iowapublicradio.org/news-from-np...

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An Unusual Sheep @cosmicbiscuit.bsky.social · Sep 24

if nintendo goes "nah, we're not touching this" over the fucking white house social media accounts using the pokemon theme to promote ICE raids after all the other so much more minor shit they've issued lawsuits over for "damaging their brand name," then why do they have a legal department at all???

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