Along with proof of a hospital visit last month.

I won't come back. Don't worry, you all won. I don't want to come back. I don't want to end up hurting anyone else. I don't want to do anything else wrong.

I NEVER wanted to hurt people. And I don't care if you believe that or not.
It's the truth.

You want proof of my therapy by the way? Here.

Now leave me alone.

I never stopped worrying on whether or not y'all stayed safe, I swear. Please have good days, ok?

then my discord is mermaidiaidol.
Otherwise I will post updates here for those who want it.
Homework.
Therapy appointments.
Whatever might be needed.

Again.... I can't apologize enough.
And I truly hope even one of you will be able to forgive me.
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have not stopped regretting my actions. Regretting those I've hurt.

I know this post may come off as callous, or that I don't mean anything-- but I do. I have never felt worse about things like this.

If you choose to chat with me, watch me continue to try and change the ways I had +

is NOT something i find attractive in any way, shape or form.
Zoophilia is NOT something I find attractive in any way, shape or form.

Going forward, I will be diving headfirst into personal growth, as well as recovery. This was a troubling time for multiple people, and I +

for not catching things sooner. For not putting in the research necessary, and not looking in deeper. For not banning what persons were responsible.
Minors are NOT something I find attractive in any way, shape or form.
Noncon is NOT something I find attractive in any way, shape or form.
Pokephilia +

I absolutely should have come and spoken to you right away, once you had time to process.

Frankly, I had no business being a part of that at all, and for causing you further stress I deeply apologize.

To those who saw my worst behaviors- my inaction and borderline complicity:

I am truly sorry +

accountability on that. And I'm truly grateful you still consider me a friend, in spite of my wrongdoings. I'll do EVERYTHING I can do make it right by you, I promise.

To Key:
I sincerely apologize, to you personally and PUBLICALLY, about being so vocal on twt about what you went through. +

not be leaving my partners. Both have recognized their faults, and apologized to the appropriate people.

I would like to PUBLICLY apologize to Oasis.
I shouldn't have ignored you. I shouldn't have fallen asleep before responding, and it CERTAINLY shouldn't have been nsfw topics. I will take full +

Was first made, I was active. I do not remember if I was there for the Harkness test chat, but I know I spoke to Oasis about it.
That wasn't okay of me. Something like that should NEVER be used to justify anything, plain as.
I will not be using that/defending it any longer.

HOWEVER. I will also +

Alright— hello everyone.

This is going to be a bit of a longer post.

As stated in this thread, I am truly, TRULY sorry for everything that has gone on.
So many people were hurt by my inaction, and me blaming my mental health on a number of things.
That was ABSOLUTELY not okay.

When the server +