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Astrid the Service Butch
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Finally launching an online store and my new carabiner belt design!!! Link in bio 🖤❤️🤍💙
so it turns out this was a lie because i was high and forgetful but it's still one of very few and i'm really happy with the angle and the shadows
as i came up on my second dose at the club i realised i haven't posted a pic of me in my cage since i started Locktober, it'll have been three weeks tomorrow (i started late) and it has made me more feral, depraved, disgusting and violent in all directions
dictionary definition of Winning
being a stimulant-riddled and anxiety-medicated dyke trying to speed-run a shopping quest means feeling confident and self-assured in your desire to kill every single member of the public for moving about 95% slower than your brain
had a wonderful time catching up with my Boy this evening before he heads off to Turkey for his top surgery 🥺🖤
i've also been experimenting with a low daily dose of pregabalin as an anti-anxiety/mood stabiliser (75mg two/three times daily, depending on timings and how long i'm awake for) and it's been working wonders for me! my sleep has also been improving as an added consequence
i don't drink instant anymore, i make myself proper coffee with a v60 and i put whole beans in my hand-crank coffee grinder. i've cranked my coffee while eating overnight oats every day this week so far. the stimminess and consistency of this activity has improved my mental health by approx. 15%
i've been working hard to wrestle my mind and body into a regaining sense of routine, with an "even if it kills me" attitude. it turns out that it hasn't killed me and instead has, in fact, made me feel better!
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It’s official – in a few weeks, I’ll be in Amsterdam competing for Mr. Leather Europe! I hope to bring my experience thus far to a wider stage and support kinksters and clubs across Europe with my knowledge and be the role model I looked up to, starting off on the scene.
i can't tell you how relieved i was just now to find out that i *can* piss in a bush if i need to while wearing a cock cage without it all just getting everywhere
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I got the word rest tattooed mirrored on my throat:) 🖤

its mirrored so I can read it in the mirror and remember that I need rest:) 🩶

[this is the second tattoo ive got this week with the word rest in blackletter. maybe I should be resting instead of getting tattoos.]

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god, beating people sexually is very emotionally intense, huh
I love taking two aspirin, having needles put into my face, and letting the blood from the wounds ooze down my face and drip onto another butch's chest, and then drink all of that blood in a frenzy (once again ft. @creature.gay, with 50% of the needlework courtesy of @hotbitchnextdoor.bsky.social)
This was on day three and I'm on day five now, I think I'm already cooked
that was me, I did that!
its also good for taking photos of bruises:)
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my silly crotch height mirror is so good for taking photos of my new tattoo:) 🩶🖤🩶
I'm very lucky to have been able to afford (read; half the time not really afford, but at least have the money in my bank account) to have this therapist for the last two years, so there's a lot of goodwill and understanding there; they've known me long enough to know that this is an exception!
My therapist sent me an email in which they, unprompted, told me that they aren't mad at me. This made me almost do a little cry, which is of course a completely ordinary and mentally healthy reaction. Time to do my medication and tidy my room, I am now doing okay everyone
Sleeping through your alarms to miss therapy by an hour, then rescheduling therapy to another day very luckily, only to wake up early, and then accidentally fall asleep again such that you miss therapy by an hour a second time is... Well, I feel like a bit of a mess right now!
It only really occurred to me how so overwhelmingly less itchy I am than I've been in... Probably about six months? And it's made me feel really emotional (positive)
nice to know i still look hot, even at my most dishevelled 🖤